Memories - Blog Posts
My first time trying fasting with my malay friends for Ramadhan month. It wasn't that hard but my will power made it all work i guess đ Whatever I enjoyed it and I made it happen. I'm so proud of myself. Today I proved to myself that I can do whatever i want if i want to.
đ it hurts so much đ„ș
i wouldnât marry me either
my god. i dug through the jungle in my room and found reminders of all the trips and memories from the past and now i wanna scream and laugh and cry and smile all at the same fucking time and its overwhelming
Certain memories still haunt me a lot. I'm not sure whether what I remember is true or not, as memories might betray you, but they still continue to scare me. The moments I'm living right now will be memories one day; what if they too are distorted? How am I supposed to be sure that everything in my memories is what actually happened? Can I trust them? Well, again, life was never about being sure; it's always about finding the midpoint between the extremes.
Hope to see snowfall soon âïžâïž
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"Your memory feels like home to me. So whenever my mind wanders, it always finds itâs way back to you."
Ranata Suzuki
Your memories flicker in my mind like snapshots - frozen in time, untouched by distance, carved into my heart.
In that book which is my memory,
On the first page of the chapter that is the day when I first met you,
Appear the words, âHere begins a new lifeâ.
Dante Alighieri, Vita Nuova
MUSIC VIDEOS THAT TURN 20 in 2025
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Liam Paynes auditions, aged 14 and 16.
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One Direction, often shortened to 1D, were an English-Irish pop boy band formed in London in 2010. The group consisted of Niall Horan, Zayn Malik (until his departure in 2015), Liam Payne, Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson. They became one of the best-selling boy groups of all time before going on an indefinite hiatus in 2016.
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According to Harry Styles, he came up with the bands name.
In July 2024 ONE DIRECTION celebrated its 14 year anniversary. Over the years it became a global phenomenon with "Directioners" all over the world.
One Direction Band Members: Niall Horan, Harry Styles, Liam Payne, Zayn Malik and Louis Tomlinson (PC: Getty Images) / Copyright: www.thepinkvilla.com
Night changes - (album: FOUR)
'Night Changes' is a mellow, introspective ballad from One Direction's fourth album. The song stands out for its tender lyrics about the passage of time and the endurance of love amid life's changes. It showcased the group's evolving maturity, both lyrically and vocally. The music video, featuring each band member on a date that goes comically wrong, became a fan favourite for its charming concept. Notably, it was the last single to feature all five original members before Zayn Malik's departure. (Source: www.heart.co.uk.com)
âWeâre only getting older, baby / and Iâve been thinking about you lately / Does it ever drive you crazy / just how fast the night changes? Everything that youâve ever dreamed of / disappearing when you wake up / but thereâs nothing to be afraid of / Even when the night changes, it will never change me and you.â
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After the band went on hiatus everybody pursued solo careers. On December 6th, 2019 LP1 was released through Hampton Records and Capitol Records. It is the only solo studio album Liam Payne released during his lifetime. "Teardrops" the first single of his next album was released on March 1st, 2024 (according to his Instagram account).
"I've had so many amazing experiences over the last few years which I've used as inspiration for this record -- it's been a real labor of love. I've worked with some incredibly talented people in the studio to produce an album that truly represents me which I'm very proud of"
â Payne discussing the making of LP1 (source: Wikipedia)
Bandmember Liam Payne died on October 16th, 2024 (aged 31) after falling from a hotel balcony in Buenos Aires, Argentina. He was there to support Niall Horan. Girlfriend Kate Cassidy left earlier that week and returned to the US. He fell approximately 13 or 14 meters and was left with injuries that were incompatible with life. Drugs were found in his blood but investigations are still ongoing...
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Statements from the official One Direction Instagram Account as well as each of their own (Louis message isnÂŽt shown here, because I couldnÂŽt get to it):
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After his body arrived from Argentina, he was laid to rest on November 20th, 2024 in the St. MaryÂŽs Church in Amersham, Buckinghamshire, nordwest of London. Many people payed respect to the late singer. Family and friends alike: all (former) One Direction members, his girlfriend Kate Cassidy, even former ones, such as Cheryl Tweedy/Crow (with whom he shares seven year old son Bear), Simon Cowell and James Corden.
