„Der, so sich zum Tier macht, befreit sich von dem Leid, ein Mensch zu sein.“ | 25
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Deep into the dark of night
a single seed was cast to earth;
buried with no star in sight
hoping for a loving birth.
And a flower was to rise
from the dusty ground it grew;
could I really trust my eyes
when all I saw in it was you?
And I watered it with tears
and given it your name;
still it wilted in its fears
was I the one to blame?
by Weltenasche.
I still think of words
that never left my lips
and touches
not performed by fingertips.
I lose myself
in pain and dread
and wish I'd drowned
in the sea of tears you shed.
You took a battle
that was never yours to fight
and I could do nothing
but hold you tight one last night.
by Weltenasche.
Gymbros like you are a real embarrassment for the community. I can tell you from your physique alone which training plan you follow and that you are only concerned with "show muscles" and that there is no strength behind it. Surely you already have a blatant bad posture because your arms and chest are more important than your back because it is not seen in the mirror ? Always the same with people like you. Bet you also make 30 videos for tik tok before even touching a weight 😂😂😓poser boy 😂
I can see my back in the mirror just fine. Maybe yours is broken?
>then by all means go for it< so you want me to eat meat? Did I get that right? Just wanting to make sure ;)
I stopped getting upset about things that I can't change a long time ago. This includes, for example, that many people continue to consume huge amounts of meat and thus support a seemingly endless suffering or some idiotic edgelord trying to trigger me on the internet.
If I can stop animal suffering directly, then I will do so. But in your case we probably won't even live in the same country, so any effort would be in vain.
you inspired me to eat two steaks and two burgers extra every day :)
Arteriosclerosis, coronary artery disease, myocardial infarction, peripheral arterial disease, arterial hypertension, cancer; just to name a few, because the list goes on and on. But if that's a risk worth taking to you to try to annoy a person on the internet who couldn't care less about you existence and your actions, then by all means go for it.
Do you only write poetry or other things as well? What about erotic writings? Can you please share that?
I also write other things besides poetry, and I am no stranger to erotic writings. But I still have to deny your request, because there are reasons why I do not share these writings publicly.
Now that there is a option which says "ask me anything" here i am, i loved your poetry (written in English) for unfortunately i can not read German and looking at those pieces i feel jealous of people who can but my question (finnally) is have you tried typing urself using mbti? I was just hella curious abt ur personality type....now u may say that they r senseless etc......but the cognitive functions just give me an idea, and what was your purpose of starting a blog in the first place .....THANK YOU for giving ur tym into reading this ✨
Thank you for your lovely message. I'm glad you enjoyed my (English) poems. To answer your question:
I have taken a few of these tests in the past due to other people and just took another one and was classified as "ISTJ-A".
Since one of my great areas of interest is psychology, I don't think I need to explain further why I find such tests inadequate and sometimes questionable at best; Even apart of obvious reasons like self and peer assessment.
I'm not sure if the part about why I started this blog was a question, but if it was: It was a decision moved by nostalgia, since I had a blog on Tumblr before, and also a decision of freedom, since Tumblr gives relatively many options for designing a blog, compared to other internet platforms. I also switched from another big internet platform to Tumblr, which can be seen quite well in the anonymous "questions" that are mostly negative; Let's call them remnants from earlier times.
If you have any further questions or remarks, please feel free to let me know.
Good evening, I presume. It seems you have a lot of people who criticize you, when you seem to have much talent linguistically and artistically. Do you have any other special skills, etc. mechanically inclined, can you cook, do you enjoy form
of volunteering? Perhaps you can shed some light on these comments that target you for insinuating you are a one dog show with your other talents and interests. Just a thought :)
Good evening. I would not necessarily call it criticism, because something can be drawn from criticism and in the best case an improvement can be derived from it.
I think your message is meant nicely, but I don't mind if people want to see me the way these anonymous messages portray me. Could I change their opinion of me? Maybe. But that effort is not worth it to me to convince people I don't care about.
Veganism is simply far too radical to be taken seriously. It is simply in our nature to eat meat and to try to prevent that is just stupid. You can't argue against nature.
