Depressed - Blog Posts
“Your eyes are far too pretty to be wet by those who didn’t realize what they had.”
- a.m. {they don’t deserve you}
why do i have to feel if all i've felt is hurt.
- i'm stuck in a mess that i made for myself
ECT-666/Shrike's life in a nutshell (vines/memes) pt. 2
Why, why on Earth do I ruin so many things? Unintentionally hurt the ones I love or care about most...because I'm an idiot. I don't always sit back and look at everything. I get blinded by my emotions and what I think I want..and not what I REALLY want and need...
He's the only one that understands, and I'll never find him again.
He's the only one that understands, and I'll never find him again.
Letter #29
As I stare upon the reflection of my glass Containing the same thing I know May very well be what kills me one day I feel nothing. It's just me, my thoughts And the numb taste of an indulgent slow decline Deadline in hand, waiting on empty promises. I feel absolutely nothing.
Date Written: 1st of October, 2023
Letter #27
How many wounds can a human body take Before it inevitably falls into ruin? Hundreds? Thousands? Millions, perhaps? As my wrists join my shoulders, Join my torso, join my chest, Join my ankles, join my toes, Join my neck, join my back, Join each and every lasting scrap Of what remains to be my face Dripping at an ever rapid pace I guess time shall try the test Seeking battle to heal it's best Before my demons rip me of all flesh A bag of bones in wait to be refreshed Sunlight, their everlasting summer At last red no longer the only colour I do not know which side I want to win I only know I no longer feel the hands of fear Only numbness and a longing for the air To hold every inch of me it cannot yet reach
Date Written: 23rd of September, 2023
You are not obligated to save others.
Yes, you should try to help them, yes, you should do your best, but sometimes your best isn't enough, sometimes your own struggle is so overwhelming that you can't concentrate on others and sometimes there are people who don't want to be saved.
It's sad, but it's not your fault. And I feel like this isn't said often enough.
You are worthy and loved, even if you don't sacrifice yourself for others.
In honor of the Tumblr exodus:
Supergrass - Time To Go
I am depressed, stressed, and wearing a dress (with pockets)
Life is rough but my social skills are rougher
I NOW KNOW WHY THE UNIVERSE GAVE ME DEPRESSION
BECAUSE IF I WERE ALLOWED TO EXIST WITHOUT IT WEIGHING ME DOWN, I'D HAVE THE ENERGY AND WILLPOWER TO DEFEAT GOD
I had some strong ass Vietnamese coffee today
Depression may be invisible, but your absence is not.
I think I have the coolest interests in the world but it makes me depressed because I have no one to share them with.
Molte volte ci aspettiamo troppo dalle persone, solo perché noi saremmo disposti a fare molto di più per loro.
i want to just be with someone.
to just hold hands in silence and feel each others presence.
to just stare into each others eyes and understand what the others saying without having to say a word.
to be comfortable in the silence.
simply just because we dont need to fill it.
to just be beings by ourselves with each other.
to just be us.
~ s.c.
Ways to Cope with Depression in Islam
Navigating the challenging terrain of depression requires a multifaceted approach, and for many, faith serves as a guiding light. In Islam, a holistic perspective on well-being is advocated, merging spiritual, physical, and mental dimensions. This blog post will explore Islamic principles and natural coping strategies to help you traverse through the shadows of depression. Disclaimer:…
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Meihem Depression
Roadhog: Hey, Jamie. You ok?
Junkrat: Yeah I’m fine. I’m just feeling tired, super sleepy, very hungry and I think that life if pointless.
Mei: Ever since Dad76 scolded him about his bombs, his self-esteem has hit rock-bottom.
Mei: He’s always sad and sweaty. He’s usually happy and sweaty.
So , you get up early with the hope that it will be a good day.
All cheered up , ready to conquer it.
But....
It turns out to be same day you have everyday.
The days are kept getting worse and it's harder to keep that smile and vigor on for everyone.
I can't give up too soon.
Eventually everything gets fine whether you survive or not.
We love each other
neither one of us wants to admit it, but
in the weirdest way possible
we love each other
~ honestlywhatfor ~
Missing my safe space
There’s nothing more heartbreaking
than being surrounded by the people that used to be your safe space
and realizing
that there’s a distance that has never been there before
and knowing
that you were the one
to create it
I’m so sorry for being a wreck
I miss you all
I’m trying
Last Thursday
„I‘m lonely, you know.“ I slowly sank back into the grass and looked up into the sky, filled with stars shining down at us. - „I don’t see the problem, honey. Just go up to him and tell him how you feel. To be honest I‘ve experienced that I’ve never really noticed someone in that way until they came up to me and I realized that they’d be a perfect match.” - “But you’re different, people wanna be noticed by you.” - “Honey, you’re worth so much more than you think. I swear this guy over there is the luckiest man alive, and the only problem is-“ - “The only problem is that he doesn’t know yet.”
It’s about you
I miss you since the last time we spoke. I wish I could bury my head into your hoodie and get one of these hugs I’ve been missing so dearly. I wish I could see your smile, knowing that I’m the person who made you laugh...
There’s so much that I’m wishing for in the moment, but I just want you to know that every single wish that appears in my head is
only
about
you
I kinda hate you
I hate that it’s always me who starts the conversation, it’s always my part to show interest and then you just follow up later. I hate that I have to text you first every time and only then you’ll remember that you wanted to talk to me. I hate that it seems like everyone knows you better than me. I hate that you don’t remember what we talked about even though we both had the best of our times. I hate that your friends don’t get along with mine. I hate that my parents always ask about you and then I realize there is nothing I can tell them about that really matters. I hate that I can’t stop looking at you. I hate that you cant even smile at me when your friends are around. I hate that we only connect when we’re drunk. I hate that I can almost remember every single word you said to me since we met. I hate that I can’t stop thinking about you. I hate that I dream of you every single night. I hate that you’re the first thing I think of when I open my eyes in the morning. I hate that my heart starts beating faster whenever I think of you. I hate that I can’t stop smiling for a week when you are nice to me for once. I hate that you are nice to me sometimes. I hate that you can’t make up your mind. I hate that I don’t get it. I hate that I recognize your voice through hundreds of people speaking. I hate that my favorite color reminds me of you. I hate that your smell will forever be stuck in my mind. I hate that you drive extra safely whenever I’m on the back of your motor circle. I hate that you hurt me over and over again by flirting with other people. I hate that I can’t live a day without the thought of you. I hate that I get rosy cheeks whenever someone mentions your name. I hate that I can’t control my fingers shaking when I type a message into our chat. I hate the way I feel about you. I hate that I’m in love with you. And I hate that there is no sign that you love me too.