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No I'M harder
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st4rving is hard, but being f4t is harder.
shoutout to toxic gymbro motivation
update! my mum has said she will buy me a pedometer. i’m happy but also fuck how f@t am i that my parents are supporting me losing weight
i’ve been this big for so long and i haven’t even realised how disgusting it is. god i rlly hate myself for this…
hi 4n4’s,
i have no way of counting steps, but i walk for about 50 minutes everyday, does anyone have an estimate of how many steps that would be?
i keep seeing people on here saying you should do 10k steps but i don’t know how much that would be?
c@l log - 07/05/25 exam today so I wanted to make sure I’m properly fuelled.
07:30 - toast (150), scrambled eggs (200), butter (70), apple and ginger juice (75)
ugh my mum made me go out to nando’s with her and she ordered for me, i just don’t have the mental strength to refuse to eat and upset her.
13:10 - chicken burger (530), chips (450), ketchup (20), lemonade (100)
16:10 - 50 minute walk and ran a tiny bit. my leg muscles are so useless and my bones are weak so it's really hard for me to run without pain.
19:40 - chicken sausages (180), mushrooms (20), tomatoes (30), potatoes (180). blood orange (70) and chocolate (900).
such a b1nge on chocolate, i feel disgusting. i need to get better at saying no to food
total cals - 2445
please please send m34nsp0 i need to lock tf in
Hi loveliez !
It's time for the little recap' of the day ! Today I 4t3 less than 200 c4l$ !! I feel proud of me to be honnest, lol. I drank 1.5 L of water today ! That was a good day with a sunny weather. 🥰
- Block me if you're triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
Hey loveliez !
It's time for the little recap' of the day ! I don't think I'm gonna do this recap' everyday because sometimes I just need like to switch off my phone anyway.
Today I 4t3 ~ 300 c4l$ ( I think I 4t3 less but I'm not absolutly sure ) and I walk all the afternoon with someone I really like. I had to pretend that everything is fine and this person doesn't see anything about my health and stuff like this. I think I want that he realize it so bad.. I want some approuvement sometimes.. I don't drink a lot today because I was outside and I forgot my bottle but it's okay !
Don't forget that you are loved sweeties ! XoXo <3
- Block me if you are triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
☆ •° Collar bones check !!
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1.5 L of water, done ! ✅
I'm gonna drink more.
- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
Hi loveliez ! <3
Little recap' of this morning : I exercised a bit and I 4t3 ~ 257 c4l$ at lunch ! I drinked a half of a water bottle for the moment and, I think, I'll walk this afternoon !
- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
I relapse in my 3d and no one knows. No one cares. Like the usual. It's always pretending in my life. It's always lying to everyone and everything in my daily life.
I have a huge secret and it's my relapse.
- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
It hurts when I'm sitting and laying down. I think that's good. 👍🏻
- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )