guys I just checked my w3ight I gained 5kGs we are so back ☀️
do I go to the gym ? No. Do I stay on gymtok cuz it's basically normalized 3d and tox!c motivation with a scientific basis? Hell yeah☀️
tikt0k giving me the me4nsp° I missed on tumblr>>>> ☀️
finally made it into 3dtok you guys 💪☀️
tips for hiding an4 from your family? ☀️
maybe I should try those online di3ts over a week or two so at least I'm not entirely wasting my time not actively loosing ☀️
what would I be without di3t coke ?☀️
i miss june 24 when 100kc4lz felt too much, now i completly lost track of restr1cti°ns ☀️
man I just realized I stopped posting after my breakup. I'm happy I'm back ☀️
I admire b!itches with an0r3r!@ athl3t1c4 cuz wdym you have the strength and motivation to manage both your restr!cti0n results and your gym results ☀️
do you ever look at your mutuals and start being proud of them ? or is it just me ? ☀️
i bought new jeans and they make my legs look so much skinnier ☀️
being a boy on 3dblr is so weird cuz when I look at th1nsp•s (overwhelmingly female) it feels like v0yeürism tho I really don't look at them that way ☀️
update me on your progress, your goals, I wanna see how my mutuals/followers are doing :)) ☀️
I've been through a sort of "bUrn out" for the past 2 months or so and gain3d back 3-4kgs, feel free to bulLÿ me into loosing them ☀️
not saying no to the Starbucks employee and ending up eating too much cuz anyway how could you refuse a pumpkin spice donut??? 💀☀️
Not me going on 3dblR the second I exit the call with my psychiatrist that I spent 1h gaslighting into thinking my "mother" made up my 3d cuz she really wants me to have one (which isn't completely fake, she just wishes I had an "easier" 3d to instrumentalize)☀️
a little late but yeah im locked in for this october ☀️🎃
im either cvtting, complaining abt not r3strict!ng well enough, or studying til i can't think anymore and i wont stop until i get skinnier and keep those grades up.
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there's this girl in my class who's so th!n when i saw her for the first time i thought "an4" and it turned out her name is anna ☀️
I wanted to get on here and just thank all of y’all for 150 followers. I love you all so much, you’re so sweet and amazing and awesome. Even though this community is built around the unwell, I’ve met some of the nicest people on here, so just once more, thank you!
I live for ts ^
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(Also they’re only ten calories?How??)
No way, I'm actually so mf done. Okay, so yesterday, I was hanging out with my friends, and they know that I’m insecure about my weight and stuff. Not about this and my ED or whatever, but they know to some extent. So I'm sitting there, and I pinch my friend as a joke, it’s a thing we do to each other every time we see a yellow car. I pinch her, and I was standing beside someone else. She yells at me, and I ask her how she knew it was me. She told me I have fat fingers. wtf? Yeah, then she proceeds to tell me that the girl next to me has skinny, small hands. I wanted to cry more than I ever have, I think. I think what kills me over everything else is that she knows I'm insecure. I've opened up to her. I honestly feel so sick.
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Guys wake up a new lw just dropped!
Things have been a bit hectic here lately, so I think I can manage a water fast hopefully!
I feel so gross, I need to cleanse myself somehow.
So, a couple of days ago, I weighed myself and was only two pounds away from my lw. But then this week happened, and I didn’t do so well. I’m genuinely terrified to get on that scale. I know I gained, but if I see it in front of my face, I swear I’ll break down. Ugh, I’m so sick of having no control, somebody please send help.
I think my dad might be catching on 😔
He’s been making me eat dinner and watching me?