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Hello, my name is Isaac. I use he/him pronouns and am 31 in-system.

I'm relatively new to this system, though as a whole we're not unfamiliar with being plural. I'm still learning my role and interests, though admittedly I'm introverted and have trouble learning more about myself from others.

Definitely into nuclear physics, aerodynamics, chemistry and welding, but due to being physically and intellectually disabled it's gonna take us a long ass time to understand any of them.

Mostly using this as an aesthetic, gif, gaming and nonhumanity blog.

Feel free to ask about my source but please be reasonable, obviously Isaac Clarke isn't gonna wanna talk about how cute you think Necromorphs are. I'm non-canon, as is pretty much everyone in the system, but I'd be happy to talk to both kins and fictives alike, doubles too.

DNI IF YOU ARE A...

Homophobe

Transphobe/TERF/Transmed

Ableist, anti-endo, stigmatize Personality Disorders, get on people's asses about bathing/cleaning/being "normal" etc

Racist, Antisemetic, Islamophobe, Anti-Asian, pro-Israel, "All Lives Matter"

Pro-cop, pro-authority

Sexist, intersexist, exorsexist, misogynist

Nazi or sympathizer

Anti-anti, proship, harmful paraphile, MAP/NOMAP/PEAR, DDLG/MMLB/CGL, radqueer, or any sympathizers. This includes aging up or down characters for nsfw, as well as real person fanfiction. This also includes encouraging inappropriate behaviour in littles, including allowing them to be sexual alters in any fashion.

Anti good-faith identities

Anti-mspec, anti contradictory identities, anti lesboy/turigirl

Fatphobe

Pro-diet, pro-weight loss, healthist (STRICT about this one). If you are skinny you are on THIN ICE on this blog. I am a proud bad fatty and do not tolerate skinny people's shit.

BEFORE YOU FOLLOW...

There will be suggestive content on this blog - never images, but some text. If you are a minor and are caught interacting with inappropriate or suggestive posts, you will be blocked and reported. Block the tag "not safe for minors".

When it comes to bodies, food, fatness and the like, we do not believe in health as a concept. This is elaborated upon in one of Marlin's FA posts. We are very strict about this.

We CANNOT do GFM or evacuation funds. We do not have the mental or physical processing ability to do these requests. We understand the privilege that comes with this.

Asks, DMs, and mentions are off. If we can talk to you, we will follow you first.

We believe in self-diagnosis.

We do not tag triggers.

We cannot add translations or alt text.

love being a traumagenic endo system, like yeah I needed a friend and caretaker to help me through my trauma so bad because others dismissed it and I couldn’t get out much and didn’t get the socialisation I needed so I became plural but in the Tulpa way not a DID way.

Sure love when people say we endo systems are DID/disorder fakers

even when we never claim to have the disorder in the first place…

Even when we use the term “endo” “willogenic” or whatever to specifically say that we aren’t claiming to have DID or any sort of disorder…

sure do love when other systems say we are ruining the community by existing and that it’s our fault not the fault of the people who hate on systems and call us fake, weird, and delusional...

sure do love people saying we’re fetishising disability and mental health when tulpas- for us especially, help with our mental health issues and again, we aren’t trying to be any more disordered than we are. We don’t want DID, we are happy as we are, which isn’t DID.

it's because they are :> <3

Headmate who (with much love in his heart) calls the others losers

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sometimes it feels like I peaked when I was 10,

i mean what, no I guess I was allso literally dropped on my head lel

transbraindamaged

a flag for people who are transbraindamaged. I'm sure this has already been made before, so take it as a recoin.

If I make this blog a manual for how to stalk, manipulate and kidnap me maybe I'll finally meet the love of my life

∆ ««« System Overview

We're the L-System ("Leo" or "Lilly"), pychotic incel faggot-tranny loser (he/him, any).

We have relationships between system members (4-8, on&off for at least 4 years). feel free to ask us about it

We tried dating externally many times but it never worked. We're too much of a freak for normies and we never felt properly bonding with anyone else. i really just want to obsessively fall in love with a cutely controlling/manipulative boyfriend-girlfriend, is that too much to ask?!

»»» ∆ TransIDs and MUDs

Our body is an adult and our system and subsystems consists of 12 main alters, . : we're transitioning to psychotic and delusional with weed and adderall. : it feels nice when ppl online encourage us 🥺

cisids: autism, adhd, cptsd, ptsd, bpd, npd

Our transid list is always changing so some of these might change, altho others definitely won't.

radqueer, gay, genderfuck, aro/ace, transage, permahigh, permastoned, permadrugged, permateen, sex doll, prey, victim,

transharmed, transpsychotic, transdelusional, transamputee (?), transdentures, transabusevictim, transforcedsh, transsuibait, transed, transanorexia, transana, (corpse) )

We also experience "some" MUDs:

• Mirror Infatuation Identity Disorder

« ∆ » Other labels

Some of us identify with the labels retard, faggot, cripple and probably some other ableist slurs that I forgot rn.

