Latest Posts by yumeme04 - Page 4
I hate being pampered because the next day I feel so empty, so touch and so love starved.
stalker, where are you?? stalker~~~
I promise I would try to not bite.
How do I explain to someone that I am extremely possessive but not in the romantic sense?
like, fine, you have a bf/gf, good for you, but I don't care, you're mine.
"Nooo! Obsession is not love! That's toxic!"
Me on my way of expressing love through obsession:
So you're staying uh...
You are really trying, but for how long?
Are you going to beg for me? Do you really love me? How much are you going to do to have me?
I like to sleep because I can dream, or at least I can pretend to dream.
And in my dreams there are things that I can call mine, things that exist especially and only for me.
Not like in the depressing reality where everything is ephemeral and nothing really needs me and therefore nothing can truly be mine either.
Of course I won't want to do anything, of course I'll feel miserable, it sucks to be here.
It's funny to think how the fact that I'm a landmine was simply a matter of time, a ticking time bomb.
As a child I almost always suppressed emotions because of my mother: don't laugh too loudly because it looks weird, don't talk if no one asked you and much less talk about yourself, don't cry if you don't have a true reason to do so.
Of course I was a child like any other with strong emotions, but because I was constantly told that it shouldn't be like that, to the point of completely suppressing it was how I was molded into what I was.
I say how it "was" because it is not the same anymore, now I cry, there are times when I have not been able to control my crying, when I have not been able to suppress it anymore, if I'm not around my mother, I'm likely to laugh loudly, to the point where it can probably be annoying, I like to ramble about things I like and sometimes blurt out very personal things out of nowhere.
Of course, this is not with just anyone, but with VERY specific people. With others, I remain reserved and bitter.
I hope my moots don't mind that I see them as lab rats that I have to research intensively and I would give everything to protect my little project.
I keep rambling... And yes, I consider myself a yumeshipper, but I don't actually see my f/o in a totally romantic way.
Like yeah... cute cuddles, kisses hehehhehh :33
But that's as far as it goes, and I say kisses simply when I'm VERY delusional, I look at my f/o more like a fp if that makes sense, like, yes, I love and adore him more than anything, I would seek his attention and approval in almost everything but I really wouldn't mind if he saw me more as someone inferior to him or not exactly as a partner.
(I still get jealous when I know he's someone else's f/o or when someone ships him really hard with another character)
Ammemm errr... Dropping random facts about myself because I want and because I can
I like to sing, I'm not good at it but I like it, just like playing the guitar.
At one time I also tried to play the violin but I got frustrated very quickly and I abandoned it.
I like The Legend of Zelda, in fact when I was little Link was my comfort character.
The colors that stand out the most in my closet are black, pink and a little bit of white.
I think short skirts are pretty cute, and I wear them even though I don't really like my legs, specifically my thighs.
My favorite jacket is a aviator jacket that's actually not that aviator, that I actually took a liking to when I decided that Yume (yes, Yume is my oc's/persona/idk name) was going to have one .
I have no idea how I learned English.
Talking about languages, I would like to learn Japanese.
And I would also like to know things about samurais.
My favorite Pokémon is Mimikyu.
I don't like soda.
Me pone muy feliz siempre que me spameas, gracias (*´◒`*)
Es mi misión diaria cada vez que puedo mwhahah >:3
Heheh I just got a pocket watch to wear as a necklace :33
Btw I was also thinking about redoing the blog theme, probably about Hachiware because I got a little too obsessed with that little creature.
I want to break a bone, I want to tear off a piece of my skin, I want to scream when no one pays attention to me
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WAAAAAAAAAAAAA *explota*
taco taco, digo, viva México
Así nos comunicamos
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las palabras están sobrevaloradas
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Me when spam notes me when spam notes me when spam notes <3
I really love when people hang pretty dresses on their bedroom walls so I wanted to do that too ^^
Momonga is so jirai code.
Having someone text you just to talk about their love life is tiring.
we win tonight chat
Guyss, I promise, I'm interesting if you'll allow me to be, just one chance-
*proceeds to remain silent, nod or shake their head and laugh nervously*
I wish I were as magical and beautiful as this rose
-"I can't love"
-"Aw, Stop being rude to yourself! Everyone can love and empathize!"
-"I can't love or empathize, I can pretend but I really don't feel it"
-"Okay, so imagine the person you love the most leaves your life, wouldn't that make you sad?"
-"No."
And so there are many examples of people trying to humanize me, is it really that hard for people to believe that I just struggle/can't really feel?, Yes, I can cry, but I cry out of simple narcissism, out of simple frustration, for myself.
I don't give a damn if you stop talking to me or if something happens to someone, if it doesn't affect ME per se then I just don't care.
I luv ya too madooo! !/p <333
"Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate"/q
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"If I were a human, I think I would die of it, but I'm not, but you five are, and I would not let you die of it, that I promise, I promise for cogito ergo sum, I AM, for AM."
"Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate"/q
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Unpopular opinion:
I actually hate getting lovebombing because I feel like you're just lying to me to get something from me.