Cccc Heart - Blog Posts
It feels abit like Apollo got revenge and ive been shot in the head- feel tired enough to match that too
LETS FREAKING GOOOOOO !!!!!!
WE'LLL NEVER LOSE !! WE'LL NEVER DIE !!!
[Ignore how Heart lost during the whatever tournament- we don't talk about that]
YIPPPPEEEEE !!!!
Best Sun And Moon Motif Characters - Finals
im 3 different purple guys i realized lmao- Heart Black sapphire cookie micheal afton and for that matter im 3 dudes related to celestial bodies [specifically the sun and moon] Heart Dogday Astro theres probably other groupings i cant think of rn lmao
YOOOO !!! I ALWAYS LOVE SEEING COOL HMS REDESIGNZ !!! AND THIS IS EPICCC !!
HMS designs redraw
Original: https://www.tumblr.com/ghosttai/757240094266654720/im-proud-of-these-drawings-of-hms-despite-their?source=share
Got annoyed that the reference I use to draw my HMS design was outdated so I redrew it
Fun fact: I didn’t realize I initially drew this image in a small canvas so I enlarged it which is probably why the quality is
That post had Whole in it but didn’t draw him cause I forgot and I’m not in the mood to add him
Darn phantom limb wings-
At least a freind [coincidentally a Soul fictionkin] gave me the tip to lay on my stomach ^^ which really helps :D
I freaking love this- "I'm bleeding, you stabbed me" "can you be more metaphorical about it then?"
conflict resolution...?
I miss people i never should know- I feel lonely at times despite my having freinds. I shouldn't feel this way- but i do- I end up seeing the people i knew in my freinds on accident and feel bad.
I miss ranting to Soul about things and him giving advice despite being annoyed/tired at me and Mind fighting.
I miss begrudgingly hanging out with Mind and the times we actaully were chill with eachother (in a sibling way- like the silliest things could get us fighting but we still care for eachother- and just have diffrent ways of processing things)
It wasn't great at times (such as being thrown in an apathy hole) but I miss it- even though i know i technically never experienced it. 💜
Hello party people !!! ITS your boy Moth here !!! So I just realized I'm silly and forgot to tell ya'll my kins- despite this lowkey going to somewhat be a kin blog ! So let's share those ! And i shall do some color coding so when I post you know what I'm more shifted to !!! (I may not always but y'know- ill try)
Starting with The Heart !! 💜
(I also go by Juno and occasionally Artemis !)
Media: CCCC (chonnys charming chaos compendium)
Yeah- I don't know what other info to share here- I guess I shift to him alot? Though not as much as I used to- and I get phantom limb sensations cause as Heart i had wings !
Onto; Astro !! 🌙
Media: Dandys World
I don't shift into Astro as much as Heart- but still do ! Yeee ! That's pretty much it lol-
I'm also an Alienkin !!! 🛸
(Sorta like a alien cat- but idk)
This is more of an otherkin then fictionkin- but still!
And a Mothkin ! 🕯
(Venezuelan poodle moth, or mothman)
As of rn, i don't know if it's just mothkin or if I'm kinning mothman himself? Who knows, man, so yee- that's something I'm considering
Oooh ! Dogday !! 🔆
Media: Poppy Playtime
Yippeee ! This one's newer [2/4/25] ! It's both the biggerbody and toon/mascot version ! I experience phantom limbs in form of tail and ears. dont know much about this kin experience rn, because it's a really new kin- but- yeah !
So- it's possible I may tag something with 2 emojis- this is cause I feel like a combo of both- this often happens cause I distantly still feel one and mainly feel another- (for example- feeling like a moth all day- then suddenly I'm Astro- but distantly, I'm still a moth ^^, hopefully that makes sense !)
I also have some charcters I'm kinsidering- but I won't put that on my official list til it's confirmed- so you may actaully not hear about those all that much until they are confirmed ^^
Feel free to ask if you have questions ! I'm always open to them :3 (as long as your not purposely trying to be rude with them)
And as always- if this is your first time on this blog; take a look around- read some info- and enjoy your stay ! :]
fanfic ttime, featuring my zeph hms!! tw for suicide mention
"You don't understand, Mind! We need to feel something, anything!" "In order to survive this cacophany, we need to detach from the situation." As Heart and Mind argued for the umpteenth time, Soul stood by. This reminded him of the arguments before the current loop. Heart betraying Mind, severing his arms, and now shooting him. Could this ever end? "Soul fronts the most, right? He needs to be present in the moment, to feel and act accordingly!" "If he feels nothing, the mental toll won't be as much of a burden." Words blended together in Soul's mind, his fur fluffing up with overstimulation.
"Shut up!" Soul snapped. He summoned his trident, pointing it at the two, his wings fluffing up in rage. "I swear to fucking Harmonia, if you two don't stop arguing like before, I will hang this damn body!" Silence. Heart and Mind shook hands, and backed away from eachother. "This has happened before! Do you remember how you lost your arms, Mind?! Do you remember why he hates you in the first place, Heart?! You don't!! I have been trying for years to make you two listen, but--" He paused and took a deep breath, letting his trident simmer away.
"...You never listen."
