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Perfect Disaster
Dick loved Jazz. He really did. She was incredible—strong, smart, funny, and probably the only person on Earth who could keep up with him in a spar without wanting to throttle him. She got his jokes, finished his sentences, and punched him in the arm whenever he got too smug.
They were supposed to be perfect for each other.
So why was he in love with Dan?
Why had his wedding day been filled with flashes of ice-blue eyes and a voice that always sounded just a little too unimpressed?
Why did his stomach drop every time he thought about Dan looking at him with something almost like affection, only to turn away like it had never been there?
It was driving him insane.
And Jazz—God, poor Jazz. She was so good, so devoted, so present, and Dick? Dick was the worst husband alive.
He’d caught himself zoning out during dinner last week, staring at his fork like it was the most interesting thing in the world, because Jazz had mentioned something in passing, and his brain had gone straight to how Dan would never say something like that. Dan doesn’t talk that much. Dan doesn’t talk at all unless he had to.
Jazz deserved better. She deserved someone who wasn’t actively fantasizing about her brother at the worst possible moments.
And worst of all?
She had no idea.
He was a such horrible person
Jazz was losing her mind.
She was in love with her husband. She knew she was. Dick was amazing—bright and loud and brilliant, always moving, always there. He made her laugh, he made her feel seen, he made life fun.
So why was Jason the one she thought about late at night?
Why was it his voice that echoed in her head when she had a bad day? Why did she find herself catching her breath when he smiled, when he laughed, when he looked at her like she was something worth knowing?
It was awful. It was disgusting. It was—
It was fine. She’d bury it. She’d ignore it.
Dick loved her. She loved Dick. Everything was fine.
Except…
Except Dick had been distracted lately. Not in the normal “up all night on patrol” way. No, this was different.
He was off.
He’d started spacing out in the middle of conversations, looking guilty when she caught him. He’d smile too wide, laugh too loud, cover up whatever he was thinking with that performance of his, but Jazz knew him too well.
Something was wrong.
She wanted to ask, but she didn’t. Because if she asked, maybe he’d ask back. Maybe he’d say why are you acting weird too? Why do you freeze when Jason calls? Why do you look at him like—
No. No, she wasn’t going to think about that.
Everything was fine.
Things got worse.
Dick started overcompensating.
Big romantic gestures, flowers, expensive dinners, soft kisses on her forehead, murmured I love yous like he was trying to convince himself they were real.
Jazz responded in kind.
Lingering touches, doting smiles, playing the role of the perfect wife because God help her, she was going to make this work.
And in their desperate attempts to fix a problem neither of them had named, they didn’t notice what was happening right in front of them.
Didn’t notice the way Dick’s eyes always strayed when Dan was in the room, how his voice softened just slightly when they spoke.
Didn’t notice the way Jazz’s breath hitched when Jason laughed, how she leaned in just a little too much when he talked to her.
Didn’t notice that they were both drowning, clinging to each other in a sinking ship, hoping that if they just held on tight enough, they wouldn’t go under.
And it was only a matter of time before the whole thing collapsed.
It all came crashing down over brunch.
Dick had been jittery all morning, bouncing his leg under the table, stirring his coffee five times before taking a sip. Jazz had been the same, shoveling food into her mouth like it might stop her from blurting out something catastrophic.
They were a mess. A mutual, collective disaster.
And then—
"Jazz, I—"
"Dick, I—"
They both stopped, blinking at each other. Jazz swallowed, setting her fork down.
"You first," she said, voice tight.
Dick inhaled sharply. This was it. This was the moment he ruined everything.
"I'm—" He scrubbed a hand through his hair, bracing himself for impact. "I'm in love with someone else."
Silence.
A long, heavy, horrifying silence.
And then—
"Oh thank God," Jazz blurted out, nearly knocking her coffee over.
Dick blinked. "What?"
"I'm in love with someone else too," she said, her shoulders sagging like someone had finally lifted a hundred-pound weight off her back. "Oh my God, Dick, I thought I was the worst person alive, I was so scared to tell you—"
"You were scared?" Dick let out a laugh, giddy with relief. "Jazz, I have been dying inside for months. I was ready to take this to my grave!"
