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⟅17.10.2021 — gastei toda a serotonina do meu corpo ao som de hula hoop e gostei bastante do resultado, APESAR de que achei apagado mas só vou ignorar e seguir minha vida.
it goes without saying that kpop fans around the world have a heavy heart today. if you’re unaware, Choi JinRi or more commonly known as Sulli, one of five talented members from the former group f(x) has passed away, the cause of death was self inflicted.
due to the overwhelming amount of hate she’d get from time to time or the hurtful things they’d say to her, it really played with her mental health. from what has been plastered around on media from the amount of negativity by the people of the internet this had pushed the singer to end her life. of course we can’t just believe that, but this is a serious matter that must be addressed.
history has once again repeated itself, with the same situation that happened almost 2 years ago with the late-idol singer, Kim Jonghyun of SHINEE. the amount of pressure and negativity that idols endure from debut to now or even after they leave the industry is absolutely shocking, the amount of pressure on their shoulders is hefty, but we don’t understand that type of situation.
it’s honestly a real shame that some companies don’t take care of their idols mental health, mental well-being is one of the most important things in the world. this is like i said before, a sign of history repeating itself.
to all the fandoms around the world, please understand that pain, hurt and sadness aren’t experienced by a selected amount of people. it impacts everyone, famous or not. understand that words can hurt, words are also weapons and they can kill. slowly and silently.
i’m not saying any idols will see this, but hopefully they know that it’s okay to talk about things that are on their minds, that it’s okay to not feel okay, it’s okay to feel things. you’re not a robot, you’re not modified to feel okay all the time. please seek help, please don’t be afraid to reach out. there’s no us without you, look after yourself we’ll be okay.
idols are humans. yes they have the ability to sing and dance extremely well, but they also have emotions, they have boundaries, they have insecurities, they have fears and most importantly they are HUMAN. i cannot stress that enough.
to all of Sulli’s family, friends and fans and most importantly her former members. i on behalf of many other kpop fans around the world wish nothing but love, support and strength for you all. all fandoms, please put down your weapons and put a stop to your fanwars and just empathise with one another and look after each other, support each other and be kind. understand that some of your favourite idols are still here receiving your love and support.
For Sulli,
you were talented, you were valued and you were treasured. i’m sorry you didn’t feel that way. please feel at peace now, lay your head down one last time. rest.
you did well.
so today i was laxin you know, i have a few other family members that like and appreciate kpop and it’s pretty dope. we were listening some random mix designed by youtube with a bunch of different songs from a variety of groups. this is what i’ve discovered pls bare with me iss gonna be a long one, merci.
thing numero uno: Jeon Soyeon was overlooked and she has the biggest f*** you out of everyone.
so watching the copious amounts of (g)-idle mvs i’ve come to understand that the homegirl Soyeon did not get the appreciation she deserved on pd101 season 1, bc she was one of the most well rounded trainees in that show but what sucks the most is the fact that people were saying her visuals “weren’t to standard” well first off screw you and i hope her success is enough to shut your beauty standards and unnecessary ass up, second she’s honestly really beautiful i mean i don’t know what’s wrong with her face bc it’s p e r f the way it is. She was really underrated, she literally put a halt on her rapping and badass aesthetic at some point in the show to have the chance to debut, she could hit notes that some of the main vocalists weren’t capable of doing. but damn, they dragged her through the mud. thank god she made a name for herself in the rapping area, a literal stage presence god no tea, no shade, just fax.
thing numero dos: JYP didn’t really motivate or push Lee Chayeon enough.
i saw our dancing queen chayeon pop up a few times and it kinda made me think, chaeyeon is such an amazing performer (well duh otherwise she wouldn’t be an idol) but what confuses me is the fact that JYP didn’t hold that/fight for it. i mean she’s proved herself a lot throughout her youth that she’s capable of doing a lot in terms of performing, i don’t know why she wasn’t able to debut with a group from JYP but her sister was?..?? they’re both incredibly talented don’t get me wrong but i always thought that chaeryeong was the favourite out of the both of them. i feel that there was more support behind chaeryeong than there was for chaeyeon and i don’t know it kinda tugs at my heart, i’m aware that different factors could’ve and most likely have pushed chaeyeon to leave and go to a different company but it feels like JYP just lost interest and faith in her.
thing numero tres: i’m worried about twice, that’s it. that’s the tweet.
if you’ve been living under a r o c k you probably haven’t heard about TWICEs ‘Feel Special’ comeback. well, surprise! it’s my favourite comeback hands down 🚫🧢 the whole aesthetic is beautiful, the girls look absolutely amazing (error: #0936274 visual hole not found #404) and of course the beautifully written lyrics. now, if you’re unaware about why i think this song is perfect it’s because each of the girls share their small part about what they’ve struggled with, what they’ve experienced and how dependant they were on each other. it warms my heart, but something makes me feel uneasy. now, i’m not a hardcore ONCE but i’m telling you, when i look at Sana’s face in the comeback shows i’m sad bc a majority of the time i feel like she looks sad or exhausted, more than the rest. i worry bc that’s what mina was like you know? i miss Mina (get well lovely lovely lady) she was pushed to certain limits which leader her to our situation right now. i’m really hoping Sana is okay and she’s feeling better after the previous long forgotten scandal involving her. i also fear for Jihyo, considering she had a strain during the comeback special. @ JYP please look after your artists, please make sure they’re comfortable and living well considering that they’re making you money 👀
PSA: Please take these things into consideration!
yes, i’m aware that soyeons image didn’t fit with the concept of i.o.i but damn, she was made for stardom. i’m just glad she found it. i’m aware that chaeyeon has been given a chance to show the world what she’s got thanks to iz*one and yes chaeryeong is indeed a talented soul who deserves her debut, they’ve both worked hard and proved themselves. i wish them nothing but success in the future of their careers. i’m aware that JYP is thankful for his artists since they keep the company afloat *cough* except for GOT7 *cough* i just want him and his team to understand that the girls are working incredibly hard but they need to be brought back to earth for some well deserved rest, that goes for all artists really. but uhhh *cough* LOOK AFTER GOT7 TOO YOU COWARDS *cough*
Cute white wallpaper sets of my favourite adorable idols 🥺