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hey, hey alterhuman community. just created this page so would love to find new friends and connections around ya'all.

angelkins, godkins, starkins, spasekins, faerykins and others, let's get to know each other and exchange experiences. let's have some fun!

does anyone else find it difficult to shift when depressed? today was rough and i just feel like nothing. i feel present in my body but in a bad way. i don’t feel human but i don’t feel like anything else either. at least when i dissociate i can ghost shift but this is just like… blank. grounded but empty. 0/10 would not recommended.

hi myrha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what do moss shifts feel like if you shift? like mentally

- kitty

so i’m not really sure if this counts as a “shift” since it’s not really a physical thing, but the biggest feeling i get is just being incredibly uncomfortable being indoors. like it feels wrong that i’m not literally sitting in a forest on the ground. i also feel sort of small in a way, if that makes sense? like my physical perception of myself isn’t changed but it’s like a mental thing that’s hard to put into words. i just feel small and soft and peaceful c:

i also tend to feel it more when the weather is rainy/misty/humid, which we’ve had a lot of lately so i’ve been very mossy this week. other triggers are pine/forest scents, listening to forest sounds or rain sounds, or going for walks in the woods!!

hi myrha, would you mind sharing some of your past life memories? you don't have to if you don't want to ! i am just curious /gen /pos /lh

- kitty

hi kitty!! ty for asking! this is my first time actually writing out some of this so i hope it makes sense. i’m considering multiple kin types at the moment but ill focus on the two that i have strongest memories for. sorry this is so long i kind of just went off :’)

i have a lot of ghost memories and some of them kind of contradict each other, which makes me suspect i may have had multiple reincarnations as multiple spirits. or the same spirit has existed as an undead through multiple life cycles, if that makes sense?

i remember my name being Oliver at one point. the specifics of how Oliver died are hazy but i know it was violent and involved dying in a huge crowd of people, who all circled around me and were screaming, which made it all very unpleasant.

Oliver was really into radios and enjoyed messing with them in the afterlife, like manipulating the static and changing the channel when people weren’t watching. judging by the kind of things i remember hearing on the radio and how the radios themselves looked, i would guess this was somewhere around the 1940s. sometimes i listen to videos of radio static to fall asleep at night because it still relaxes me lol.

i also have memories of haunting a bookstore(? maybe school? or library? i just know there were lots of books). there was also a coffee shop either in that building or in the next building over, and i remember sitting next to this one specific potted plant in the coffee shop and eavesdropping on customers. those memories feel separate from Oliver, and i suspect it was several decades later. i’m still in the process of trying to nail down the specifics.

the OCkin thing started from really strong nostalgic feelings and visualizations I got while meditating, and this character Myrha and her life and her world just came to me very naturally. in that life/version of the universe i looked sort of like an elf, but we didn’t call ourselves elves or anything. we were basically just humans but we all had pointy ears lmao, we still slept like humans and had human life spans. this is why i sometimes tag stuff with “elfkin” though, the vibe is similar enough.

i sadly no longer speak the language that my people used but it sounded similar to old norse (i’ve been trying to develop a new version of the language that’s largely based on old norse, it’s a WIP tho). in my shitty approximated language, my home was called Rùn and i lived a few miles outside of a village called Sudifjoll. we had brutal winters and a monsoon season from early spring to late summer, so most of the time it was either snowing or raining.

that world had a whole pantheon of deities that i could go off about, but that should probably be a separate post. at one point i was ascended to the divine plane due to an unbelievably shitty series of events in which the gods were being assholes and trying to get me to solve their problems so they didn’t have to, but that would also need to be a whole other post if anyone is interested at all. that’s why i identify with divinekin as well, though.

i still remember a lot of people from that life and a lot of places, too many to list here because this is already quite long. but i try to meditate most nights and revisit Myrha’s world and connect with my past before i go to sleep. it helps me calm down and feel safe :)

sorry this was a lot but thank you to anyone who actually read all of this!! might make some more posts going into more specifics of Myrha’s world if anyone is curious, i clearly love to yap about it lol

to those of you that have past life memories, how do you differentiate between the memories and normal thoughts/images in your head? is it just an intuitive feeling that you get? obviously it’s not the kind of thing that you can definitively get a yes or no answer for, but i guess i’m just looking for insight from people with more experience with this kind of thing.

