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What I used customizing my iPad
Hey you!
not to self promote but i have a depop shop,
looking for some film art to decorate your wall?
I'm taking commissions for polaroid paintings
at https://depop.com/vinyllasundress
free shipping in the uk , and reference images are ideal
you were the song stuck in my head
Yes! It's not that easy.
Sometimes, it's really hard for me to express myself into words. Maybe, that's because I need to know myself more and more. But it is becoming easier with you now. You might be thinking there are so many things inside my head and I bring out only a bit of it. I don't know if I have the strength to hold onto myself but, I know one thing, I am able to hold onto you as tightly as possible because I don't want to let you go. You can call me selfish and yes I am, because it's you. When I do anything wrong to you, I really feel that guilt, that ache of not being able to apologize whereas my heart actually wants to, very badly. It isn’t right ! But I always believe in showing my flaws to you because I know it's only you who will value them wholeheartedly. I do several bad things out of anger, take wrong decisions but I realize it too with utter grievances towards myself. I start hating myself for not being able to apologize to you for every mistake. I am afraid I will lose you. At times, I don't want you to be anybody else's company except mine knowing that is selfish enough. I am sorry. You have that freedom. When I feel dull and sad not talking to you, I want you to feel the same too. I hope you understand. I don't force you to do anything because it will become a habit. I will constantly force you to do things and in the process I may lose the grip. But I want to have all the rights on you.
That night when you said I must show my right on you, I was so happy, indeed happy to see you are holding me with your all. I want to take care of you. I am a messy person but I would still keep you organized, learn and cook your favorite dish with all my love. I want to stay awake lying beside you when you are sick and caressing you to sleep would be my utmost priority. I take bad decisions to keep us aloof, to keep us safe and not to hurt us. Forgive me for that. I want to dress up according to your choices of attire, to read your kind of books and embrace the new changes in me, to sing your favorite songs, to travel to your favorite places. I want to talk to you about the silly white lies being told to make things work good. These things would make me happier. I guess this is an in-built part of me which I could never express.
I made a small clip of me drawing it but unfortunately it exceeds the size limit of what you can post on tumblr!
Refence for the flower- Pinterst🌱
Made this drawing back in 2019!😊
2-3 years back I literally got obsessed with mandala art (I still am). I made a lot of it (you know if you have scrolled through my feed). This one is one of my favorites!😊 I hope you like it👍
Happy new year everyone!😊
I hope this year is full of surprises, adventures, fun, and peace! Last year was a roller coaster ride for all of us. We faced so many challenges, ups and downs but remember it made us stronger and stronger each day. This year make sure you do what you wanted to do, go where you wanted to go, read what you wanted to read. Lets make this year a memorable one!😊
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4:44 on a tuesday
no sleep
just thoughts
look it up
I've always preferred Adidas anyway
I can smell the cigarette smoke & it makes me think of you
Tightrope Walker
I’m struggling,
Stumbling like a failing tightrope walker
I turn and want to blame someone
For sabotaging the rope,
For distracting me
But there’s no one but me
I abandoned safety net and balancing pole
Instead there’s darkness waiting should I fall
There’s no way of knowing what’s down there
Should I tumble, would I crack?
Should I fall, would I break?
Should I jump, would I
Die
Potential
Hush
Too far, too wide, too fast
Not yet
Don’t go
Don’t, won’t
Don’t, can’t
Not now
Beware
Hush now
Haven’t done, won’t do
Couldn’t do, won’t do
What can I do?
Can’t do
And can’t and can’t and can’t
I’m scared
Don’t ask
your parched roots are set on my wetland heart, i have fed you well after your teeth sunk into my skin and severed my arteries. there are no good endings.
grenade grudges blow up; and there are two casualties.
So I just wanted to post my headcanon of how andreil looks to me and the vibes if anyone is interested <3
(If you disagree totally okay)
If you want to know:
- I headcanon Neil to be Egyptian and Andrew Japanese.
- Neil loveeeees oranges and on the run he and his mom always bought them on the side of the road.
- I also think Andrew would get those kind of tattoos .
- I also think Neil has like a light brown skin tone.
Did I just spend 150€ to get a permanent wave in order to look a bit more like Camilo?
Yes.
Do I regret it?
Absolutely not. :)
Found these two beautiful art pieces by the author of the 80s anime Candy Candy!
The pictures are from We Heart It.
Arashi during their Popcorn Live Tour at the Tokyo Dome.
The pictures are from the photobook of the first press DVD.
Scanned by me. :)
P.S.: I miss them so much…
On Kat-tun’s television program they tried a special sweet from Taiwan.
The picture is just too cute! I had to screenshot and share it! 🥰
Ueda only took a small bite in order not to get all the chocolate on his face 😂
I drew another Canada/ Mathew 🇨🇦 from Hetalia! I tried to be accurate in the uniform 😄
Inspiration:
Being mixed, one half being Mexican, I was always a bit sad that Hetalia didn’t have Mexico.
So… here is my rendition! 😄
My idea for his real name would be:
Margarito Tapia! ¡Viva México!
My fanart of Switzerland from Hetalia!
Inspiration:
I decided to put his hat on his head. 😋
Thought it would look cuter!
My fanart of England from Hetalia!
Inspiration:
I added the fairy! 🧚♂️😄