"Me too! I literally almost repressed myself into a coma!"
"Jesus Christ," Dick groaned, pressing his forehead to the table. "I thought I was going to break your heart."
"I thought I was going to break yours!"
They both sat there, laughing, light-headed, free.
A moment passed before Jazz smirked, leaning forward. "So. Who is it?"
Dick hesitated. And then, because there was no point in lying anymore—
"Dan."
Jazz's smirk vanished. Her eyes widened. "Wait—my Dan?"
"Uh." Dick winced. "Yeah?"
She blinked. Then blinked again. Then—
"Oh my God."
"What?"
"Oh my God, how could we not see it before?" she muttered, rubbing her temples.
Dick frowned. "Wait. See what? What does that mean?"
Jazz took a deep breath, and then—
"I'm in love with Jason."
It took a second for that to register.
Then—
"MY Jason?!"
Jazz shrugged, unapologetic. "Apparently."
Dick gawked at her. "No way."
"Yes Way."
"Oh my God."
"Right?!"
For a long, long moment, they just stared at each other.
And then—
They started laughing.
Deep, gut-wrenching, gasping-for-air laughing. The kind that hurt. The kind that felt like they were unraveling years of tension in one go.
"How did we not notice?" Jazz wheezed, wiping tears from her eyes.
"I have no idea!" Dick gasped. "I was so busy feeling guilty, I didn’t even think to ask why you kept getting all weird around Jason!"
"And I was so caught up in my own disaster," Jazz snorted, "I didn’t even see you staring at Dan like he personally invented the concept of breathing!"
They both dissolved into laughter again, until finally, finally, the weight of the past few months lifted completely.
Jazz leaned back in her chair, still chuckling. "So. What do we do now?"
Dick hummed, stretching his arms behind his head. "Well. We could get a divorce."
"Obviously."
"And then we could—y'know. Maybe—try something else?"
Jazz smirked. "Are you asking me if we should ask each other's brothers out?"
Dick grinned. "I mean. I feel like we kinda have to at this point."
Jazz snorted. "God, we are such disasters."
"Yeah," Dick agreed, still grinning.
They clinked their coffee mugs together like it was a toast and for the first time in a while didnt feel the overwhelming weight of lying to your patner.
Somewhat Inspired by EDA's beautiful art, Thank you, @demonic0angel , for being so ridiculously creative and talented that I can’t even sit back and enjoy your work in peace.
No, instead, you had to go and make me feel creative too, and now I have the unbearable urge to post things. I hope you’re proud of yourself.
Day 22: Had any dreams about OW??
I had a few. One of them was based out of Our Wonderland and I wished to cherish that dream despite the parts being fuzzy???
HOWEVER, most of the dreams make no sense.
Dream 1; Friends and Me.
In this dream, me and my friends were all just relaxing at fucking hell (s c h o o l), until one of my friend pointed out that there was a large hole in the tree. Idiotic, we all checked it out and one by one, we all fell in. The rest, was very mixed up but it was a fun and nice dream.
Until my dog walked all over me and my little sister hit me rapidly with a pillow.
Dream 2; My Anamoly AU...in a parody???
[Warning; Loud Noises]
Like the two other dreams. Idk how to explain this one. Or why Gidget broke into Iggy's house in the first place.
[Video rightfully and Originally belongs to Sr Pelo on YouTube.]
Dream 3; Pretty Pretty Princess
In this dream, for some reason, the OW cast began to do a play for Saydie on her birthday. However, midway during the play, a light thingy swung around the room, hitting Gidget, which caused them to collapse on Iggy while Genzou, who's playing as this evil step mother, just stood there, not knowing what to do. The whole dream was bizarre as we had Cecil eating the cupcakes backstage, Jerry dying on the spot, Orlam continued on with the play and Hunar looked disappointed.
Dream 4; Mario Kart
Bucks driving in her truck throwing random mushrooms and tomatoes at strangers on the road.
what weird dreams.
Day 18; Favourite Ships?
The Titanic-
Nah, nah, I'm joking, joking💦
It's quite obvious. Genzy.
However, despite Genzy being my top ship, I absolutely LOVE Hunar x Bucks, they're just- *sobs gayly* Idk how to explain it but they're so beautiful together. I'm glad they work it out at the end of the VN :D.