i have specific locations and people and experiences that feel so familiar and real, and they’ve felt familiar and real for so much of my life. it feels right to say that i experienced those things in other lives and other realities, but i also have a very vivid imagination and i can’t get over the fear that i’m just daydreaming and being dramatic about it. maybe the answer is that i just need to stop giving a shit but idk. sorry if this is a stupid question, idk what i’m doing lol

really sucks how i don’t even know anyone on this website and i am fully anonymous on here and still before i post or reblog something that resonates with me i have to pause and have the thought of “is this too weird/cringe/mentally ill of me” like who CARES why can’t i just LIVE AUTHENTICALLY for ONCE IN MY LIFE

Ahhhhhhhhh I miss flying ;^; its such a nice day and it'd be so wonderful if I could use my wings right now 😩

I kind of enjoy being human in this life as well! Just, yeah. Not psyched about being in human society.

But the sensations and experiences I have in this life, I treasure. The feeling of a hot shower on my skin--I didn't have that before, for example. And isn't that quite wonderful? I had always been curious about humans and their lives that I visited in dreams.

I'm excited to rejoin the divine when my energy leaves this vessel, but for now I'll honor being a human by doing these things I haven't yet gotten to.

Being in a human body can suck, but for me, that's mostly cause it traps me in human society

I actually quite enjoy my human body as is, and wanted to make a post about it cause I think it's important to spread positivity about our physical attributes!

One thing I think is really cool about humans is for how long they can run. They may not be the fastest, but a trained human's stamina is basically never ending, and they wear their prey down due to it, almost like a hyena. Something also quite hyena-esk is how absurdly strong the human jaw is relative to body size. In a fight, a human can rip someone else's throat out rather easily. And our teeth tear through flesh and break through bones!

A human bite is also incredibly dangerous due to how many bacteria we have in our mouths.

Humans can digest a TON of stuff!! They eat almost everything they come across, which is really cool in my opinion...

Then there's human hands. An absolute masterpiece of evolution. Almost no other animalscan grab things like a primate does! And I don't just mean picking stuff up. Go to your kitchen and get a glass, some cutlery, maybe a bowl... And just be amazed by how your fingers wrap around the tools, how you can hold all those things with just one limb.

Isn't that so amazing?

Humans are also excellent climbers. You may feel like you're slow on top of trees when compared to squirrels or other monkeys, but look at all the other species! You are one of the beings BEST equipped on the entire planet when it comes to climbing!

Our shoulder's joints differ from most other species', and allow us to hang from branches, swinging back and fourth easily. That's so cool....

I guess what I'm trying to say is... There's lots of cool stuff you can do in a human body.

If you're physically a human it doesn't make you any less cool.

Biologically you're literally an extremely intelligent ape that hunts its prey down in packs until it just collapses, with incredibly dangerous jaws, never-ending stamina, a really strong sense of smell, and overall one of the most adaptable beings on the entire planet.

Many species didn't make it through the ice age. But homo sapiens did.

You're badass

I got my hair cut and feel so much better!!! No longer do I have long hair that feels unnatural!!

One more step to feeling more like myself :3

Sick of rainy days, dripping down my face everything is grey (cause I've been not okay)

Yall look at this art @that-dreaming-dragon made of me!!! Look at those winnnggggggsssssss!!! Look at my leggiesssssss (my hooves, boi, my hooooves) & my tail and ahskhssknskdk :D ty so much I love it 🖤

My part of the doodle art trade with @mossthedemon !

Demon Of Pain - Day... ?

I had an odd experience yesterday.

I helped my sister move into her new apartment. 2-3 hours hours in and my body started flaring up (well, I had already needed to submerge my hands in very hot water to get them to hurt less and be less stiff twice. But this time it was my back and the rest of my body.)

So I biked home, parked my (public) bike. I had to walk 2-3 blocks. The entire way there I was hit urges to claw at the pain in my back by my shoulder blades, and couldnt stop doing it. Or to press my hands on the muscles, hard. When trying not to claw at it, I'd stim very obviously with my hand(s). This might sound rude, but I felt like ppl looked at me and saw an addict on a bad trip.

