Delusions - Blog Posts
With C!dream claiming to be a god, there are three options.
He’s telling the truth (which is a definite possibly when taking into account c!dreamxd), he’s lying, or he genuinely believes it.
If he’s lying, he was quite literally dehumanising himself. He was trying to make other people see him as a just a threat, instead of a person. It would also serve as a way to purge himself of his attachments, after all, what deity cares about mere humans?
But if he genuinely believed it, that is a delusion of grandeur, and should be taken seriously. It can be a feature of mania or psychosis, and can be extremely dangerous. (C!dream does not necessarily have either of these conditions, but it is concerning nonetheless)
Mild Tips on Dealing with Stalkers
Police in the United Kingdom are not great with stalkers and obsessional people, so it pays to have your own tool kit to navigate when this type of person strikes.
In the very beginning stages, and if you are aware of them, a stalker is stalking you before even contacting you. Creepily, they are watching you from some short distance, gathering all sorts of information both large and small, and when randomly presented.
The stalker builds a picture of their prey, often incorrect but littered with some facts that they might have accrued, which will be like little tokens of abuse when they start putting their delusional ideas to you, others, professionals, and police. They mix the two for their potent, psychological attack.
I have experienced various stalking incidents from both male and female predators which has allowed me to in turn, study them. They were not going anywhere fast, so I observed them and all of their behaviours until the cows came home - and in my mind, then trampled them to death heh. Just kidding, although they day that these stalkers naturally die in their own ways will be an absolute relief*.
When professionals and police do not understand what they are dealing with, and they often do not, they are easily duped by the stalker into their own worlds of delusion. I have seen both police and support worker walk straight into stories of protective lies and deceit that stalkers weave in order to keep their weird little worlds going, with they prey then being told that they are crazy, need psychological intervention, or are suffering due to their own past, previous poor relationships in the world.
Stalkers know very well what they are doing, they just choose to make it okay by means of rationalisation, lying, and deep, dangerous delusion. My advice? once you clock a stalker, do not give them anything directly, no confirmations of anything that they ask, no accepting of invites, no interaction where able, and if having to interact, be very bland. They are eternally bored, and adding to that boredom will potentially repel this freak.
Most importantly, tell absolutely everybody what has happened, be frank about it, and do not worry about feeling like you are spreading rumors about the stalker, because it is a true fact what is being told.. not what the deluded stalker would prefer as the truth in their own world. Get this persons weirdo card stamped wherever and whenever possible in your local community.
Unfortunately, stalkers will move on to another person. There is nothing that anybody can do about that but at the end of the day you must look out for yourself. If you spot others in your community struggling with the same person, you can offer them some reality affirming support because you understand first hand how the stalker is operating - no matter what it looks like, and no matter what the stories are that are spun, the person is a stalker, and a stalker can be absolutely anyone regardless of age, gender, roles, or what they look like.
Stalkers are obsessional and delusional - do not allow them to impose themselves into your life.
Be blessed :)
* for the record, relief once a stalker has finally passed away is a completely natural feeling.
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songs that are relatable to people with schizotypal personality disorder
Ladytron- destroy everything you touch feeling a lack of empathy towards others and destroying your relationships with everyone you know
Jack stauber- baby hotline wanting to seek professional help when your at your lowest, psychosis/anxiety
Cristianmirror- the mind electric 4 demo - struggling with mental instability and not being able to tell reality from delusion
Balde and bath- Bloody sink I feel like think song relates to those who suffer in silence, with crippling anxiety and paranoia to the point they will have panic attacks in public
Black Sabbath - paranoid obviously paranoia that an entity or a person is out to get you yet no one sees it but you
Marc Demarco- chamber of reflection this song could relate to the feeling of isolation and loneliness as people with schizotypal will often ghost or push people away due to paranoia that others will hurt them
Cannibal corpse- hammer smashed face relates to those who actually killed or experience wanted to kill (not all people with stpd experience this though keep in mind)
Radiohead- creep a song about feeling isolated as you don’t fit in can relate to those who struggle to socialize as they are seen as awkward or eccentric