Then we have Cecil x Gidget. Idk who else ships the two but. Uh. Yeah. I see a Golden retriever x Black cat tbh LOL 😅. But also, someone that Gidget is most likely comfortable with, despite the two having opposite personalities.
And now the last and the best.
Iggy x Buck's axe. 💖💖💖
TOTALLY a lovely duo.
The axe can really DISARM his tension.
And always is quite MIND-SPLITTING sometimes.
Tbh the relationship would be quite GUT SPILLING, y'know???
(Idontactuallyshipthisitsajokeiswearpleasedontmakemedomyduolingolessons-)
Me; I'm going to continue working on my fan comic!! >:)
Also me; Fuck that, I'm going to make silly sketches of Easter and Iggy!
Me internally; ...What-
🩵🤎🩵🤎
someone pls help. OW x Easter crossover is flooding my head now.
Day 5: Fanworm (Yes, this was intentional)
Definitely! I've created many OW fan pieces! Some get recognised while others sadly don't really get the spotlight. I have a few favourite ones that you may have seen or not;
I drew this out of boredom after playing DTI. I tried drawing Jerry the best I could, giving him floofy hair + some side burns and a small goatee. (Something possessed me to draw him with those-)
These three were sadly from a cancelled project of mine (due to Capcut being Money hungry and my cousin deleting Kinemaster-)
But in all seriousness, this is one of my major favourite masterpieces I've ever made 👌
Day 5
Have you made any OW fanworks? If so, what's your favorite or that you're most proud of?
I would say this doesn't work for me except as I stated in an ask earlier, sometimes I feel more like I'm just an OW fan rather than the creator, so I feel like anything I draw or create that doesn't go into the actual game is a fanwork hahaha. So I'll use this to think back on any unofficial things I've drawn from my appropriate titled "Extra Stuff" folder and choose some of my favorites!
this classic image. extremely compelling and rich and filled with emotional torment and angst:
this very detailed and helpful OW character tutorial:
ok ok for serious now i'll choose some ones i'm actually proud of lol. just like with the CGS this is very difficult as i love many many of the various artworks i've done over the years, but here are some that particularly compelled me
i really love the composition of this one:
love love LOOOOOOOOOOVE how the vibe of this one turned out:
some of the cutest kisses i've ever drawn:
i really love how they all turned out in this one (and feel like it would make for wonderful keychains, too):
and lastly this classic because gdi i really think it turned out good:
Arc 2 Deleted Boat scene. Trust trust.
;3;
Random Thoughts:
I am still surprised that I played Our Wonderland for free..
Like, before I even downloaded Our Wonderland, I was like; 'ah, a Queer visual novel with problematic 30 year Olds going into Wonderland? Sounds interesting enough. This would be a piece of cake-"
Bro, Our Wonderland touched yet beat up my heart like there's no fucking tomorrow. I HAVEN'T EVEN CRIED AT A VISUAL NOVEL (only internally BUT NOT OUTSIDE) UNTIL PLAYING OUR WONDERLAND.
Like the characters!?!??!?!? The plot!?!? The humour- 🫶👌- THE ANGST!?!? AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE ENDING. LIKE I WAS FUCKING BAWLING MY EYES OUT WHEN IGGY WISHED HE NEVER EXISTED. I'M LIKE; "WAIT, WHAT, NO, NO, NO," until I saw that it wasn't actually the end of the game- just the arc.
BUT GOD FUCKING DAMN IT. THE ENDINGS AT EACH ARC WAS LIKE KNIVES STABBING INTO MY HEART-
And when I finally finished Our Wonderland. I slowly laid back down on my bed and cried both tears of joy and sadness-
Like, I played that visual FOR FREE. WTF.
Also, when first playing it, I thought Cecil was like an alternate emo version of Iggy-
Anywhizzle, that's all of my yapping.
R.i.p five tissue boxes, for sacrificing their lives while I played Our Wonderland.
🤧😞🫡🥀
W.I.P Chapter 1 #2:
The clumsy life had chose you, Iggy Maxwell UvU
"The Barbeque"
OMFG.