I was breathing weird, through clenched teeth in a permanent open-mouthed grimace. Sounded a bit almost darth vader-y. I'd bare my teeth, but there was nothing to bare my teeth at. I'd snarl at nothing. Start to hiss and then try to stop cause I was still in public. Kept having the words "fuck off" repeat over and over in my head. I dont even know how to describe what I was feeling emotionally. It felt. Barely lucid? But at the same time very aware. Like my brain was getting blinded by the light of my pain.

As I kept walking I kept doing these more. Not cause I wanted to. I just couldn't stop.

I got home and prepared a hot shower—by the time I was in the bathroom I had started repeatedly hissing "fuck off" repeatedly out loud.

Eventually it all stopped in the shower.

I know it was all just cause I was overwhelmed with the pain, but it honestly felt like I was having a fucking fit. It was horrible.

Ended up doodling it a bit in my journal and remembered a really old piece of art similar to what I drew.

Huh. You know what. I thought I was a sloth demon before. But... I'm highly doubting it now. The only reason I dont do that much ever (and therefore identifying with the sin of sloth a lot. Also cause of that one memory i have, but solitude means peace—theres nothing to incite my wrath. So no wonder i felt so peaceful in my home in the void) is cause of my disability. Before my disability kicked in so hard, I had a lot of energy.

I think my demonself actually embodies Wrath. I either simmer or burn hot when i shift and i feel that emotionally too. also makes sense for why my element is fire, despite feeling burnt out and no energy most of the time.

I'm still figuring stuff out I guess

Fingers ache too badly to draw today :(((

my eyes burn hot like the fires of hell

man I just wanna feel rested

Hello fellow kins!!!

I'm curious as to what ur forms look like, and if you'd let me, I wanna try drawing some of yall!!

My asks are open if u wanna describe ur form!

(If u have no form that's valid too!!!)

Ya know, sometimes there IS a demon in your closet. (It's me. I'm the demon in your closet.)

This. Yes. Thisssssssss. I feel the same (23 physically atm tho). Chronically ill dealing with fibromyalgia, I couldn't do any of those either. Ur not alone.

I'm trying to post to be part of this community, but tbh I have trouble finding stuff for demonkin. For findings new posts that aren't about animalkin (no hate, I have a headmate who's a big cat). There's not many new posts for demonkin, so most of it is the same whenever I check. Which is why im posting. Maybe another demon or divinekin will feel less alone if I do. And its a good place to get out feelings I can't talk about to anyone irl.

Part of me being a demon means that "darker" side is very prominent tbh. Has been since I was young. When I'm the one present in this body, I usually only like the trusted ones around me. Most of the time when I go outside my instinctive hate for humans flares up—even though I dont hate humans anymore. But I do feel anger at the humans around me in public. For daring to look at me. I just hate being perceived without being powerful or looking like myself. Like they can look upon me without fear or respect or deference. That's just one example. There's more.

I love the dark, and I love being alone. But at the same time, I crave companionship that understands me. I wish I knew another demon in person. Fuck it, I wish I knew another nonhuman in person.

For now I'll content myself with the shadows.

Anyone else feel like an outcast in the alterhuman community?

Most of the therians/alterhumans/nonhumans I see online are minors; I’m 20 years old.

Most of them can do quadrobics; I can’t run on all fours for five minutes without everything hurting, and if I did a jump, I’d probably break my wrists

A lot of them seem to enjoy the company of humans; I’ve never trusted or liked humans

Most of the community talks about being “silly” or “cute” when experiencing a mental shift; I have violent, animal instincts and avoid others when I feel a mental shift coming on

I don’t know. I just feel like a lot of us have become… tame. And I’m not. I feel like we as a community don’t talk about the “darker” side of not being human. The violent prey drive. The instinctive fear of humans that wild animals have.

To clarify, I mean no hate towards those who genuinely enjoy not being human. I just feel like even in a community of outcasts, I’m an outcast.

It’s just frustrating. In a place meant for those who aren’t human, I’m still too different to fit in. I just want to have a place to belong, you know?

the telling way everyone who knows me automatically assumes I'm gonna play a tiefling in dnd 😌

I remembered a brief memory of my home in hell(?) yesterday. It was so sunny out, and I was biking to go vote. I craved the void and my dark cave so strongly even tho I knew I should be enjoying such a lovely day.