1287 chickens, 101 pigs and 6 cows are slaughtered on average every minute, and I'm only referring to Germany's numbers. To put that in perspective, that's 1.8 million chickens, 145,000 pigs and about 9000 cows that lose their lives needlessly every day. For me, this is one of the greatest atrocities in human history and God knows we have not covered ourselves with glory in the past.
But of course, exterminating animals in the millions every day and keeping them in undignified conditions and in a life of captivity until death is kind of a release that one can truly only wish for, is of course in our unchangeable nature as humans. And certainly, not wanting to participate in or supporting this activity is way too "radical to be taken seriously".
No offense dude but you are so stupid and act so smart all the time. We're both going to die someday while I lived and enjoyed my life to the fullest without compromise and you struggled through workouts and an optimized diet every day. So tell me: what do you really get out of all this smartass?
A bigger coffin, I assume.
Maybe if you weren't such an asshole people would be nicer to you. Just think about it :)
You speak as if people being nice to me is something I cared about.
What do you think about toxic masculinity? What is your own idea of masculinity?
I think the term toxic masculinity is a broad one, which unfortunately is increasingly degenerating into a buzzword. And I say "unfortunately" because the term describes important and existing problems that still prevail in the minds of many people and is responsible for a not insignificant amount of suffering on the part of individuals and their environment.
That being said, I don't think I can really add much to this rather general question, as more specific questions or deeper exchanges are needed at this point.
In order to shed light on my own image of masculinity, it is important to understand that it is divided into two different images. On the one hand, I have the idea that a man does not have to have specific characteristics (other than the biological characteristics of a man, if we are in a biological context) to be a man; a rather rational idea of masculinity that I apply to other people. The other idea is the one I apply to myself, which is less infused with rationality and more influenced by bad role models and years of negative influence during developmentally critical periods of my life; I recognize many of the negative traits of this idea in myself and am aware of their negativity as well, but that doesn't change how I feel about them - There is a difference in understanding on a rational level that something is harmful and actually internalizing that as a feeling within yourself.
Being aware of these problems, I reflected on them and found ways not to make them the problems of others for the most part and to limit negative consequences solely to myself. Is that healthy? Certainly not, but it is better than including others in this negative cycle that I am unfortunate enough to be a part of.
Maybe I will be able to get rid of this idea someday, maybe I never will be able to; after all, it didn't form over night and it won't disappear over night.
What is your biggest regret in life so far?
Signing up on tumblr and enabling the ask feature is pretty high on that list.
But in all seriousness, I think it's the fact that I was forced to spend too much time with the wrong people and given too little time with the right ones.
To the other anon he don't answer it because he don't get no bitches. To say it with his words >'It's actually quite simple, really.'<
You have discovered my greatest secret, my Achilles heel, my kryptonite, and in doing so, you have even fashioned my own words into a dagger to deliver the death blow to my heart.
I wish I could be as sharp and witty as you one day.
If I wasn't specific with the term >"special someone"< since most asks go that route, I'm going to be bolder.....
Are you in love with someone? Or are you romantically available in some way?
I figured it would go in that direction, like most of the questions I receive on this subject.
I'm not answering most of them because I can't think of any reason why that would be of interest. But you are more than welcome to give me a valid reason and I will be happy to answer any of your questions in this regard.
Do you have someone special in your life right now? Some of your poems give me the idea that you've lost something. Your calligraphy is beautiful too.
"Someone special" - I think you need to be more specific for me to really answer that.
Understandably, I write a lot about loss and love, which are probably the main themes in my poems; And the two "fortunately" go hand in hand quite often.
Thank you for the compliment on my calligraphy.
Are you a jealous person?
In short: No, I don't see the point of jealousy.
In long: I am aware that rationality and feelings do not always get along, but I trusted the people I wanted to trust and thus had no reason for jealousy and did not value those I did not trust enough to justify the arising of jealousy.
I could never understand how you manage to take some of these rude people here with such humor. I sincerely hope you keep posting, your content brings a kind of refreshment to the soul.
It's actually quite simple, really.