When I first played Our Wonderland and when this magnificent scene had begun, it was another thing that touched my heart. Got me a little bit of Deja Vu.
The barbeque, I mean. When I was a little demonic gremlin, me and my cousins would run around the backyard while the adults talk and smoke. Often, me and my cousins would jump on the trampoline or would often make horror stories (One of them managed to convince me that old porcelain dolls lived in the walls. Hah, the memories).
Now, all (totally) matured teens we are, we still talk. Not that much as I slightly lost connection with them but still talking.
Anyways, enough of my memory lane. I guess that the Barbeque scene was just- warm- touching to my weird heart. Maybe because the barbeque was a nice reunion for the group. Huh. Reunion. Maybe that's why it touched my heart.
That and also why I felt...envious?? Jealous, that despite what they're going through, they reunited over some nice barbeque. I can't even reunite with my friends without them bringing up past problems, without me being the middle of their shit. Whenever I try to reunite them over anything. Even after my group had broken up into two, whenever I talk with one of them they would just say; "Oh, are you that selfish?" or "Do I not matter to you?" or "You can do way much better than hanging out with them." It's my decision on who I hang out with and who I don't hang out with. It's my choice if I want to stop hanging out with one or not. Like, I don't fucking care, it's my choice, why can't they fucking take a no for an answer? That I'm my own person and not some character from some twisted drama show?
But besides my enviousness of the barbeque scene. It really gives a nice introductions to the characters, how they act to one another but what I like most was the presentation of Hunar(Humar? Sorry for my misspelling) and Bucks relationship and how both of them react/deal with their unready . I love how Carrot had showed that Bucks wasn't ready or ready to be a mother (yet), showing how Bucks had dealt with the situation, which and sadly, she dealt quite negatively, neglecting Saydie and avoiding the problem. When arguing with Hunar, she had suggested giving their infant daughter whiskey to shut her up but when her friends were coming over, she had bought a new grill for the barbeque reuninon.. Hunar, who, even though wasn't prepared nor ready to be a father (just like Bucks), took the responsibility of taking care of Saydie, which in my point of view and my opinion, was the only one taking care of Saydie and also the only one trying to keep their marriage upgoing and stable. Instead of Hunar staying silent and letting Bucks do her thing (which I sadly keep seeing on SOME visual novels/books *cutely sighs*), he confronted her about the problem, telling her off for her irresponsibility, her neglection towards Saydie and how she rarely been at home for dinner and shit.
Honestly, if @just-a-carrot didn't add the barbeque scene after the small prologue, I would've gone;
'that's a wrap. I'll play this tomorrow!', then would've proceed to not play it for a week- (totally not me who spent one whole day on ARC 1 and balling my eyes out at the end)
LIKE SERIOUSLY THOUGH. How they expressed the types of relationship the group has for each other in their 30s, it's like fucking icing on a rich red velvet cake. (YES RED VELVET IS MY FAVOURITE FLAVOUR SWEETS, BITE ME). Like how Genzou still bullies Orlam, how Orlam improved his game (by game I mean getting laid-), how Gidget is trying to be perfect, Bucks becoming a momm- I MEAN, becoming a tough (anger issue??) woman. I WOULD CONTINUE RANTING BUT IT'LL FUCKING BECOME LIKE THE FNAF LORE BOOK. Ty, for whoever read this.
Entering the Rizzler's Chambers:
{If Our Wonderland was created(EDITED??) by a Gen Z/Alpha}
[§Arc 5: Orlam's Part/route§]
(This is all jokes and for funnsy)
Context;
As our asexual omega protagonist, Iggy Maxwell the fifth, and his two tough alphas went inside the cannibalistic rizzler's castle after many sacrifices of betas like General Furry of Dress to Impress.
(R.I.P Jerry no-testicles 2022-2025)
However, as the three divas entered the rizzler's chambers, they were confronted by his dogs and STANKINESS 💀.
What I thought Broomtail was going to be like;
Context:
. . .
There's no context to this. Ig a parody of Broomtail or smth Idk 😶
Spy(?)!Au of Our Wonderland + WIP Fanfic of mine -M-,
Oh my fucking god, this au had been stuck in my head.