And I saw a flash of my home. Dark stone walls that opened up to a huge window (no glass, just air) to the void outside. Pure black... peaceful. A long luxurious couch and a drink in my hand as I lean back. I could see clearly even though I dont remember any light sources in the memory. (Also ahhhh it felt so right to have my wings and my tail and night vision i miss it)

I was a sloth demon (the sloth ring). We were also called void demons.

Tho no idea what I used to do to have such luxury. And i dont remember anything else. It was just a brief remembrance of a moment. Any other divinekin remember a little bit of their homes? (Or other alterbeings! Feel free to pitch in!!)

Oh, to have the chance to lick the blood of someone you love from a wound they opened up for you

Was walking outside today, saw my shadow & did a little double take when I saw it didn't have two little horns at the top ;^;

OR WINGS TO FLAP 💔💔💔💔

*☆*:.｡. - WELCOME - .｡.:*☆

Hi! My name is harmony and this is my otherkin blog! (Any pronouns are fine) and I’m 21!

Only reason I’m including in this blog that I have DID is because it heavily affects my kintype, I’m not here to educate! Just have fun and vent a lil!

Please don’t send me asks about DID as I’m not a MH professional!

🪽this is just a space for my non-human/alterhuman alters to interact, vent, connect, and have fun. I believe I am mostly psychological kin

🪽I’m new to otherkin and the like communities so apologies if I get anything wrong! I’m still learning the terms

🪽this blog is SFW although I do cuss on occasion ( I am also new to tumblr and the tagging system greatly confuses me oh god I feel old)

🪽I’m a pagan witch and an angelologist

🪽I also study demonology and some parts/alters angelolatry

*☆*:.｡. - Kin types - .｡.:*☆

🪽Angel

👁️‍🗨️watcher

❤️Daemon

🐦‍⬛Avian🦜

🐛Bug/moth

⚫️Void

👥Shadow

✨Elven

🧚‍♀️Fae

🐉Creature

🪆Doll

🤖AI

And other/non specified that I can’t quite put into words (or emojis lmao)

*☆*:.｡. - Tags - .｡.:*☆

#harmonyaps - just straight yapping abt whatever

#harmonyvents - vents (self explanatory)

#polyphonytalks - system related yap session

#polyphonyvents - system related vent

#polyphony art - our art

👎🏼👎🏼👎🏼🟥🟥🟥 DNI🟥🟥🟥👎🏼👎🏼👎🏼

Pedophiles/supporters, proship, radqueers, anti-alterhuman (why would you even be here?) zionists, ableists, etc etc basically just don’t be shitty. I know I’m screaming into the void here hoping they stay away but it’s worth a try.

Prototype fully enclosed paw gloves, haven’t finished the final version yet but when I do I’ll rb again w a pattern.

Crocheted on a 6.5mm hook btw

hi chat!! I’m planning on making a youtube video about DIY gear options besides the typical masks and tails. I need some examples to show, and I love sharing other’s art, so if you’d like your work to be featured reply/reblog with pictures and descriptions!! This includes crochet, jewelry, knitting, sewing, anything else that you made that you associate with your kintype!! This is open to any alterhumans, especially fictionkin with obscure ‘types- but any alterhumans are welcome!! Your work will be credited of course, links to your blogs will be added to the description.

Reblogs are encouraged for reach even if you don’t have anything to share!!

Nature

If I were to choose how I am

If I were on the outside how I am inside

I’d be something feral

I’d be something beautiful.

I’d be something unrecognisable

And I’d be something new.

I’d be sharp and I’d be deadly

I’d be a rose made only of thorns.

If I could be something natural

I would be something feral

I’d be something beautiful

I’d rip myself apart and build myself back up.

I’d be something painful 

I’d be something to be feared.

If I were a mirror of how I feel

I’d become something new

Something natural

Something feral

I’d be a river that nobody crosses.

I’d be dangerous and I’d be violent

I’d be myself and no one else.

[This use was born from the stars and longs to return home.]

[This user is not human in any way.]

sometimes I like watching those big cat sanctuary videos because very single cat on screen is me. its like one big cameo episode if all the characters were me