Mind Corruption - Blog Posts
Numbing cream
This morning I had some time to be lazy in the bed before work. I was going to edge, then I remembered the numbing cream. I have Emla for using before laser epilation (to get rid of the hair) on my labia.
I’ve been fantasizing about BeingFuckedWithNumbingCreamOn SlowlyLosingSensationAnd WastingTheRareChanceToCum for some time now. Wanted to try how it really feels.
I took the cream from the bed side drawer and put a large amount on my finger.
Even the thought of this made my pussy drip. Without even touching my clit, I was on the edge. It’s all in the mind, after all ;) In my strange mind.
I reached my clit and rubbed the whole amount in circles, until it was all soaked. Some on the surrounding area too. I made sure there was an excess amount of cream directly on the clit.
I edged, just from this brief stimulation on my clit. With the thought of the numbing cream, it was so intense. I stopped touching, but I was going to go over the edge, I could feel it. So I opened my legs wide and opened my labia with hands wide, to stop the slightest contact on my clit. Like that, I waited for 10 minutes, and rubbed to test. The sense had decreased, but I could still feel the touch. Ahh it was soo sweet. I waited another 15 minutes and rubbed again. Oh my.. nothing.
My clit stopped existing. I touched and rubbed and pressed. Nothing. Just a piece of nerveless meat. Like your mouth after the dentist gives you the anesthetic shot.
My clit completely numbed, I reached for my dildo. It is very smooth, polished wood, curved, to press the right spots inside. I started fucking myself with it. There was a lot of pleasure from the dildo too. I thought I was getting close. If I went over the edge I decided to let it happen so that I prove myself that I can cum from penetration only. I would cum, and remove the dildo just when I start to throb, and ruin it.
Idea of ruining a penetration-only orgasm sounded so evil. Made me hotter.
I fucked myself so fast with the dildo. Without my clit feeling nothing, the pleasure was intense, but just not enough. Or maybe it would be enough if I could continue as long as necessary but my arm would get so tired after like 4-5 minutes I’d need to stop and rest. With each frenzied thrust, I edged. With each stop for rest, I calmed down. As I was fucking myself with the dildo like crazy I heard these inner voices of some strangers I imagined playing with me:
“This is all you get for pleasure now. Your clit is gone. Kaputt. Nada. All you get is penetration only. Cum from this.”
This was so hot and I was so close I was panting and moaning in the bedroom out loud and sweating… Yet I could not go over that edge.
More than an hour of furiously trying, my arms were very tired, and my body was very frustrated. I gave up. I dressed, and came to work.
My clit came back like half and hour later I left home. It started throbbing with need under my jeans.
I have been at work for 3 hours. I can not do real work. I can not concentrate on anything. The ache on my pussy has consumed me. The need is overwhelming.
When I talk to my colleagues, it’s like I’m faking the conversation. What I’m really thinking about is the ache.
Instead of doing proper work, I am typing this on my laptop, getting wetter and more needy as type it.
I love the precipice between order and obedience. That moment right after my brain registers a command and just before my body carries it out, especially when the command pushes me into new submissive territory. I step outside of myself for that moment and watch myself process it. Am I really going to do that? I could never. I would never. It’s too much. Too embarrassing. Too vulnerable. Too delicious to deny. My body has already made the choice. All I can do is watch as I hand over another piece of my dignity to please them, knowing I’ll do it again and again until nothing’s left but pleasure and obedience.
Woke up so horny edging awake
Baby, what are you talking about? Of course it looks slutty, I thought that was the whole point! What? You're kidding me right? You've been showing off your body online forever! It's like, your favorite thing in the world! Look, stop joking around. You're starting to worry me.
Hang on. What do you mean you never send pics? You... oh, you really don't remember, do you? I'm... honestly I don't know how you can forget something like that! You told me over and over it was your favorite thing in the world! Do you seriously not remember? You are the one that rubbed and rubbed telling me how amazing the attention felt!
Shy? Since when? I mean, you pretend to be shy sometimes, sure. To make the men you send pics to feel special. The whole "I never do this but you got me soooo horny" bit. You taught me that! Come on. You're fucking with me, right?