DMs and asks open if u really wanna know. pls be nice 🥺

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(fuck nazis transphobes sexists racists etc etc)

bf and I are doing movie night and we're both so giddy about it uwu

we put up a mirror next to our seat so we can turn to each other to make jokes and it feels validating as fuck,,

We started dating again and I'm his phone wallpaper 🥺🥺

wondering if the #pro delusional community still exists somewhere

anti-endo logic: endogenic systems don't exist, quick, bully them until they develop enough trauma to become a REAL plural

i just wanna say i love my headmate boyfriend very much >:3

"You must have trauma to be a system"

"You must have dysphoria to be trans"

woaaah we hadn't heard of these terms yet. that's really useful.

thinking, we do feel kinda cephaconscious actually, it's sometimes hard to tell who's fronting and it took us forever to develop the inner tools to figure out who's who and who said what

Here's to cephaconscious systems!

Usually, systems fall under monoconscious (having one collective consciousness), or polyconscious (each headmate having their own consciousness). However, this isn't always the case!

Cephaconscious is defined as a system that has "fluid, monoconscious-like switching, but members of the system who are not in front have their own, separate consciousness in headspace/are polyconscious in headspace" [via Pluralpedia].

Shoutout to cephaconscious systems who:

Have a hard time telling who's fronting due to the way they switch

Blur more frequently than other systems

Have difficulties accessing headspace, or needing lots of effort to go to the innerworld

Feel like they "become" the person they're switching with

And any other cephaconscious experience I may have missed!

Having an uncommon consciousness type is super cool! You're so, so loved and unique! The plural community supports you, always!

Don't forget to be yourself today!

🖤💜💙💚💛

Yelling "honey, I'm home!" into headspace after coming from a long work day and feeling a hug shortly after :3

its so nice to take a break from fronting all the time. im always so much more relaxed when i come back.

its great and i really have to do it more.

HEY EVERYONE CHECK OUT MY MASSIVE P-

-air of wings

leaned that we can basically shapshift in headspace if we want to.

of course i immediately used this new power to give myself massive wings

-(pilot)

i never asked to be plural, but i wouldnt change it for the world.

i cant imagine a better group of people to share my life with.

-(pilot)

i dont like the term host,

i mean it is what i am, but i dont like the connotations connected to it. the idea that im the "real one" or that im in charge somehow.

or maybe it just makes me think of the word "parasite" when i hear it.

either way, i think i much prefer the using the term "pilot" to desctibe my place in the system.

i think that it describes what i actually do without the same negative connotations (and also our fronting room is a literal cockpit so it fits)

sometimes being plural is comforting each other during our hardest moments,

and other times its a passionate argument over question of "what is the biggest rock in the solar system?" that ends with the conclusion that the earth is a cream egg.

yes absolutely,

we first discoved our system about 6 months ago, and yeh it seemed scary at first, but getting to know each other and learning to work together as a team has honestly been the best experience of our life.

i love how we all support each other in whatever we need, how we work together to better care for the system as a whole. i dont know what i would do without everyone else in here with me.

we love being plural and wouldnt trade it for the world.

question 15: Do you enjoy being a system?

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But what if your headmates force you to do something you dont want to?

My headmates:

"you know you should probably go for walk, some fresh air would make you feel better."

"You shouldnt stay up so late, your only going to make yourself tired in the morning."

"you should make a sandwich instead of just snacking all day."

sorry if i forget your name, im really bad at remembering peoples names.

i dont even remember my own name half the time.

well, we just came out to our mum as plural.

it seemed to go well, she seemed accepting of us. still very nervous of how shes going to act about all this tomorrow tho.

but honestly im really feeling exited to be able to use "we" and "us" without question and to proxy for everyone else in here openly.

it feels nice to be out.

our communication is pretty unreliable most of the time, but yesterday we had a full day of absolutely brilliant communication.

we spent the whole day playing fallout london together, laughing together, taking turns making dumb jokes, it was great.

the best bit was when we all went back and forth mocking the general in charge of the tommys (forgot his name but if youre playing it and have seen him you know who he is), it was amazing just all laughing together and feeling the happiness radiating from everyone else as we all brutaly roasted this moron. just pure joy.

i think that was our best system experience so far, i love being part of a system and hope our communication continues to improve like this.

Hii :) need some positivity rn, what are your best memories with your system?

When the game is named after you and you finally get to be the protagonist

honestly, i think the best part of our plurality is the emotional bleedthrough we have. it happens more the stonger the emotions are and it feels exactly like im feeling my own emotions, but im not the source of it.

if one of us is feeling bad, like stressed, sad, anxious, whatever, well now the others know exactly how they feel and can help to comfort them so much better than they could otherwise, also its great to just feel them calm down as you help.

but its gets better, it happens with joy as well. it really is an amazing feeling just bounceing pure happiness off each other, and theres been a few times we've gotten into a bit of a feedback loop with it.

im not sure were we saw it but i remember seeing a quote along the lines of "shared pain is halved, shared joy is doubled" and thats exactly what is like.

we love being plural and wouldnt trade it for the world.

if i didnt have headmates then who would remind me i can take paracetamol to fix the headaches caused by my headmates?

i assure you, my brain contains the normal number of voices.

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE NORMAL NUMBERS ONE!!

me: "i dont know how i ever coped as a singlet"

my headmate Ashley: "poorly"

me: "ok i mean that is true but theres no need to call me out like that"

about a month ago when i started to question if i was a part of a system i was really panicing about it and i remember thinking to myself "i could still repress this"

i know it probably wouldnt have worked, but even so im glad i didnt. im so very glad i didnt.

as weird and as difficult as plurality can be i like the others in here with me, i like the conversations we have and how we work together as team. i like being a part of a system.

the future is plural and so are we!