why do i have to feel if all i've felt is hurt.
- i'm stuck in a mess that i made for myself
any trace of you is burned into the back of my mind with the pen i used to write our love story
A.R. {all six hundred and thirty pages}
your ghost
still leaves kisses
on my cheek to
make sure
i never
forget you
a.r.
"The worst he could say is no."
Aziraphale: "I forgive you."
We all wanted Aziraphale and Crowley to end up like Beelzebub and Gabriel, having their happily ever after but they ended up being more like Maggie and Nina. Even after the most epic adventure, and 6000 years of pining, they still couldn’t be together.
Crowley thought him and Aziraphale could be like Gabriel and Beelzebub, going off together for the rest of eternity, but then he realised they weren’t on “our side” anymore and Aziraphale couldn't accept that Crowley isn't an angel and Crowley not wanting to go back to be an angel.
Crowley just wanted to be with Aziraphale, his angel.
This ripped my heart out, broke it to pieces, threw it on the floor and stomped on it.
I’m broken now.
don't let me go
if I try to leave
hold on, hold on
or I am gonna fall
just by proving you
I could fly on my own
without your wings
saving me from my
heavy stubbornness
“I am going to change, I promise” I never knew that changing could mean leaving Maybe not even you knew Maybe no one could
I saw that; I saw you How you kept your promise of changing How you and your mind drifted away every day a little bit more a little bit more away from me away from staying
I changed to stop you from leaving No matter how similar we may be Our words may sound the same But changing never meant leaving to me
Like I never meant home to you