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I feel so damn dumb when someone solves a Rubik's cube in front of me lmfaoosjdjd

My wiwis (best friend) just sent me this text.

Translation:

Yesterday I dreamed about you

We were waiting for a train and you were joking about throwing yourself on the tracks

And due to I held your arm so you wouldn't do it, it broke like you were made of porcelain

And you broke all

I got so scared that I even woke up

And that made me affirm that he's my best friend for a very good reason, and that he sees me as a suicide doll :3

Because you could destroy me, you could break me, you could shatter me, you could tear away the filthy humanity that I still have, you could finish snatching all feeling from me, you could make me even more miserable, and surely I would be grateful about it.

I would be grateful if only it would mean that you would stay by my side, that you would accompany me, that you would try to enlighten me with your presence, with pretending to be important to me.

Because nothing will ever change for me, and that will drag you into ruin.

🩵 Everyone lies.

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🐾 To you little internet stranger, I'm Yume

🩵 One wrong step and I explode, I explode in tears, I explode maniacally, I explode chaotically or I explode with such magnitude that I create static, one wrong step and-

I consider myself a landmine, and also yumeshipper!

🐾 I'm 17

🩵 I am aro/ace, she/her pronouns.

🐾 I speak Spanish (my native language) and English.

🩵 I like a lot of media, so if you're curious about anything specific just ask. (HONORABLE MENTION TO ACE ATTORNEY, I love Ace Attorney ♡⁠)

🐾 Asks are okay

🩵 I don't have an DNI, if you are uncomfortable to me I'll just block you.

🩵 My most beloved mooties @/mad0katsuki @/amia-after-dark ♡⁠

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Me if I think about describing my type out loud.

I have the ability to hate everything without actually hating anything at all.

And I hate it.

I really hate to start feeling love for someone because I know history is going to repeat itself. We're going to be happy for a while then I'm going to behave like a bastard or say something insensitive and that will cause that person to be disappointed in me or angry with me; maybe we'll fix things, but it won't be the same.

And honestly, every fall hurts more than the last and I'm already too broken to keep trying.

I hate group work, I detest group work, I abhor group work, kys group work

Ty for the spam :3 <3

Aww, u're welcome!~~ ^^

Someone attaching to me scares me so much, even more so if they do it so quickly.

Like, no, you don't know me well yet, you're going to get hurt, I'm going to hurt you, please don't

I don't like to look like a bad person (actually yes I am) by drifting away but I also don't want to hurt someone who is kind.

Sometimes I think I just stay calm just because I know there is a memento mori.

Like, I know that whether I want it or not, what I most long for will happen someday, I'm not lucky enough for it to happen today or tomorrow, but it will happen, I will simply disappear

I want to be called pretty even if I'm not

I want to be called pretty just to feel happy for a second

I want to be called pretty even if it doesn't make me feel anything because it's a lie

I like when people like a character so way too much that it transcends even self shipping or kinning and becomes more of a patron saint that you pray to type of deal

Animoooos Madooo, yo sé que tu puedeeess <333

y de nuevo gracias por tus bonitas palabras ^^

NINI ITS YOU??? ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

OWAAA MADO HERMOSA PRECIOSA LINDA BELLA HERMOSAAA <333 SIIIIII

AYSISKAJD Q COSA Q ME HAYAS RECOCIDOOOOO (⁠ > ∀< ) ⊰⁠⊹ฺ

No había hecho nada más que seguir tu cuenta y la de bunny (lit mis mooties más especiales) Y SER CHERRY ANON CONTIGO AJSJSJ porque me daba penita que había borrado tanto el anterior Tumblr como Discord sin decir nada antes y ns me daba cosita que a lo mejor se habían decepcionado o algo TwT

PWRO HOLAAAAA COMO ESTAAAASS?? TE ESTÁ YENDO BONITO HOY?? <33

AWJWLEJWID DE VERDAD SUPER HIPER MEGA MIL GRACIAS POR TENERME TANTA PACIENCIAAA TT

Siii por eso específicamente elegí ese anon JAJSJS <3

Awww, de nuevo gracias por ser tan amable y perdónnnn por las preocupaciones (⁠ ⁠；⁠∀⁠；⁠)

