When I Say Binge

Someone wanna be ANA BUDDY?

To keep each other motivated

(No nudes)

How to RESIST and complete your fast 💖

1. Pick a pen to keep by your side during the whole day. Whenever you feel like you want to eat something, draw a little dot in your hand or wrists. Do it every time you have a craving. You'll see many dots and realize they mean every time you resisted. This may motivate you to resist some more.

2. Use your phone for good. When we fast its normal to feel weak and not being able to do many things. So, use your phone to play games, watch videos, see thinspo. BUT DON'T WATCH MUKBANGS!!!

3. Drink water. LOTS AND LOTS! It keeps you full and helps you lose weight.

4. Don't be sad about food. Please understand you're doing this to be happy and you'll be allowed to eat someday. Just for today, don't.

5. Get a glass of cold water and put some salt in. It helps to keep you strong.

6. Be patient. You're gonna look like a princess in 3 months. Believe in yourself, you are strong and food can't control you!

caitblu

Me... How will I look in a couple of months?

Meal log: 10 june

Breakfast: nothing

Lunch: nothing

Dinner: chicken and vegetables ( 156 kcal)

Finger crossed.

I need to be skinny.

My 20 reasons to lose 100lbs by August.

To finally be able to be confident in myself and not be ashamed of what i look like.

To make my friends slightly jealous cause i’m finally not the “fat” friend anymore

To prove everyone wrong

To finally be able to but name brand clothes and not stuff from walmart al the time.

To finally be in control.

To say, “i did it” when i reach my ugw

To look good in all photos that i take/that are taken of me.

To finally show all the guys i’ve liked who have turned me down, that they are missing out.

To jo longer disappoint my family.

To be able to wear baggy clothes and look good, not fat.

To show that you can do anything you put your mind to.

To be attractive.

To be lovable.

To be picked up and carried by guys if need be.

To be able to jump onto friends backs for piggy backs and not be afraid that i’m going to break them.

To sit down and not feel the rolls tumble over my waist

To finally have collarbones

To finally have hipbones

To be able to put my hair up and have it look good

To get rid of my double chin

be the beautiful friend, not the fat friend

Today i binged.

I am tired of this shit.

I am tired of being the fat ass bitch everyone make fun of.

Im gonna fast tomorrow