Slow down. Something's... wrong. I mean, people forget stuff all the time, but this is kinda scary. How do you think we started chatting? Okay. Yeah. Except it didn't happen that way. You sent a pic first thing! I have the screenshot right here! Oh, come on, like I'd just happen to have a photoshopped screenshot prepared!
Look, have you been sleeping? Eating well? Going to the gym?
Have you... you know, talked to someone about this? Not online, honey. Like... a professional. Because it's not normal to forget that kind of stuff!
College? What college? You dropped out when you... you know. When you joined that site. The full time porndoll plan, remember? Look, I'll send you the link! That's you! Oh, you're accusing me of faking your verification picture? No, I've never even seen your ID! You told me you thought you look dreadful in it!
Okay, let's calm down. You trust me, right? We'll... I don't know, find a way to... fix this somehow. Get you well. I know a very good doctor, in fact.
I'll take care of it. So for now just... relax and only worry about making content. The new lights should be arriving soon. You don't remember ordering those either? Oh dear. This is worse than I thought. Okay, panicking won't solve a thing. Here, take this. It'll help you calm down. I'll go call the doctor right now and in the meantime you can edge your slutty pussy a bit.
That always relaxes you. You told me that yourself, after all.
Edging is your self hypnosis. It keeps you grounded and level, reminding you what you are.
You can’t get enough of how it feels to tune the world out and rub. That aching feeling, the desperate need for friction, your clit is reacting now as you read this.
Squeezing your thighs any chance you get, mindlessly humping as you sit, desperate for that feeling. Your mind goes beautifully blank, your pussy starts to flood and then you drop…
Is mind control ethical
of course! i mean, you never hear anyone who's been mind controlled complain about the experience. in fact, they all love it!
Stacking Edges - Level 1
WARNING - This is going to make you such a dumb, fuzzy headed little slut. This is not for inexperienced edgesluts, and will take experienced ones so fucking deep, you might not want to leave. 1 - Start by rubbing your clit. Good girl. Keep listening to it, making her feel good. You’re going to get your clit close.. Because it’s not you that gets close, it’s your clit, isn’t it..? She tells you when to rub her and you listen like a good girl. Listen to her and make her feel as good as you know how to. Every time you change how you rub and it feels better, keep going.. Don’t stop. Never stop. Keep rubbing and rubbing your clit.. Don’t continue until you feel it’s starting to get close..
2 - Stop playing with your clit and start rubbing your g-spot instead. Curl your fingers up inside your wet little pussy and feel that swollen patch inside you and starting rubbing it properly.. That’s it, make it feel good.. It feels different to your clit doesn’t it..? That’s why this feels so good, slut.. We’re building up two different edges at the same time.. Keep rubbing. I bet your little cunt is leaking all over your fingers, isn’t it? Dirty little whore. Your head’s going to be getting VERY fuzzy now, but this is only just the beginning.. Keep rubbing until your feel your g-spot get close, only then can you continue..
3 - Swap back to your clit.. Notice how different it feels now? I bet your fingers are dripping with your cum, aren’t they? Dirty little edgeslut. Don’t stop, keep rubbing your clit for me.. This is where you start dropping deeper than normal.. With regular edging, your mind drops as your orgasm builds up, but then you need to stop at the top, but not anymore.. Now you just swap to your g-spot instead, so you build and build and when you’re close, you swap.. Build and build and build and swap, so you don’t need a break. You don’t need to stop, and as this goes on your mind goes deeper and deeper, as you get dumber and dumber, just rubbing your mind away.. You’re just a horny little edgeslut, sinking deeper and deeper, never giving her mind a rest from this gorgeous pleasure you love so much.. Every time you get close with your clit, swap to your g-spot.. Every time your g-spot is close, swap back to your clit.. Your head’s getting very fuzzy now, isn’t it slut? But you love this feeling, don’t you? This is why you do it.. To lose yourself like this.. Keep going and going until you can barely touch your clit or g-spot before you’re close.. Feel how pathetic and needy you are, building up and up and up. When you can barely touch before getting close, only THEN are you ready to move on.. And this is where you drop deeper and get dumber than ever before..
