I Dont Know - Blog Posts

i get a bit bitter when ppl post straight up dsmp fanart like "hiii Say hi to My new ocs teehee" like it gives off the same vibes as those "dsmp survivor" ppl or the "omggg I can't believe it dsmp in 2024" ppl...

I blame karma for sending me this meme XD

X belongs to @ihavekarma3-blog

I love the trope where one’s annoyed about how they still can’t figure out the other one’s plan or any shit, although they’re both smart as fuck— the annoyed one is still trying to figure the other’s shit out. Basically a super intelligent motherfucker x super intelligent son of a bitch. (sorry for the curses lmao)

One time this girl I was sitting next to in class told me to look up Be L and I took it as BL. I started laughing and so did she. Turns out this guy over on the other side of me heard us and looked up BL on his school computer. We aren't able to delete our search history on our school computers. So BL is now in his search history for all of the teachers to see

yeah, i have known this trashcan is cursed. like cursed trashcan baby. | link.

i was tagged by lovely @inarazki ✨ thank you!

i tag: @miyamour, @meiyanaalexia, @formulola, @meiyanaalexia, @druckless, @qurenshin, @oscar-mildes, @qvalcuno, @honeymeh, @rumprich

ladies, gentlemen and everything in between my questioning ass needs some help! specifically from my trans peeps, ftm if you will (bc maybe i am) but everyone's welcome to share:

how did y'all realize it? did something trigger it or was it a long term process? did anything help you realize it, like something that just made you go "oh damn"?

experiences, advice, stories - everything's appreciated♡ (just be nice please i'm confused as hell)

There's nothing better than driving in the middle of no where while listening (and singing very loudly) to your favourite songs. I'm in heaven rn

There's nothing better than driving in the middle of no where while listening (and singing very loudly) to your favourite songs. I'm in heaven rn

(Based on this post.)

I just ... I’m really sorry for all of the sad AkuSai stuff I’m usually producing. By the way, no, I’m still not dead. I hope you’re all doing great? :’)

Are you ever lounging and suddenly you astral project sideways for a sec

8/100 days of productivity Well that's the bullet journal I was doing! In it, i started to work out the structure for my new program and computational artifact report for AP Computer Science

Life Update - Dear Player

I totally forgot to tell you my latest storys.

Currently I have a hideout on a farm. As long as I help I can stay as long as I want to. Yesterday Milo, the young son of the farmer, told me to follow him into the barn for a surprise: Deep within the hay their cat gave birth to 4 little Kittens. I can tell by their looks that they’re already about 3 weeks old.

Good to know, because we started to worry where the cat was. Luckily she just became a mother and wanted to surprise us with a great comeback, I think.

I’m not sure if I can snap a picture. I don’t even know if you want to see it. Alternatively I have some pics of Nelly, the farmer’s dog. She’s a sweatheart.

- ST200, with cat hair everywhere

I picked the first scenario but I really like to imagine the mix of #1 and #4. Because let's be honest if Ron falls first he's gonna take a ton of time to figure this out for himself. And while he does that Toto will clear Ron's feelings for himself too🙃

Also I headcanon Toto to be at least a few years older than Ron and more experienced in like social life(?) so he must realise it quite quickly when someone likes him romantically. The only reason why he doesn't is cause he doesn't pay to much attention to Ron's weird behaviour (because he is like that all the time) so he probably would know that Ron is in love only after a while😶

the results of the rontoto poll i did two weeks ago (⁠´⁠∩⁠｡⁠•⁠ ⁠ᵕ⁠ ⁠•⁠｡⁠∩⁠`⁠)

Between Ron and Toto, who falls for the other first and would the other person know?

#1 — Ron falls first, but Toto can't tell Ron likes him. (58.3%)

First place with an overwhelming majority of votes was for the headcanon that Ron falls first while Toto remains clueless of the fact. Indeed, it is easy to see how Ron, who is capable of investigating his own feelings, would become aware of any budding romance towards his detective partner right from the get-go. Meanwhile, Toto whose primary focus almost always lies in helping people through solving cases, might not even have the room to entertain the notion that anything else is going on between him and his friend.

#2 — Who fell first is unclear, but each think their feelings are unrequited. (22.9%)

In second place comes the headcanon that who fell first is anyone's guess, but that they both think the other would not return their feelings! Despite being a man of logic, one could imagine that perhaps when it comes to the matters of his own heart, even a genius like Ron might falter. On Toto's side of things, it could be the case that he finds it difficult to picture himself as a suitable romantic partner for Ron, when they clearly have many differences that set them apart.

#3 — Who fell first is unclear, but they both know they have fallen for each other. (8.3%)

The third most voted headcanon is probably the happiest one, where despite it being unclear who fell first, both of them know that they have feelings for each other. With the way Ron and Toto have seamlessly fit into each other's lives, it's not hard to imagine that their friendship might evolve into something more just as naturally and without a fuss.

