*Me taking care of myself and actually listening to my body's basic needs* Wow I actually feel great"
My mental illnesses and unhealthy habits:
Do you ever just lay on the bathroom floor crying your eyes out because you just can't handle anything anymore and everything feels like it's crashing down
Yeah me too
Maybe if I physically damage myself they’ll listen.
Dangerous craft
Empty and scared heart,
Broken by empty promise,
Believing is an dangerous craft,
So please excuse me now,
When I say goodbye...
All I wanna do is hide, but I can't... 'couse my demons always find me no matter what...
My fucked up mind
He felt like a pigeon unknown to him the time the cage could open up.
It did petrify him though,
that if he didn’t realize that it was his life he was consuming,
all possibilities pointed to a destruction of himself in search for an escape.
In this decorated room, my soul murmurs a prayer that at least this time, this manufactured happiness can last more than just a nights sleep and that I can forget all of myself without coming back the next day for another glassed antidote.
i mean i got adhd, anxiety, very possibly depression, and probably some i dont even know about!