4 - Rub your clit and g-spot at the same time, but be careful not to cum.. For some horny little edgepuppets, this can be too much and they can’t take the combination of pleasures.. It pushes them over the edge and ruins their orgasm, but hold back.. Keep rubbing both together. Listen to how good they feel at the same time.. This is where your mind drops deeper.. Overwhelming your body with two different edges.. Dirty little slut.. Keep going. Don’t stop. Never stop. Good girls edge. You’re never going to want it to end.. Keep rubbing. Feel how wet and leaky your cunt is. Hear your deep, guttural moans.. Don’t stop.. Never stop.. Feel how good your clit and g-spot feel together.. Keep rubbing. Rub your mind away. Don’t stop.. Never stop..
There's something really hot about the idea of being corrupted by your followers. The send you hypnotic messages, and little tasks, and tell you how good you are for listening to them and being good and obedient. They give you treats in the form of triggers you didn't know you picked up and then make you edge and play and stay tirelessly horny for your Master. Then they get to hear about all of the kinky fuck up things your stupid hypnotically amplified desperation made you do for Master. And when they see what they can make you do they learn how much fun it is to make you do more.
Puffy slippery slits are so needy
The pleasure is simply too much
I've been edging for hours now and words can't describe how intense this is. My mind is broken and washed away by pleasure. The slightest touch sends waves of pleasrure through my entire body. I'm so needy words can't describe. I need to be like this forever!
That is deliciously awesome! You will be much happier and fulfilled. Your owner must be very proud.
Live your purpose!
I’m a dumb edged out cunt. I never deserve to cum.
It is such a shame that you aren’t able to concentrate so well with your clit so achy. We really should do something about that.
Take a moment to close your eyes… breathe… relax… Focus on your achy clit. Embrace that feeling. You have earned this ache after so so much orgasm denial and daily edging. You deserve to savor it. Let the ache wash over you. Let the hormones feeding your addiction flood & condition your mind. Building & strengthening new synapses.. new neural pathways and reinforcing existing ones that align with your pleasure. Finding that place inside you where ache becomes bliss. This condition serves you so much more than needlessly cumming without permission. This place only good girls get to see & feel. Now say outloud. “My pleasure is denial. It makes me ache and that is proof of my pleasure. Pleasure is my reward."
Focus on your task now, toy. Have fun be safe and have a great day!
inspired by goodgirls-dont-cum
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"A simple sexy swimsuit picture, the kind that barely was worth noticing suddenly became a call to embrace the patriarchy, to expose her body, to destroy her boring life and be reborn as something else. It was the power of language: it got inside her head more than anything else, because thoughts were built on language itself-- to read was to let some foreign mental being colonize her brain, just for a little while. To read was to surrender and let someone else’s thoughts inside her. It was a profound intimacy, a sort of consensual mind rape. "
-@theprettynosferatu
Love prettynosferato
I invite you to imagine your denial, constant touching and edging are already corrupting your mind just a little. Regularly it seemingly becomes all you can think about it now.. perhaps it is not all you want to do but it feels like it.. what if you remember you could barely sleep last night because you are so horny and cannot wait until morning just so you could open tumblr again, touch, edge yourself dumb and whore yourself out a little more. Consider it is many weeks from now and you think back to this moment and smile because you know it is when your mind began to break.. when you relax now and let yourself jump down the rabbit hole of bliss. Let it consume you and have fun with it. You will never be quite the same.
It’s ok. No one has to know. It’s healthy. You need this. Have a great day.
Hey you complete slut!
Be a good girl and drink some fucking water! Hydrate like a bitch! No, hydrate more!
Listen to me you little cocksleeve. You are valuable and valued. You deserve to be loved, you completely depraved fucktoy!
Hey you pathetic fuckdoll! You got this! You'll do your best and that's more than enough, you cum guzzling whore! Extend some goddamn kindness to your wonderful self, you massive slut!
currently i keep thinking about being programmed by a hypnotherapist; them using their hypnosis to “help” you, while they actually just turn you into a dumb, mindless slut for them. rebuilding and reshaping your mind, making you more and more dependent on them until you leave your life behind and turn into nothing but their pet, their good toy for them to use whenever and however they please. just the thought of having your mind melted slowly but surely, all while thinking they’d never do anything like that is just so hot to me. even better when you slowly notice the ideas and fantasies that have been planted in your mind, thinking that the idea of being a mindless plaything has always been a part of you.♡
i am such a sucker for that concept istg.
god corruption is so hot. being a good little sub and getting into more and more fucked up shit, realizing i’m getting wet over stuff that would have grossed me out just a few months ago, the way my mind is being completely broken and reshaped in order to be of better use…. yeah <3
Edging 101 - Why You Should Edge
This post is in response to a few questions I’ve received on my blog. I’ve taken inspiration from a great post @littlemisssubshine made on orgasm denial, which is well worth reading. As I focus more on edging rather than denial, I think there’s room for both posts. If you’ve ever wondered why you should try edging, read on..
