Never create a whole universe in your mind you feel comfortable with beacuse it will try to jump out of your head and it is freaking tiring
I am trying to convince myself.
It ain't fault.
It wasn't my fault.
I couldn't run. I just couldn't.
I wish i had though.
I wish i was brave like they all think.
I Wish i wasn't a coward.
I gasp.
He was all over my head. my mind.
How dare he do that to me ?
Does he even know ?
Why do I need him like air ?
I am a human. Why ? Why does i find it so hard to get him off ?
To let go ?
Please..make it stop.
I don't deserve this pain.
Do i ?
I am stuck in a cage
i made for myself.
too tired to break free.
~k
Happy New Year world!!!!
Cheers to a new year filled with love, passion and creativity.
Cheers to making friends and striving forward till the end of the world.
Cheers to working out and writing more.
Cheers to loving and helping all kinds.
Cheers to saving one more life by any means.
Cheers to mistakes that are gonna shape us.
Cheers to adulthood and challenges.
Cheers to everything.
Cheers to 2025 !
i filled poison in my veins,
i choked all my screams,
did everything i could,
so that you, my love,
will never realise the things that run through my head.
so wild. and chaotic.