Notjustinmyhead - Blog Posts
Having the urges to get fucked up right now lol
I'm a idiot but fuck it we ball I guess
it's so unpleasant to me near me especially when I'm like this
they shouldn't have to comfort me all the time, they deserve better than that and I haven't a clue why they like me but I always and forever will love them
it's gonna be a long day and they're gonna have to drive a lot and damn I need to swing and blast music or something right now cause I'm nervous and what if they really really hate it and it's okay if they do and what if they get tired or overwhelmed and I don't notice like a complete piece of shit and and and
fuck I'm not a good partner
I hope they like it but what if they're disappointed ughhnsbhdjeje I hate brains
yes but change the flavor of the vape to sour fcuking fab
Girl dinner
...hunger is cool and all but have you tried actual drugs? Hell, even huffing air duster feels so fucking good
hunger is my drug
Fucking ironic with the feeling I've had all day
is anyone else not vibing with the always looming sense of impending doom or is it just me
you're*
Shut the utter fuck up. If you want to recover, do it. If you are okay with your body, let it be. Don't shove yourself further into it just because someone on here says to.
It's too late for me. Save yourselves, tovarishchi, save yourselves.
dont stop. soon you'll have the self control. your just growing it right now.
Because most of the time it is wrong, or pushes people who may have been attempting to recover and or people who are barely just dabbling (aka just found edblr or still okay with their bodies) further into this fucked up lifestyle
if you can't handle "m34nsp0," ask yourself why it bothers you so much.
is it really because it's mean? or is it because it's the truth?
Damn wtf is wrong with me today?
I've been anxious, kinda on high alert, expectant? (For what I don't know, a fight maybe?) I ate way too much, I'm fidgety, I keep fucking smoking
What the utter fuck is going on?
Well, that was stressful as fuck and I damn near hurt someone
The way some of those fuckers were staring at you...funnily enough they looked away when I just happened to scratch my neck and show my knife
Sorry, still kinda worked up
idk how the fuck alyx gets anything done. i'm so fucking tired and i ain't even do anything
damn bitch you live like this?
I highly recommend a clingy, lovey-dovey partner. Life’s too short to be with someone who acts like showing love is a chore
whenever I feel like I'm hard to love, or that I'm not worth loving because it's hard, I think of this quote
This is mania, mania widespread
Not just in my head, draining my stamina, I bled
I'm just a shell in this hell that we manifest
I like to be entirely self destructive professionally
I like to be a little stupid recreationally
I agree
Caffeine is good for you and will never hurt you and you should drink more caffeine now
If I ignore it it'll go away
real sufferers don't let anyone know. even themselves.
demonic possession wouldn’t even affect me, i would just assume it’s The Symptoms
Don't worry, I'm just looking for your phone to call for help (proceeds to steal his cigarettes, gum, and run off crab style)
(bruised up knuckles) heh nothing to see here darlin
(bleeding from my wound) notice anythiung differebt about me ;)
yes, we have. it has not been entirely effective. Perhaps swinging outside, blasting music and smoking, it seems effective
With the additive of my beloved, it is truly a cherished pastime
have we tried sitting completely still in a dark room, my liege?
What do you mean it's not canon?
The homoeroticism is there, WE CAN ALL SEE IT
Even my love, brand new to the movies, saw the first one and knew
headcanons are so funny once they become ubiquitous in your brain. forgot that we didn’t all agree about that.