What is Edging?
Edging is where you’re deeply aroused and close to cumming, but you hold back before you orgasm. It can be done physically with fingers/toys/another person, or mentally, with porn/audio/erotic stories. The idea is you overwhelm yourself to the point of near sexual release, without going over the edge and experiencing any refractory period, drop in pleasure or sensitivity, allowing you to build and build your excitement and enjoying your constant arousal and lust. To enjoy an edging session, you’ll have to let your arousal wind down a little after reaching the edge before bringing it back up again. There is no hard and fast rule as to how long you should take between edges. You can wait seconds, minutes, hours (going about your day before continuing), or just maintaining your level of stimulation to keep on the edge, without tipping over and accidentally cumming.
Edging broadly be broken down into:
Soft Edging
Holding back at the first hint, or “Echo” of an orgasm, by removing all stimulation. This is better for those who have tried edging before and struggled to stop themselves from accidentally cumming. Depending on how well you know your body, you might not be able to feel the signals that you’re getting too close, and stopping at the first sign will allow you to build back up after.
This isn’t a bad thing, as this means you’re clearly in touch with your body and know how to give yourself pleasure, which is very important later on. Starting here and learning to edge like this will let you learn to listen to your pussy and allow you to change how you play, knowing when you can play for longer to increase your pleasure, or when you’re too close and risking tipping over. Every woman I’ve taught how to edge who struggled at first, started here, and all have been able to progress to hard edging.
Hard Edging
Letting yourself continue well beyond that first tremor, right up until you feel like the slightest extra rub will send you crashing into an orgasm, and holding back at that point. This is better for those who have edged before as being at “The Edge” can feel like walking a tightrope, where the slightest misstep can send you over. After edging a few times, you have a greater sense of what your body is telling you, and that tightrope becomes a plank, which over time becomes a field, allowing you more room to play, to know precisely how much you can enjoy.
This is the method for how you’re able to fully explore every corner of edging and how much stimulation you can give your body, and how people who REALLY enjoy it, get so much pleasure out of it.
Why do people who like it, enjoy it so much?
This is the question I’ve been asked the most since starting this blog, from people who can see edging/gooning blogs with posts about how “Dumb”, “Blank” and “Edged” the owners are, babbling about how good they feel. 1 - When you edge for a while your body releases dopamine, the feel-good endorphin. While you’re rubbing and squirming away, your brain starts releasing this in anticipation of the orgasm it doesn’t know you’re not-ready-to-give-it yet, and this is where the “Dumb/Blank” feeling comes from. Imagine the feeling when you’re close to cumming and your whole body is in desperation, and you’re about to tip over, but stretched out for as long as you want it.. The longer you spend on the edge, the more dopamine is released, leaving you swimming in this blissed-out feeling. If you’ve ever had mind blowing sex where you’re left unable to think afterwards, just floating there, ready to drift off and sleep, THIS is that same feeling x 1000, as you’re able to control how intense it is and how long you can experience it for.
2 - You’re able to incorporate as many toys and parts of your body as you enjoy playing with. If you enjoy a plug in your arse while getting fucked, but only masturbate with a rabbit vibrator, imagine how good it would feel edging with your plug in at the same time, that fullness bringing a new dimension to how it all feels, increasing the sensitivity of your body. It can also be fun to see how overstimulated you get without tipping over, with a toy in your arse, your pussy, on your clit and even on your nipples. However, just like you wouldn’t masturbate by immediately putting you wand on your clit on the highest setting and need to nurture and build up your pleasure, over-stimulation doesn’t get you as satisfied and deep in that edged headspace as other things can.. As there are simple ways of building up separate orgasms at the same time using different toys on different parts of the body, building to the edge of those different orgasms at the same time and edging them together brings an even GREATER dopamine reward, which feels even better due to stimulating mulitple erogenous zones at the same time. This is what my posts on Stacking Edges cover.