Thinking about Soul makes me sob because imagine if he's the only one who ALWAYS remember each and every loop 24/7 while the other two stuck within the time mental loop where they keeps on forgetting ehat happened, forgetting their progress over and over again despite knowing about the loops. (Knowing, not remembering.)
Leaving Soul behind in the dark, remembering each one of those loops. Seeing his friends constantly falling back into the worst versions of themselves, ovwr and over again.
I imagine on the first few loops, Soul TRIED so hard to make them aware of the loop, to let them know that this had happened before, to shake their heads. He was probably desperate for them to REMEMBER so this cacophony could end fast, so they could be back and be friends again.
But no, despite how many times he had told them, it doesn't help with their fights at all. They'll forget about it by the next loop.
Soul longs for that happy place, happy times where his friends are being friends, where all three of them get to have a happy life, being whole, complete. But it never last long. He could make them aware of the loop during concord and they would accept it, but it would be a waste once they hit calamity once again.
He would cling into those parts of Heart and Mind that reminded hin of concord, would try his best to bring the best out of them, only for them to completely ignoring him and hyperfocused on their own conflicts about wanting to be the one to influence soul.
He probably had tried to solve their problems with kindness for the first few rounds. He slowly turned his attempts to get them to get along into threats as the more the loops happened.
He must be so sick of it. Just as much as the other two. Except, he remembered everything.
@psilliguykai more zeph wanton weary wiles
this is actually kinda old but i didn't post it when i first made it bc i thought mind's hands looked like shit
ALSO I KEEP ON FORGETTING SOUL'S SATORI THING FUUUUUUCK
have a lore snipped
100th post
tw for juno incident idk
eat up
wwww...... hi @psilliguykai... here r yr skrungles as promised!!!!!
also tw for suicidal gestures (URGHHHHH JIOMMY)
the thought process behind laplace was "she'd wear something like what saul goodman would wear, colorful tuxes n shit...... cuz yknow, normal album. but mind's persoanlity and general vibe doesn't fit it!" so thats why i gave him a businesswoman outfit, responsible! also i gave her rings/string around his fingers to represent how shes sorta the puppeteer
jimmy.... i feel like in this au, they're not a fully formed alter. this is why their design is so..... vacant compared to the rest, and why tey're so unstable. they're hedonistic, but they don't know how to keep it in check
and capgras.... my beloved capgras. i gave him his mask to represent the ACTUAL capgras delusion, because i think it's a delusion about someone impersonating everyone around you. i gave him SPIRAL EYES because of how sort of.... abstract the album cover is.
and for the stripes!
when i was desigining capgras, i mixed up the self-ish album cover for everything is a lot's, and yeah. thats why he has stripes. but i was like "hey, this design is complex, just like self-ish" so i kept it
since laplace is like the apple to everybody elses' windows, sleek and complex.... so i gave her small vertical stripes so it can fit in with her whole vibe
and jimmy..... half n half counts as 2 rlly big stripes, right?
guys.... blame @zundamind...... it made me make a CJ GRIMDARK AU!!!!!! /J
and i used the poses as reference....
LITERALLY 8 MINUTES AND 4 NOTES???????
so.
soul failed to save mind during the juno incident. mind bled out, and that forced soul's third eye to open. being bombarded with thoughts, soul went a little cuckoo crazy and is now trying actively to kill heart, who is also declining due to post homicidal depression and anxiety from cuckoo soul
also due to soul's madness, he ripped out his own wings
no explanation
also I refuse to stop crediting (and tagging) @lovelyshiz for inspiring how I drew these characters, honestly if it weren’t for them I don’t think I would have even drawn any of these in the first place, and tbh these are probably some of my favourite pieces of art I’ve made in ages, I’m honestly super proud of all of them :>
(also sorry for tagging you so much over the past few days shiz, I know you’ve been seeing these and I’m sorry if it’s getting annoying lol)
To finish the Heart, Mind and Soul trilogy I have decided to draw my close friend, Hatsune Miku as Heart, this version of Heart was again (again) very inspired by @lovelyshiz’s Heart (they draw good please check them out :3)
also I have no idea if I will be drawing The Whole because I have no idea who to draw as The Whole, I only choose Miku for Heart because honestly I had no clue who else to do and I thought it would be funny if it was Miku
(also I have named this version of Miku ‘Heartsune Miku’ because it’s silly :3)
I drew Heart from Chonny’s Charming Chaos Compendium :3
I love this album so much and it’s the thing that introduced me to Chonny in the first place, if you’re a fan of Tally Hall you’ll probably enjoy Chonny’s music aswell, I’d highly recommend checking him out :>
The Juno Incident
HEART, lamenting their woes for the third time today (it's 2 pm): I'm so depressed everything sucks I want to die
MIND, on its last nerve (ha): THEN FUCKING DO IT ALREADY
HEART, already pulling out a gun: NO YOU
*Law and Order theme plays*
HMS shimejis !!
Good evening Tumblr side of the CJ fandom, I come tonight to share with you my greatest creation, 3 single celled organisms by the names of Hearb, Minb and Soil take well care of them https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1lapoZeuLTs-3XNqzq6Gz0IAu5Dm0J3v0?usp=sharing
