Binge Eating - Blog Posts
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Once you start watching you’ll more then likely binge it. I feel like every anime fan should watch this, if you haven’t already. @anime-and-sometimes-other-stuff for more animation/cinema content.
My internal dialogue when I'm eating be like: okay okay I can do this. First bite, hell yea, oh shit this is tasty, nom nom nom. Oh no am 8 eating too much? Am I losing controle? I need to stop eating now, but I don't want to waste food, but I'll be fat, what do I do. I feel stuffed, but it's so good. AAAAAAAAJAJJERRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*internal screaming*
I am so fucking proud of myself right now.. I over eat when I get emotional and anxious.. So after this math test I went and bought binge food but for the first time in a long time I stopped as soon as I felt full. I'm sitting here staring at the leftovers knowing I'm not going to eat it.. At least not today.. I'm just so proud of this small step.
the moment an eating disorder isn't restrictive or doesn't "compensate" for behaviours that could lead to weight gain, nobody gives a shit. and it's exhausting.
as someone with binge eating disorder, i'm tired of being dismissed, humiliated, and ridiculed by everyone.
i've had psychiatrists tell me that my eating disorder isn't real and that i just 'have no self control'.
i've had anorexics call me a disgusting pig and use my mental illness as something to laugh at.
i've had bulimics say similarly horrible things, which is hypocritical given their disorder involves binging as well, but when i pointed that out they told me that 'at least they do something about it.'
binge eating disorder is horrible to live with. at the very least we could be given some respect.
tw: eating disorder mention (not abt me)
i feel like we dont talk about binge eating disorder enough. a lot of people talk about anorexia, a decent amount of people talk about bulimia, but ive barely heard people talk about bunge eating disorder. it's a very serious disorder, just as serious as anorexia and bulimia, yet it doesn't get as much recognition as it should. i find that odd.
i miss the days when eating three tubs of ben & jerry's was an aspiration rather than an incentive to jump off the roof
anorexics i am begging you to stop putting your thinspo in the binge eating tags please and thank you
sometimes adhd is forgetting where you put your keys but other times it's having executive dysfunction so bad you haven't left the house in weeks, dropping out of work/school because you can't focus on it, cutting people off when the novelty of the relationship fades, and spending all your time binge eating to find the right level of stimulation and i think that needs to be talked about more
If i gain one more pound i’m gonna kill my self
DAY 4: your greatest fears about weight loss
Probably that i’ll start binge over again :(
Meal log: 10 june
Breakfast: nothing
Lunch: nothing
Dinner: chicken and vegetables ( 156 kcal)
What i wanna look like.
Finger crossed.
I need to be skinny.
Someone wanna be ANA BUDDY?
To keep each other motivated
(No nudes)
DAY 1= your starts
CW: 138 lbs🤮 (63kg)
DAY 2= my height
5’4 (166cm)
I’d like to be taller but i kinda like my height.
Today i binged.
I am tired of this shit.
I am tired of being the fat ass bitch everyone make fun of.
Im gonna fast tomorrow