Original Words - Blog Posts

since what went by was a lonely thing

and it never occurred to anybody

of what it could be and how it would leap

over there. over your head and into nothing

the abyss? is that nothing?

the cliffs? the subtle seas,

the long hard work days, the days when the sky is heavier

and it comes down to crush the rocks

the mountains too

I watch as they'd compress, it'd never occurred to anybody else

-s's.

I would especially like to apologize

to you, for I

was skipping rocks

over the pool

of which you cried

-s's.

I have a lot of ingenuity

I have a lot of questions between alternating waves of seawater and poison

I have become swept up under a darling cove

And darkness awoke, something I know

-s’s.

look, there you are,

already in my eyes

you can't seem to leave.

-s's.

your secret I become

-s's.

And it’s how it is So I swim forgotten waters to hide,

drown and decide Dive down, deep down. Like I used to do

-s's.

I take advantage of this illusion

If it is so

I’ll take apart my delusions

That once buried me into where I lay

And now I sing everyday

so be it.

-s's.

tired of noticing the hills, gold over the fields,

I’m tired of noticing that, and all that's real,

your distant breeze, and every little thing

I've been noticing, every little thing, but no one else ever will

they won’t try to, they never will

-s’s.

tears stream out eyes into the pacific, sweet in a saltwater company white and blue in an ocean scenic, in peculiar harmony

-s's.

forget about running away

forget about trying to play it nice better off alone, again I know, it's sad I do it now and then, I do it for myself

-s's.

lampshade July,

lampshade hangs just to remind

Me of days that passed and died

and not one mention of you

ever did survive,

Tragic end or precious guilt,

Whatever wills.

-s’s.

do I look like summer to you?

do I look like something to prove?

I don’t look like summer anymore

I fell,

you score

-s’s.

do you know, who you are?

I’m still wondering, wide awake, at dawn

you were here, now you're gone

I'm still all alone, wondering what you lost

-s’s.

carry me to the test

you have a dragon fire breath

you, with the light

and it shone through just in time

-s's.

when you're about to say something to me, I know while you're mustering up all of your words, I know Before you lean in to tell me a secret, you glow I can tell when you want to be by my side, you glisten each time, I know

-s's.

No Beauty without Stench when my head hurts like nothing else my sideways thoughts come up quite a bit to bug me to death destroy what I had, there's no beauty without its stench

-s's.

pick the fruits of self-esteem

-s's.

you have chosen the path that I don’t understand

The path that I don’t understand

is the path held onto like crutches, you use when you wander through your world

adjust yourself successfully and call your new friends

Maybe it’s all an ego acid trip for me that I dreamt up, an ice cold witch brew breathed into

I always imagine up everything beloved

whatever trace you want to leave behind is made up from the little things you do