Delusional - Blog Posts
self destructing to feel in control only to realise you might not actually be in control, and "your actions" might just be someone or something making decisions for you.
been a while… it’s that time of the year again ;)
23 days till the Barbie movie > < !!
i love you all, you’re beautiful and never forget everyone is a princess ^^ .
thinking about this show...
+++Love Languages+++
Haiii
I’m the totally super cool and awesome and normal neurotypical ruler of hell I am really the ruler of hell guys I am not delusional
me reading choices, knowing it's canon compliant, reading regulus believe him and james' love is doomed:
NOOOOO BABY YOU'RE GONNA BE OKAY ITS GONNA WORK OUT STOP IT STOP 😭😭😭😭 YOU'RE NOT DOOMED YOU'RE NOT 😭😭😭
Ya rab, please make sure it's just lunch like how he meets other celebs and not dating, let me be delulu in peace. They look casual, hope it's just that.
the level of delusional I have is insane.I think he named a street after me 🙌🏼🚬
this year i’m gonna attend a college while being delusional and living my dark academia knowledge superiority classicist stunning university building beauty-craving soul fantasy
In a romantic way
All I want is love, to feel loved
I love my philosophy class, it makes me feel smart
If you are my friend but you don't support my delusions, you are actually NOT my friend
HeadCanon Ash Na’vi Edition
So, as we approach our our third movie of the Avatar Franchise, everyone’s been making some thoughts on what they hope to see and etc. So naturally I want to pitch in.
Ash Na’vi are supposedly made of the outcast of other tribes right?
What if their iknimaya is a little different? - I’ve seen the idea of their teens surviving a full year on their own before be allowed back into their clan, “carving their own path if you will”. - Maybe that’s part of the rites? Being outcasted. As their ancestors were. - So if being cast out by your first tribe leads to your ‘Spiritual’ death, finding the home within the Ash clan becomes your second, or third birth.
Moving on to angst because I love angst like a crackhead loves meth,
Spider, just being cast out by Jake and Neytiri in a hot flash of anger, they are not over Neteyam’s death, Lo’ak feeling betrayed in a way, and Kiri feeling so confuse because that’s her brother, while all Tuk can do is watch her family fall apart again. [I don’t think this would happen, I just like being Delulu, all characters here are complex and have trauma and a griefcase] . Spider breaking down in a Windertrader’s arms or another Ash Na’vi (who was latest outcast) because he feels like he’s lost everything. After grieving his heart out and having a well deserved breakdown with someone holding him, Spider hears his friend whisper “Welcome home brother.”
this is gonna be my life one day TRUST
cw bugs
i keep waking up with bugs in my bed and not because i live in a shitty college dorm, but because corruption wants to make me its special little guy/gn
Guys.. I was able to take a short walk and go up the stairs easier. I think I might be cured from chronic illness 🤭