And what I mean by that, is a few images of that au. 😋
I can imagine a few roles each members would take. (And in my opinion 😅)
Bucks: A hitwoman, in love with her back alley doctor (wink wink)
Iggy: An anxious lower ranked agent-in training, who happens to be in the 'Lamb to the slaughter' scenario (wrong place, wrong time 😔)
Orlam: A gang leader. (I mean- come on 😀)
Gidget: A mob boss (because they're a diva🤭)
Genzou: A wanted convict/mercenary (Can you feel, the loveeee 2nigghttttt)
Cecil: Underpaid cop (who's tots not a dirty cop, working for certain mob boss hehehehehehe)
Jerry: A punk ass agent (yes, one who loves to torment new interns *coughs* Iggy.)
Hunar: A back alley doctor.
Not only that! I can just imagine the AU taking place in this cyberpunk inspired world! The high tech, the romance, the angst and DRAMMMAAAAA!!!!
Tbh I would love to make a comic about this au however, I just need to find some free time to make the comic and also figure out the plot to it. plus, I have two tests this week (and no thanks to my two teachers who taught me nothing) and working on a Fanfic, based around one of the possibilities that had happened in their Wonderland. (gosh Im so cringe -3-")
P.S: Does anyone know poetry because I'm having a love-hate relationship with how this sounds;
Random Late Night Post:
Speed paint on the artwork I made a few days(weeks?) ago. + The song I was listening to when drawing this.
My favourite small details :)
Small yapping context;
I made the artwork after a two hour roleplay I was having with a friend. Me being me, I roleplayed as a tavern bartender as an Iggy Doll and a friend of mine was roleplaying as this shadow mage thing(??).
Fast forward into the roleplay, Long story short, I had been gutted. ._.
The context of the artwork was supposed to represent guilt and shame. I tried to show that by drawing an alternate version of Iggy dancing with, well, Iggy himself. The reason I blurred Genzou's line from his Arc was because it was shown as comfort(?) towards Iggy and I'm like;
"fuck that." *Cutely blurs the text*
Aight. That's it. Time to dive back into planning my fanfic. "-3-
Awww Look At these Cuties!! 💖💖
[!G0R3 W@RNING!]
why do I feel like these three scenes have slight similarities? 🤔
[First image: Iggy from Our Wonderland; Arc 2]
[Second Image: Protag from Elevator Hitch; Ending 3B]
[Third Image: [You/Player] from Do NOT Take This Cat Home; Ending 25: "Seafood Sacrifice". (obviously, they weren't always a fish-)]
+ Small art I made of the three of them <3
Context:
Quick explaino!
While playing Our wonderland, I thought the scene where Iggy was slowly being digested, kinda reminds me back into another two Visual Novels I had played, called; Elevator Hitch and Do NOT take this cat home!
Tbh, I see small similiarities between the three! However, I think Iggy and Protag have a few more similarities than the Player in DNTTCH. They both wear glasses, both determined, both ( including the player from DNTTCH) getting eaten alive, died many times, stuck in a time-loop, have fluffy hair(I MEAN LOOK AT THEEEMMM), anxious, both cutie patooties anndddd both have jerkwad boyfriends (Iggy and Protag, Idk about the player-)
(honestly, Ilovelelevatorhitchourwonderlandanddonttakethiscathomesomuchthatit'sbecominganaddictionhelp yes I ship Protag with Coworker(Bryce Stryker-or whatever douchebag name he comes up with this time...) >:3.
Want to know more about these three? Want to see the beautiful creation they came from? Click these Links and Play them yourselves!!:
Our Wonderland
Elevator Hitch
Don't Take This Cat Home
also, and if u want, try out my game?:
Fractured Memories
And don't forget to support the ✨lovely✨ creators of these games!
@just-a-carrot
@racheldrawsthis
@pixeliminal
When you went to church after your mother gave you the biggest ass whopping.
Mum: "You're alright." :) Me, who literally got a whole baffet of ass whopping, having tears in my eyes:
[idk, i was kind of bored. dw, I respect my elders now. (god, I was such a little shit-)]
Random Art Dump!!
I was bored lol.