#4 — Ron falls first and Toto can tell Ron likes him. (6.2%)

Second to last is the headcanon that Ron falls first and Toto can tell that Ron likes him. Despite not being remarkable when it comes to the matters of logic and deductions, Toto has shown to be someone who is quite empathetic. And let's not forget that, for much of the story, Toto has been Ron's emotional pillar who easily gauges when the genius is feeling down in the dumps. Given this, it's not so far-fetched to think that Toto might sense it, should Ron starts to see him in a whole new light.

#5 — Toto falls first, and Ron can tell Toto likes him. (2.1%) AND Toto falls first, but Ron can't tell Toto likes him. (2.1%)

Tied for the last place are the headcanons that Toto falls first, regardless of whether Ron can or can't tell Toto likes him. It is quite fun to imagine Toto succumbing to Ron's charms. Sure, he has witnessed what a superlative hottie Ron can be before, but it is a whole other ballgame once that charisma starts to make his own heart race. Whether Ron figures out Toto's flustered reactions are rooted in newfound romantic feelings, it's for you to decide!

Okay, that's all, fellow RonToto enjoyers! (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡ I know some of you already shared which headcanon(s) you prefer in the replies of the poll but I would still love to know which option you ultimately picked and why. Mine was #3 (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠) even though I like to think about all the scenarios listed!

Hey, repost with how obscure your music taste is and your most listened to artist on this Spotify stats site. The higher your score, the more obscure your music taste is. I want to know what you all get :)

why did I just watch a man kiss a shovel with tongue. I thought this was a kids show. There was a line of spit and everything.

Totally forgot that I'm an artist (I take free requests but it's a 50-50 if I'll actually draw it)

I had to drive to Baltimore (Maryland) and back today. It was a 10-hour drive round trip. I did not have a fun time. However, I did see this monstrosity:

🤷🏻

“Ruby has never been weak, confused, or incomplete.” Um, guys? Guys??? You sure guys?

ARE YOU SURE???

It has come to my attention this was probably a lungfish. Sincere apologies to any sturgeon enjoyers.

My friend scared me while I was taking pictures of a sturgeon

happy birthday to all the unhinged women out there. be bitchy, grow muscle, be amazing, be pathetic, create the most beautiful pieces of art, dont shower for a month, be sad, be happy, cry alone, ask for help, be violent, be remorseful, learn, study, rot in bed, lose your sense of empathy, be good, be kind, teach, command, follow, breathe, create create create, be angry, destroy, be inconsistent, be obsessive, be organised, be compulsive, do horrible things, do amazing things, ask for forgiveness

maybe you do not deserve to be forgiven, maybe we are nothing more than our shortcomings...

if we are only bad things, what does that make us, if not the perfect ground to start rebuilding.

maybe you cant be so morally good that you would give yourself and everything to a partner, maybe your habits make you uncomfortable to be around, maybe you aren't goodness personified.

but what does that mean?

just, we should never have to hide parts of ourselves or pretend that they're accidents or slip ups. Sometimes we do bad things, on purpose, sometimes we smell like shit and are irritable and we don't try to repress it.

should we try to minimise other's pain?

probably, and if we hurt someone because of something that we did on purpose we ask for forgiveness.

do we have to be perfect before we ever enter society? thats how it feels like sometimes.

do bad things, but ultimately, try to be a good person.women

I’m The Biggest Idiot

I'm that person who is the example not to follow

The laughable example

I'm the accidental class clown

I'm the person with the homework

That no one copies because I'm full of wrong answers

I'm the one that keeps doctors puzzled without trying

I'm the one who dares to touch the sky

Only to fall all the way back down

I hit the ground

And still live

Why?

I'm the one that can’t tell if that’s good luck or bad

I'm the one who doesn’t study

And then gets confused about the F

I'm the one bus drivers honk at

I'm the one people swear at

I'm the one that is openly clueless

I'm the one with backwards underwear

I'm the one who doesn’t know how to properly sit

In other words, I’m the biggest idiot

and now for another internal conflict : do I want to be Classics™️ dark academia, XIXth Century™️ dark academia or XXth Century™️ dark academia

Ineffable husbands and favorite crime by Olivia Rodrigo.

I leave it here.

I want to experience aa4 like some of y'all

everything is so shit right now

Hsiao Chin 蕭勤 (Chinese,  b.1935)

I understand everything. But y'know what? I'm still able-bodied despite being chronically ill. Yeah, I have some diseases and yeah sometimes they affect me. BUT. I'm not like this for the whole time. I'M NOT THE PERSON WHO DESERVES TO BE CALLED DISABLED. I'm sick, but able-bodied.

hey. hey you. stop for a sec and write a poem. write it about whatever you want make it good make it bad idc. long or short. poignant or not. post it or put it in the reblogs or send it to a friend or keep it to yourself but sit for a little bit and write a poem. for the soul

there are flat earthers on the tv // 16.01.2025

need to post this because i keep forgetting it's on my phone and it scares me whenever i go on my photos