Flower arrangements for two of his main roles in life and something he was fond of:
Payne is mourned worldwide. His legacy will live on. Gone but not forgotten! RIP LIAM James
hi so I had a absolutely terrifying dream and now you guys get to know about it. So I was in this weird alien world, but it was completely normal, and there were these train stations that were like alien markets and all the signs were in I think Russian and I understood it (I don't know Russian) and the trains were open air trains that were infinite and moved away from the station and you had to jump on them, and everything was like that and then after I went on the train and went to places a couple times I had a surgery (??) where my eye was taken out and replaced with a black and gray eye and nobody would look at me and my old friend that I used to have a crush on was with me and we were walking around and eating cotton candy except it was made of flesh and like no one would look at me at all and I was sad. Then we went to the train (remember it's infinite) and panicked about missing it so we jumped on and I fell into a alien woman who had fluffy purple hair and I apologized and she actually like put a hand on my shoulder and said it was fine, and then noticed my eye and jumped away, like jumped off the train and I woke up. So like wtaf did that mean this is why I hate remembering my dreams they're always weird and scary.
Memento Memory
I wish I knew your name before you moved away
Before the memories became all fuzzy and gray
Like a discarded VHS tape in rapid decay
Sadly not remembering all the grand times of play
Only a remnant of the final memory was spared
A memory of a memento left sadly uncared
The loss of your parting gift is greatly despaired
For its abrupt loss couldnât be prepared
I wish I knew your name before you withdrawn
So the memories could be a bright golden dawn
Instead of ancient words of a time now gone
Iâll hold onto the scraps of a memory drawn
Scraps of a memory o red and green
The lost gift you gave was plush pristine
Itâs pattern was beautifully serene
Iâll hold onto its memory so keen
Poison
Beneath moon's lament, her laughter ebbs to tide,
a river's course to shadows, deep and wide.
Ensnared by currents, I struggle to withstand,
drowning in thoughts, that bind me to this land.
Her memory, a poison, I drink with bitter lip,
my poems, mere mirrors, of each somber sip.
by Weltenasche.
Our Place
Walking through the powdery snow
I passed a place that I still know;
by heart - like every loving memory
that touched my heart so tenderly;
reminding me of all I miss
and every single endless kiss;
mourning as I went my way
I guess nothing gold can stay.
by Weltenasche.
I was just drawing a guy laughing, just an idea that popped in my head. As I was finishing the guy, I noticed just how he looks familiar. Then I added to clothes and goggles, and I hit me. It looks like a character from OnePiece, but I haven't seen that show in like 8 years. I didn't even like it so much as a kid, so I guess tumblr is to blame for why I even remember.
I find it strange that some things in my brain seem so clear (concept of the novel I'm writing, facts about history, abstract concepts) but the rest, like my the people in my life and most of my experiences and memories seem so far and so muddled.
I sometimes wonder if all people feel the same or if it's indicative of some kind of mental illness.
âWe nearly always went up to his little music room that heâd had built at the top of the house, Daddyâs room, where we would get away from it all. I like to get away from people to songwrite, I donât like to do it in front of people. Itâs like sex for me, I was never an orgy man. So John and I would sit down and by then it might be one or two oâclock, and by four or five oâclock weâd be doneâ. â Paul McCartney, Many Years From Now
immediately after admitting songwriting is like Sex he follows with Yeah so John and I would do it together. do you hear yourself paul.
Stuff my people offered to me
Spicy dumplings
Meat
Milk
Honey
Fruits like mangos, raspberries, pomegranates
Teeth (theirs of their deceased loved ones)
Small bones of their deceased loved ones
blood
Their hardships
Aligator meat dishes
Woven fabrics
Gold
Long hours of sitting by my candles (like ones that are dedicated to me)
Jewelry
Dances
Feasts
Overall a holiday called "Ashava" or something very similar which is similar to Passover but also a bit connected to the creation of my ppl. Think of it as a long summer holiday where people fast all day before and do a big feast with their neighbours at midnight. Lots of spicy dishes, dances, and overall drinks
Wine, or other alcohol
Yeah thanks for coming to my tedtalk. I think writing my memories out helps me remember them a bit.
Ah, the memories... all of these are ones I took while playing the game, took a bit of time to make this.
Color wheel thingy that I uploaded to IG ages ago. Dumping it here too :)
First one is Inuyasha! I remember discovering this anime by chance. It was on super late, so Iâd sneak out my bedroom past midnight to watch it on mute so that my parents wouldnât wake up. I understood nothing but it seemed so serious and adult because there was blood and my child brain couldnât fathom that cartoons could get hurt.
