School Makes Me Want To Fucking Kill Myself I Hate School Fuck This Stupid Rubbish Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck

I feel like there's not nearly enough mål3sp0 on this site but I'm also too lazy to go elsewhere to find it so I'm just reblogging any thînspø I find because bones is bones.

I DON’T WANT LOOK LIKE A CLEAN GIRL I WANNA WANT LIKE A CORPSE!! I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A SICKLY VAMPIRE. I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A 90S ROCK STAR WITH MASCARA RUNNING DOWN MY FACE! I LOVE LOOKING HALF DEAD AND ROTTED.

my favorite thinsp0 for ftm <3

how i l0st 10 lbs in a week!!

i st4rved myself...........

following someone back and then realizing they’re a teenager and i must block is a gut punch

and some of you that try to follow me are so so so young, it makes me wanna cry

so let me reiterate:

stay away from my diary if your age starts with a 1

i am 25 years old

i am an adult in the workforce

i have a bachelors degree and am pursuing more higher education

we may have one thing in common (ED) but that doesn’t mean we need to share community

form community with people your own age

my blog is for myself and adults only

cisgender men punching down on trans men in the ed community is so ridiculous, like sure it sucks to be a very small part of a community, but being transphobic is about to put you into a way smaller community of people - no one wants to interact with transphobes on tumblr, so no one is gonna interact with you :P

Okay so. I've seen my fair share of transphobia on edblr [for crying out loud you're on THE lgbt app] and I'm just going to say that transgender people have the HIGHEST RATE OF EATING DISORDERS.

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Statistically 71% of transgender individuals currently or have previously at some point in their lives struggled with an eating disorder.

But why do so many trans people develop eating disorders you may ask? The biggest factor is: Discrimination. All around, discrimination leads to the development of severe disorders. The other major reason is gender dysphoria, with GD comes the feeling that you lack control over your body which is generally a huge contributor to eating disorders but most trans people tend to live in unaccepting or downright hateful environments basically leading to lack of control x2.

Trans people will also develop eating disorders to change their bodies in very drastic ways, especially when there is no access to gender affirming care like for trans men, top surgery and for trans women, to give a more sleek feminine look to the body.

I specifically see a lot of cisgender men in ed spaces complaining about the prevalence of trans men in the "male ed" tags but I'm going to pull another stat on you- 42% of cisgender men who struggle with eating disorders are also part of the lgbt community, so if you're part of that 42% and are still being transphobic, you should look into lgbt history in general and thank the group that gave you your rights. If you're a cis straight male complaining about trans people struggling with eating disorders, just remember that plenty of people will never even entertain the thought that you have a "woman disorder".

So if you're out here bitching about "why are there trans men in the checks tags" and plenty more hateful shit that I do not feel comfortable quoting- just think about this, statistically there is just going to be an "overwhelming" amount of trans people in all online ed communities. If you aren't comfortable with that then it's probably time you recover babe <3

the anorexic urge to stare at every skinny person that walks by

I was drawing myself in tim burton style last night, i genuinely felt so upset by it cause it had me with insane proportions it was hard to keep drawing. I want to get worse some days and it sucks that im like this. my meal options keep getting smaller, and family discussions about my diet are becoming a weekly event. i cant wait to get out of here :(

🎀 LOVE LOVE LOVE MY ZERO DRINKS 🎀

Stay slim queens