+ My Oc; Keith Sanders :3
Bonus + apology?:
"I wish I could make my friends this happy forever."
That scene hurt me.
When I first watched that scene. Read that text. Seeing how Iggy only wanted his friends to be happy, putting their wants and needs above his own, seeing how he only thinks about them...It made my heart ached. I didn't even notice that I was crying myself until I saw my keyboard getting wet lol.
After watching that scene, that aching in my heart and the confusion on why I cried didn't fade away. I think it took me about a week or two to know why. Maybe because I felt that familiarity and similarity of wanting to put others happiness before my own.
Before 2025, before finally breaking the walls I've created, I've always felt the need to put others happiness before my own. My family's and friends'needs and wants over my own that I forgot what I had wanted. Until I went to High School and reality punched me in the head. When my old friends drifted away, the connection I felt broke from my grasp. I was lost.
Lost, confused, scared and isolated for one and a half years. Pretending to be someone that they wanted me to be, hiding away the person with their own dreams. I've always been so fucking anxious on what my future will be, on what others think of me, and scared on what my friends think of me. It's hard to explain how I finally escaped on the cage I've built but I think the realisation that what I was doing isn't what I wanted but what others wanted me to be, finally broken the shell.
Now, I'm happy. Grateful for my life, grateful to be around people who understand and care about me for just being me, for understanding my own needs and wants, for putting up my weird ass humour.
I think the reason why that scene, that sentence, stabbed my heart was because I was just like Iggy. Wanting to please others, wanting his friends to be happy despite himself. I never thought that I would have a connection to Iggy. And I never read/played a visual novel that kissed a brick and bash into my heart repeatedly. Which, I meant was, I never played a visual novel that touched my heart...
I'm happy that Iggy got to find his own happiness and make his own choices.
I'm happy that I found my own happiness and made my own choices.
Life is precious. Cherish every single moment of it. Make your own choices. Find your own happiness. ♥️
Gosh. Our Wonderland really is an emotional rollercoaster. 🌹
Small art to the...faceless smiley guy in the new Broomtail episode.
Now. I have some theories(Thoughts?) about the new episode and its brief flashbacks to Genzou's past.
1) The involvement of the Faceless Smiley Guy.
In this panel, there's a text that says; "I must perform a thorough examination". I'm assuming that it was the smiley guy that told Genzou that because afterwards, Genzou (I assumed) replied; "what did you do?"
The mysterious man seems to either be a 'doctor' or some 'scientist' or, what I like to call, false healers(people who lies about one's health for money and sells false medicine.)
In the background though, it seems like that Genzou had confronted the man either outside another place or his house(or maybe his mother's?).
2) The involvement of the Mystery Man of Genzou's Mother's death(?)
In this Panel. It seems that the 'examination' the Smiling man did was a downer. Maybe he didn't bother helping Genzou's mother, maybe the smiling guy did something to Genzou's mother to increase whatever illness she was going through, or something far worse that I don't want to write it on here.
But obviously, whatever the Smiling Guy done. Genzou was forced/felt the need to put his own mother out of her suffering. I'm guessing that Genzou mercy-killed his own Mother. In the panel below the imagery of the brief image of his mother, Genzou seemed hesitant. Was it Genzou's mother begging her own son to kill her? Maybe.
3). Is the Smiley Guy a Top Hat person.
I mean. Come on. Doesn't that guy gives off Top Hat vibes? The crazy smile, the small silk hair and the shirt collar??
I have a feeling that this mystery guy has a cocky personality due to that grin. I mean, I "studied" a few characters with grins/smirk/smiles on their face (constantly) and they end up to be that one cocky, sly, bastardly character.
But hey.
That's just a theory.
A Game Theory‼️
Ahem...uhm. My thumb slipped.
My predictions may be wrong but eh. :]
W.I.P
A small project(video series???) I'm planning to do! Will it drain my phone's life? Yes. Will it hurt my fingers? Yes.
But will it make you laugh? Honestly, I don't know but I DO KNOW IT'LL MAKE YOU CRINGE!
UPDATE: I switched to Kinemaster due to problems on Capcut.
Reference:
Who knew drawing Iggy's hair is a pain? ;_;
Lisa and Yelan having iconic birthdays