Words are something magical and have the possibility to take on any value between irrelevant and essential; only the individual determines that value.
I have longed for words that left the lips of certain people and at the same time I was completely indifferent to the words of others.
I don't know how regularly I will continue to post. That always depends on my time, mood and whether I feel like I have something to share that is of value.
Und ich habe nie nach deiner Antwort gefragt:
Würdest du die Liebe in dein Heim lassen, wenn sie nun an deiner Türe klopfen würde?
Hätte ich denn eine Wahl, wenn es wirklich Liebe wäre?
You don't watch porn? Why? Is it your vegan diet which lead to a lowered s*x drive? Seems like a p*ssy thing to do like all guys watch it but yeah if you are basically asexual through diet choices I can see why you don't lol maybe you should go eat some meat
No, I don't. Because I have never understood the appeal of looking at other people doing it, and the porn industry is also associated with great suffering, because not all people who are in that field do it voluntarily.
It also has nothing to do with my diet or a supposed decreased sex drive; it's quite the opposite, especially since I've been working out.
I mean, you're the one censoring words like "sex" and "pussy" while making an argument against a strawman and bragging about watching porn.
You're welcome to keep watching porn, I don't care honestly, but I'd rather stick to the natural variant and isn't that what people like you want from vegans anyway - being more natural?
You guys really need to make up your mind.
What do u derive you inspiration from?
A love so pure and full of longing that I sometimes wonder how it could ever find room in a heart like mine. And a sorrow so deep that I could drown in it by the second. A desire so strong; a thousand kisses would only fuel it further, but could never satisfy it and regret so heavy; I simply cannot bear.
Why don't you answer my message in your inbox? :(
By being anonymous, you make it quite difficult for me to match you to a specific question. But if I haven't answered it, it's most likely because I don't find it interesting, don't have the time, willingness, or creativity at the moment, the "question" wasn't a question but another unnecessary side note on a topic of your choice, or a mixture of the reasons above.
You can't gain muscle with a vegan diet
Damn, I didn't know that and I've accidentally built muscle. What are we going to do now?
Semi-NSFW asks: Are you straight/gay/bi? Are you single/in a relationship? What are your kinks? Are you into generally into someone older or younger than you? What book did you read last? Do you prefer thick/thin/athletic body type? What is your favorite porn category?
I don't know why you want to know all of that things and why certain topics seem to be oddly specific, but fine.
Straight.
Be my guest, read my blog; you may recognize a pattern.
Give me one good reason why I should share them with you and I might consider it.
I'm generally into creative people and have no preference regarding your question.
„Leviathan“ by Thomas Hobbes.
Read my previous answer regarding that topic.
I don't watch porn.
I don't want to invade your privacy but reading your poetry and blog I can't help myself but feel like you have been through a lot and I find myself in some of your words. Life's been pretty bad lately and I don't feel like it's worth it. I don't want to annoy you but since I feel like we kinda both had it rough .. what keeps you going? I just don't feel like my life holds any meaning anymore
Since we are all different, as are the lives we live, it is difficult to relate my situation to yours or to really give you advice that might help you at this point. Given that you speak of a loss of meaning in your last sentence, I would like to open up a thought that made life more bearable for me.
To me, the thought of a meaningless existence plagued by the individual's need for meaning seems burdensome, and accepting this absurdity and meaninglessness is breaking out of the self-made cage that hates and holds said individual.
What I am trying to say is that your life does not have to have meaning and we as humanity may only have such a strong need for meaning because we cannot bear our own insignificance to the greater whole.
Personally, this thought helped me as it gave me a lot of freedom; Whereas I also know people who would find such a thought confining.
I don't know if I'm the right person to help you in your situation, but if it would help you to talk to me, just drop me a message.
To answer your question about what keeps me going:
A promise I made to someone who meant the world to me.
I've seen a lot of rude readers, so I came to say that I feel your poetry like I feel hunger and other basic needs. It just seems like the extent of sensitivity, if I may say so.
Glad to know you're still posting.
Thank you for taking the time to share this with me and for putting your feelings into such beautiful words.
I appreciate it.