(sorry for the pfp it’s temporary but I still figuring it out so you’ll have to bare with me and my choppedness, luv ya’ll.)
The Gag reflex is back, it kinda sucks though bc I have to take off my nails every time b4 I purge. Then reglue them on. (I wear press on every single day btw.)
My brother is such a dick (positive) we were watching breaking bad a few weeks back, there’s a scene where a character purposely throws up, and very subtly, especially bc we were with our parents and they don’t know, he just turns to me, and points his finger just a little bit, like oh fr.
I love my brochaco‼️‼️
I want to commit suicide with my crush. Like overdosing and kissing each other then cutting our necks open. 🌸💕🦋
But before then I need to lose weight so she’ll want me.
guys i see the light at the end of the tunnel (i didn’t b1nge today after a whole month of eating literally everything)
🧍🏽♀️okay but like do I need a spark when being skinny will have me sparkling?
i might lose my spark but i'm thinner and that's all that matters
"Why are you starving yourself?"
God forbid I put myself first and try to better myself.🙄
~Wieiad~
9•30•24
Breakfast:
2 Iron gummies - 10c
2 Zinc gummies - 20c
2 Vitamin D gummies - 15c
2 Vitamin 3 gummies - 20c
2 Biotin gummies - 10c
2 Omega-3 gummies - 25c
T: 100c
Lunch:
6g seaweed w/ sea salt - 30c
High key sandwich cookie - 25c
?g peppercorn ranch chip - 13c
Pure Protein chocolate mint bar - 180c
T: 248c
Dinner:
50g egg whites - 27c
FF shredded mozzarella - 10c
T: 37c
Snack:
324g Cucumber with peel - 49c
159g Carrots - 65c
T: 114c
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I hung out with a friend today and I brought all of the snacks I have atm in hopes that she’d eat some, I haven’t binged while I’ve had them but I’m worried I will and I want them gone asap * . * and she did eat some but I ate a little too so she wouldn’t suspect anything..she gave me half of one of her chips to try as well and usually 1 chip is around 10c-15c but I counted it as 13c to be safe. But I’m going to bed soon and I’m definitely not eating again tonight so Im just glad I didn’t go over my cal limit and can sleep peacefully😌…kind of lol
~Wieiad~
9•29•24
2 Iron gummies - 10c
2 Zinc gummies - 20c
2 Vitamin D gummies - 15c
2 Vitamin 3 gummies - 20c
2 Biotin gummies - 10c
2 Omega-3 gummies - 25c
T: 100c
125g Chicken breasts - 134c
43g Sweet potato hash brown - 65c
T: 199c
85g Oikos TZ Vanilla Greek yogurt - 50c
8g Highkey choc mini cookies - 37c
8g Highkey double choc brownie mini cookies - 40c
3 Highkey sandwich cookies - 70c (I forgot to weigh them T . T)
T: 197c
Carbs - 63g
Protein - 40g
Fat - 18g
Fiber - 13g
Sodium - 1,008mg
Calcium - 143mg
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I lightly seasoned the chicken and put pepper on the hash brown, and I weighed the seasoning but my scale stayed at 0 so I can’t track it as easily. I’m just gonna add it as a few calories and consider my total intake to be 500…Not too bad of a day tho. Sodium is high but there’s days when it’s really low so I’m not too concerned; I drank a couple diet cokes and that’s what pushed it so high.