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My first association was high school au as cheerleader and bad girl. Maybe I'll do second moodbaord with more vacation vibe. Song is relaxing, good for travel or vacations evening.

Am I the only one who gets younger sibling or friend of couple seeing BIG Naughty. His rap was cool.

the day when I stop blaming my parent for having a bad childhood and trust issue etc. is when I realize that they're human too and they do make mistakes, a lot of them for sure and as I will stop having those mistake stop me from being a much better ME

Its time to grow up and move on

This time not for them but for ME.

I met him on Tinder and I have the rule to fuck a guy just once. But due to a fucked up working schedule I had to stay in the same town I work otherwise I’d had maybe 5 hours to sleep. So I contacted him and he offered me to sleep at his place. I thanked him and said he wouldn’t regret it. So we bought pizza just like our “first date” and had amazing sex. Pizza and sex are maybe the two things I love the most. And maybe this’ll cost me followers, but I like pineapple on my pizza! Anyway, after we had sex I sent my boyfriend this selfie, wearing the hoodie of the guy I just fucked. He loved it. He knew I was having fun and that I was feeling comfortable. He cares so much about me, such a sweetheart. Oh and to be honest, I wouldn’t mind to fuck him again. Because damn he’s so good in bed. I had to admit to my man that he fucks better than he does, and that he’s bigger..

Bitch Better Have My Money #BBHMM #bitchbetterhavemymoney 💰 #music 🎶 #Rihanna #badgirlriri 😌 #bitch #better #have #mymoney #fuckyeah #glass #nerd #PhotoGrid #instagram #instapicture #snapchat 👻 #snap #snapme #likesforlikes #likes4likes #followme #followback (em Via Snapchat 👻 luanolliver)

As my first ever tumblr post (that I've written anyways), I just wanna say Happy Midam Day 🧬🧪👼🏼⛓👬👨‍❤️‍👨

I’m in love.

Mother alert.

It just got #better !!! Thanks again #starbucks, now with #crack #getitwhileitshot #durban #durbanpoison #ass4days (at Starbuks) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrsWwPMHGLn/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1tknt21z2y24i

Falling in the mystery of universe is a good way to escape YOU!

I realized that I don’t miss you

I don’t miss you

I miss the way we were when we were together

I miss being held

I miss being loved

I miss having a “us”

But not us in particular

Because we were wrong in so many ways

So no, I don’t miss you

I just miss having a you

~ excerpts of me moving on ~

Hello again.

It has been a while since I have blogged and ranted and vented my emotions, feelings and thoughts. Although not much has changed, a lot still has changed. 

To believe I would graduate after three years without any problems or bumps along the road was very naive of me. Reaching the end of my third year of uni only to find out I have to resit an exam, resulting in me not graduating with my friends has shattered me. I have not much to say about that apart from how disappointed I am at myself. However, this has also shown a lot about the people I thought I had surrounded myself with. The people I thought that would always be there for me, proven to be very wrong indeed. I have met some amazing friends along the way and it has taken me 3 years to realise how shit I am at making and choosing friends. I had not learned how to do this up until the end of my third year of uni. I don’t regret anything. In fact I am glad a lot of things happened the way they did, otherwise I wouldn’t have met the love of my life and I wouldn’t have met the most amazing friends in these last couple of months. It is very cliche indeed but life sometimes has to be full of cliches and cheese for you to realise how good life can be. 

I have been through a lot and many people do not know that about me. The family I thought would stand by me in difficult times could not be part of my difficult times because of their narrow mindedness and shallow mindedness and their greed and love for reputation. I have always and will always adore my parents but they have let me down so much lately, sometimes even to the point of not being able to come back from it. I have endured a lot of wounds and suffered a lot through the words that had been chucked at me by my sisters and parents but it has only made me realise.... 

You find your soulmate, your love, your life, in that one person, and everything else does not matter anymore. Every heartbreak, every let down, every pain, all can be forgotten with just one moment with that one person. That one person I can call at any time of the day and he will always stand by me. And that is what I have realised... you lose a lot of people, you fall out, you stop calling your home “home” but you gain that one person, who you want to spend the rest of your life with. He or She will become your home, your shelter, your life and I can honestly say, I have never felt so safe in my life before as I do now with him by my side. I’m proud to be his. 

Its the time where you have to think about what you really want! Do you want to live to please others? Go out there and find your soulmate, find your love, find your life and live it. To the fullest. Everyone deserves a better life, only a few know how to make their life a better life. You will get there. In time. 

xoxo