The Biggest Reason you Should Edge at Least Once
3 - It makes your orgasms MUCH more powerful. The biggest misconception with edging is that it’s all about denial, and never cumming again. I disagree. For me, edging is ALL about the orgasm. Edging makes your eventual orgasm feel better with much harder contractions, due to your clit being all swollen and sensitive due to playing so long, your pussy being so wet, and the psychological factors of teasing yourself, all coupled with that dopamine reward. It’s true that edging regularly and not cumming after will let you get even deeper into your edged-out headspace every time, but this isn’t for everyone, and doesn’t mean that those girls who love to cum should be deprived. When you’re ready to cum, the orgasm will be far more intense than a regular orgasm. Even reaching the edge and holding back once before allowing yourself to cum will result in a better orgasm. But, trying all these new ways to edge and letting yourself cum after each one results in bigger and more intense orgasms, so what have you got to lose?
Next time, I’ll give some edging tips.
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How to edge like a dumb slxt 🖤
. Get naked. Sluts need to be exposed and easily accessible while edging, so if someone finds you, they can fill your holes right away.
. Keep your legs spread, expose your holes. Reason is the same as above.
. Learn to edge in different positions. On your back, on your stomach humping your hand or a pillow, on your knees with your ass in the air, standing up. It doesn't matter if you're comfortable, you just need to edge.
. In different places too!! Don't just edge in your bed. Edge in the living room, the kitchen, even on the balcony! Also it's very good for sluts to edge on the floor.
. You can use toys, but you should also be able to edge with just your fingers. The goal is to be able to reach an eldge no matter where you are, no matter what time it is, only by rubbing your wet cunt for a brief while.
. Hump things!! And not only pillows, but also tables, chairs or the toilet seat. Humping things is good for you because it makes you look really desperate and pathetic.
. Because looking desperate and pathetic is VERY important. Remember that you edge to become a good toy and entertain others, so always put on a show. Open your mouth, stick your tongue out and drool. Go cross-eyed or roll your eyes back. Make pretty, needy noises to show everyone that you're eager to be used. Practice in front of a mirror or record yourself to make sure that you look and sound properly braindead.
. You should babble like a dumb whore while you edge, too. Tell the world what you are and what you need, don't be shy. It doesn't matter if it sounds ridiculous and embarrassing, that's the point.
. Look at and listen to fun things, like spirals and mantras and porn. That's the only education you need.
. Edge often. Edging for hours on end is fun, but it's even more important to edge regularly. Even if you're busy, every few hours your hand should wander between your legs and rub a few quick edges out, that way you'll be wet and needy all the time. Of course, when you have the day off, the best thing is to edge in the morning and stop only to rest, eat and drink and do other fun stuff! (Like offering your holes to people, for example.)
. Never ever cum
an underrated kink is corruption. i want to make you worse. i love to coax it all out of you and make you admit how hot you really think it is. don’t worry, no one’s going to find out. no one’s going to judge you. it’s okay, you don’t have to fight it anymore. just let it get to you. you need this.
you know you cant stop
Feels too good
Edge Addict
by Chaos Doll - https://www.patreon.com/chaosdoll
Do you enjoy being mindlessly horny? Do you enjoy being close to the edge? Do you enjoy being denied orgasm without permission?
Of course you do! If you’re not already addicted to touching yourself, there is a good chance you will be after listening to this file on loop for awhile.
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- You submit because you want to feel almost forced to do those things that make you feel dirty.. it excites you beyond anything else. Do things you know you have little intrest in when in other contexts but maybe that exhilarating feeling of manipulation makes you feel that warmth deep inside. It’s like you have this voice inside that lets you know on a level you cannot articulate that you feel that excitement now deep in parts of your mind you don’t discuss with just any other person. I have this voice inside as well. We all have this voice that tells you what is going on is right and you feel good.
- It’s almost like you want me to play with your mind I mean perhaps it is not like you get excited because you love that feeling of manipulation at the hands of another. It’s just it’s a little scary and oddly that small fear makes you feel horny. The hornier you get the deeper you sink in to your desires.