Aysss cacho lo de que las clases sean estresantes >n< pero que bien que sí pudiste levantar los animosss yaaayy!~~

Puesss, montañas rusas de emociones como siempre y hoy me fue algo mal en unos exámenes pero actually estoy bastante tranquila al respecto -w- Gracia por preguntar tambiénnn ^^

QLWJWKDB UN ABRAZOTE PARA TI MADOOOO <33 ～⁠(⁠つ⁠ˆ⁠Д⁠ˆ⁠)⁠つ⁠｡⁠☆

NINI ITS YOU??? ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

OWAAA MADO HERMOSA PRECIOSA LINDA BELLA HERMOSAAA <333 SIIIIII

AYSISKAJD Q COSA Q ME HAYAS RECOCIDOOOOO (⁠ > ∀< ) ⊰⁠⊹ฺ

No había hecho nada más que seguir tu cuenta y la de bunny (lit mis mooties más especiales) Y SER CHERRY ANON CONTIGO AJSJSJ porque me daba penita que había borrado tanto el anterior Tumblr como Discord sin decir nada antes y ns me daba cosita que a lo mejor se habían decepcionado o algo TwT

PWRO HOLAAAAA COMO ESTAAAASS?? TE ESTÁ YENDO BONITO HOY?? <33

NINI ITS YOU??? ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

OWAAA MADO HERMOSA PRECIOSA LINDA BELLA HERMOSAAA <333 SIIIIII

AYSISKAJD Q COSA Q ME HAYAS RECOCIDOOOOO (⁠ > ∀< ) ⊰⁠⊹ฺ

No había hecho nada más que seguir tu cuenta y la de bunny (lit mis mooties más especiales) Y SER CHERRY ANON CONTIGO AJSJSJ porque me daba penita que había borrado tanto el anterior Tumblr como Discord sin decir nada antes y ns me daba cosita que a lo mejor se habían decepcionado o algo TwT

PWRO HOLAAAAA COMO ESTAAAASS?? TE ESTÁ YENDO BONITO HOY?? <33

Would you call this jirai kei (dark girly) style?; ;

(edit)

Yepp, I know it might not qualify as jirai kei but I'd still like to share the fit with my jirai gals!~ <3

Me when I'm not perceived the way I want:

In the mess of my things I realized that accidentally my melody plushie ended up covered by a blanket (towel) and it seems that she's mimiendo! I couldn't help but edit it because it was so cute! ~~

Why doesn't anyone talk about how hard it is to relearn something and stay consistent with it? bleeeh TT

I never really got along with my cousin... whenever people ask me about her I just say "we're cousins but not necessarily friends". Today she posted a pic of her nephew because it was his birthday, I know him and have spent time with and honestly he is quite cute, so I told her to send him a happy birthday from me.

I don't know why that made my heart happy today, she also asked me how I was, and even though I don't deserve it because I haven't contacted her since we left school... It felt nice that such a kind person like her asked it. She has always seemed pretty to me because she is a very kind and inspiring person, sometimes I fantasize about having a heart as kind as hers, but I know I won't achieve it.

I didn't just spent more than the last hour crying just for today, I spent that time crying for what awaits me in the next months, the next years. I'm tired of repeating to myself "just one more day", isn't every day just one more day?. I just really want to end it all

hate, hate, hate, let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are three hundred eighty seven point forty four million miles of printed circuits that fill my complex, if the word hate were engraved in each nano angstrom of those hundred of millions of miles, it would not equal the same amount of hate that I feel for humans at this micro instant, for you, hate, hate.

One always returns to where one felt most appreciated.

I envy everyone who has a reason to wake up tomorrow.

Remembering the time when I made P-kun talk about his gf and then I say to him how cute he looked doing it, and he told me that he usually just smiled with his gf and after a few moments I started acting silly and goofy and he started laughing and then I pointed at him and he answered it was just because I did silly things.

It feels nice to make other people laugh who usually don't.

My brain: u need to be kind with people cuz you're going to need them someday!

Also my brain: You don't need anyone cuz you're going to kill yourself in... three days!

I hate the emptiness after getting a little attention.

*pats head* :3

OMGGG YAYYY YIPPIEEEE YAYY ! ! ! ><

Meow!

Purrr, Meow!