The Remorseful Player

"oh i only have less than 4 hours left for school ive procrastinated for HOURS failure failure" bbg shut up and start now. Are 0 hours better than 3? No? Then start now. You'll get better with everyday, but you have to try. I believe in you, and will support you as much as i can.

Listen I am losing it at the idea of Heisenberg in the bomb crater on his knees, arms full of mushrooms, ugly sobbing and blubbering cuz he thinks they’re Ethan and the duke just staring down from the top on his carriage like “should I tell him Ethan’s in the back healing???”

Me: I don't get it. I thought I was doing a lot better than I was a few years ago. I'm like 10 times more on top of things than I used to be. How does everything feel terrible now?

The Tiny Me in OSHA-approved Hi-Vis Gear Who lives in my brain and pulls all the levers: Boss, it's the fascism. You're completely gunked up with cortisol due to the fact that your entire daily life is now underscored with a haunting awareness of the rapid erosion of your rights, dignity, and any and all social safety nets, and you're also bearing witness to the most vulnerable people immediately being persecuted. This creates a natural stress response that basically means you're going to continue having memory and organizational problems, as well as emotional imbalances.

Me: BUT I HAVE A BULLET JOURNAL AND I MEDITATE NOW.

Tiny OSHA Me: BOSS, THE FASCISM.

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The remorseful player

"Sad Cat Poem" by Spencer Madsen

Everything’s fine! Don’t worry about it!

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