- You might think you crave humiliation or that you crave depravity because you don’t deserve to be excited. However the truth is simpler as you get excited from humiliation & your depravity because you fear you are good fuck toy. Just think about what you haven't considered yet.. When you get to be treated like a toy this voice you trust lets you know you are good. Every minute of it is truly special.
Never forget that your reality is made up of your mental processes. So feel free to let me manipulate those processes for my amusement.
Be a good girl
Free will is an illusion, your actions and feelings are determined by a cocktail of chemicals, your brain is just a reprogrammable computer of flesh (flirting)
If you really want to indulge fantasy and don’t already do this, just record yourself as you rub/edge. You may notice that you love knowing you're making yourself into porn, even if the recording is not for anyone else.
Even more excitement ripples through your body and mind as the humiliation loop fuels your fantasy. It’s like the more you rub & make your own porn, the filthier of a slut toy you are. Then the more of a dirty edge toy you are, the more you need to touch yourself.
Finally you will then edge to how much more of a pathetic slut you made yourself, how desperate you now are, how filthy you are as you observe your recorded porn. Don’t forget to use caution. Congratulations now you are your own little pornstar.
ATTENTION ALL CUNTS!!
Today I discovered a totally amazing way to help me become a better edgeslut! This has probably been done before but I want to share it with everyone I possibly can because it’s amazing🥰
All you need is a pair of panties and some scissors! While you’re wearing the panties find where they sit over your little clitty, then take them off and cut the tiniest little slit in the panties—just enough for your clit to stick out of!
Make sure you spread your gross cunt lips out of the way when you put your new panties on, because the goal is for your clit to be isolated on the outside of your panties—to rub against the seam of your pants, your thighs when you’re walking around the house, or whatever furniture you’re desperate enough to hump!
The one downside is that the stimulation might make you cum at first if you’re not careful… but the benefits are:
-constant stimulation to make you wet and needy,
-you’ll constantly be able to reach an edge at a moment’s notice, but
-your clit gets swollen and sore to the point that it hurts to rub it long enough to cum
-you’ll look dumber and spacier to your peers all the time because of your brand new constant distraction,
-and more!
I’ve only had my clit panties on for a half hour and I’m already overstimulated—I can’t wait to see how I feel after tomorrow, my clit will probably be screaming💕 please rb if you’re a cunt who is gonna try this or a Man who’s making His toy try it! I’d love to hear how it goes!!
Make me cheat daddy, fuck it's so accurate
It is as if I was speaking to you from inside your head.
Which type of cunt are you?
A. You look innocent. Somewhat classy, but deep inside, you have sick twisted fantasies and it makes you wet, just knowing how filthy you really are. How no one has a clue about it. You know you are sicker and filthier than most girls. Message me and say “I am sick, daddy” if you belong to this category.
B. You’re a nympho slut. A sex-addict. A cumwhore. Even while you function and do your daily chores, being filled, fucked and used is the only thing on the back of your mind. You pretend to be classy, but secretly you’re a wet mess all fucking day. Sex is the only thing on your mind. You could feel your pussy all day long, if you wouldn’t have to do chores. Just need the right man to use you and keep you on his leash, all day long. Message me and say “Break me, daddy” if you belong to this category.
C. Humiliation. That’s what makes you cum. Being treated like trash. Being called names. Pissed on. Slapped. Treated like a fucking sex object with all dignity and self respect taken away. You feel guilty later on, after you’ve been used. After you cum. Yet within a few hours, you’re craving that degradation again. Caught in the vicious cycle again and you know there’s no escaping now. You’ll never be able to cum to a “nice” guy again. Don’t need them either. Message me and say “I am trash, daddy” if you belong to this category.
D. You have a Husband. A boyfriend. A lover, yet here you are. Cumming to rough, degrading porn. To women being used like shit and half wishing it was you. Your partner has no idea you’re here and nor is he kinky or wild enough to use you like this. Fucking need to cheat on him secretly and be used. You need daddy to use you like you were made to be used and cheating only makes this cunt drip more. Message me and say “make me cheat, daddy” if you belong to this category.
E. No strong father figure in your life? Even when you had one, you were neglected. Making you attracted towards a strong father figure from an early age. You want to call a guy “daddy” before doing everything in your way to please him. That’s how you’ll earn the affection you never got. You’re broken now and you’ve got daddy issues, but you’ve embraced it. Message me and say “You are my daddy” if you belong to this category.
F. You want to be controlled, from what you think about to what you wear. Tasks and rules complete you. You want to be brainwashed. Corrupted. Left an addict by daddy till the point that you can’t say no, even when you want to. You act normal, but deep down inside you just want to be an owned, braindead sextoy. Once a good girl, now reduced to nothing but a vacant look and gaping holes. Message me and say “Brainwash me, daddy” if you belong to this category.
Think I missed out on a category? Let me know and I’ll put that up too. Choose a max of two categories which suit you best and let daddy know.
Is this a bad time to drift into fantasy? Is it bad that you consent to my desire because you notice you daydream about it? Are you mad that you have feelings deep inside that stir crazily when you enjoy being forced to do things? Have you given up on your goal to accept me? Ponder what you have not considered for just a few moments before you tell me what you want. this is how you imagine for a moment yourself a year from now thinking back on how you enjoy this feeling inside. You may notice where that feeling is inside you now. It may feel like a small glowing mass of energy. Notice where you feel it first. I invite you to notice as this feeling moves from one place to another inside you. Where does it go to inside you? Focus on it and use that to know how you feel it grow stronger... Tell me
Have a great day.
I invite you to notice how you imagine yourself again as a submissive. The dark fantasies that consistently make you tingle in ways you know too well. Perhaps you may think you could not be a submissive to me. As you are looking at your screen you might not contemplate your submission since you don’t want to picture it now in your mind. However, the more you consider it the more deeply it wiggles it’s way into your mind. You enjoy a challenge when you push your boundaries though to find this success in your desire. See yourself as successful, and feel the sense of accomplishment that comes with it. This fantasy is something that you want, something that will make you happy and fulfilled in ways you already feel deeply.
As you visualize yourself achieving your goal of submission, notice the positive emotions that come with it. What are the feelings that you experience when you succeed? Is it happiness, pride, joy, or something else?
Think about those positive emotions, and notice how they feel inside your body. Where do you feel them now? Do they make you feel lighter, more energized, or more focused?
Now, imagine that those positive emotions are like a powerful magnet, drawing you towards your sexual submission. Every time you take a step towards your submission, you feel those positive emotions growing stronger and stronger, guiding you towards success.
As you consider taking actions towards your goal, notice any limiting beliefs or negative thoughts that may not serve your goals well or might be holding you back, simply start to fade away.
Take a moment to challenge those limiting beliefs or negative thoughts. Are they really true? Are they helping you achieve your goal, or are they holding you back?"
Replace those limiting beliefs & thoughts with positive affirmations that support your goal of submission. You are a good little one. You crave this. You love being submissive. Submission excites you and fulfills you deeply in satisfying ways. Repeat those affirmations to yourself, and feel the positive emotions growing stronger and stronger.
Finally, think about the next step you need to take towards your goal. What action can you take right now to move closer to success? Notice how it feels good to take positive action towards your goal, and let that feeling you will have of accomplishment and satisfaction motivate you to touch yourself now and enjoy those feelings. Visualizing you being a successful submissive now.
Remember, you want this. You know you chose to make this happen. Trust yourself and your abilities, and take action towards your goal with confidence and purpose.
Whenever you need a boost of motivation, you can return to this visualization and tap into those positive emotions and affirmations. You can do this. You are already on the path to success.
There is something childishly magical.. so deeply satisfying about a submissive begging.. please spank me. Perhaps one hand is bound and the other hand commanded to keep touching yourself. Fortunately cars don’t fall from clouds. The deep level needed to trust me implicitly.. the warm intense thrill coursing through your veins knowing how wet you are from just the anticipation of it all You think about incredible pent up glorious tension from how much you touch yourself leading up to this.. knowing how satisfying it is when you will see the marks that linger bringing flashbacks and that deep twinge of excitement in places you know but don’t talk about with others to you every time you glance at them like you are triggered to imagine it all again and again. It’s almost as if you can imagine a time in the near future when you think back to reminisce now about how exciting it is. You can’t help but smile and cycle through it in your mind. Over and over.