Screaming Crying Throwing Up - Blog Posts
Just went through old photos of me and my ex, I am not okay
IM LITERALLY SHAKING BUY HIM BROWN CONTACTS PLS
actively losing my mind rn because we’re coming up on a year since I played Edna in hairspray and I’m still getting hit with waves of Post Show Depression. HOW. I cannot exist normally and haven’t been able to since last october because I love her so much
never posted before but I have just had a troubling thought about Jayce and Viktor’s storyline
‼️‼️‼️MAJOR ARCANE S1 AND S2 SPOILERS‼️‼️‼️
My sorta theory about their story is that it is the literal life cycle of a STAR.
OKAY SO
In S1 Ep3 when they do this floaty thing, the Orb™️ is glowing and blue
LOOKS LIKE A HIGH MASS MAIN SEQUENCE STAR YES?
Looking up a high mass star also shows that they burn brightly but are short lived (I’m sorry)
AND WHAT DID VIKTOR AND HEIMERDINGER SAY IN S1 EP6?
“My contributions will be short lived”
“Those who shine brightest often burn fastest”
I don’t remember the episodes of this in season 2 exactly but I’m pretty sure that when Viktor goes into his little egg it’s meant to be a SUPERNOVA
You can see he’s almost in the fetal position, which reminds me of how stars with a lotta mass collapse into themselves
AND THEN right after a supernova comes either a black hole or a neutron star
Pretty sure this is a black hole since they basically unexist afterwards 😻
A few more alsos before I finish this post:
That thing about burning brightly is extra true when Jayce sees Viktor’s vision, since everyone else shines but not as brightly or as a large as Jayce and Viktor
With this pic again of the two floating around, the circles/ovals look like magnetic fields especially on a neutron star
SEE HOW THEY’RE ON OPPOSITE SIDES AS WELL? THEY ARE THE NORTH AND SOUTH CHARGES OF A MAGNET THEY ARE DRAWN TO EACH OTHER❗️
^^corroborated by “In all timelines, in all possibilities, only you can show me this” GRRRRRAAAARARRERRR
Anyway I digress please add to this if anyone has something I forgor 🫶
Me: existing
Also me: suddenly gets hit with the thought that I am my father's daughter and I will slowly break and destroy everything I love due to my crippling anger issues
and while i’m on the wymack train, can we please just take a moment with this passage because ohhhh my god
“Neil looked down at the key in his palm, at the security Wymack so easily and unquestioningly gave him. Maybe Neil wouldn't get any sleep tonight, and maybe he'd spend the next couple weeks waking up every time Wymack snored a little too loud, but maybe Neil really was okay here for now.” - tfc ch. 2
the found family in this book never fails to warm my heart. because this is so so soon after neil came to south carolina and so soon after he met wymack, a man he is predisposed not to trust because of his age, and yet (AND YET) wymack gave him a key and neil knew he was staying, knew that he had a place there, a place to come back to, and it was enough for now
In a shock to no-one... it's me w a ridic request 👉👈 please can you draw peter and mj in matching animal crop tops 😌 also this is ur fault i saw the reblog love u bye x
Ma'am you are a menace! Matching ANIMAL crop tops you say??? Plus MJ with red hairrr that you asked for a billion years ago ✌️
Hot take, but kenhina is my favorite haikyuu ship because their dynamic is simultaneously "I'll give you my jacket because you're cold and we'll hold hands because you're uncomfortable with PDA and I respect you and your boundaries," but also, "I want to cut you open and crawl inside your ribcage."
"I'll buy you stuff because I love giving you nice things," but also, "I'd like to (lovingly) dissect you under a microscope until all your vulnerabilities are exposed."
WHY IS THE FANDOM SLEEPING ON ED X LING?! THEY ALREADY HAD THEIR VERSION OF THE MEET-CUTE; LING HAS PUT HIS LIFE IN DANGER TRYING TO SAVE ED; AND ED LITERALLY GROWS TO ACCEPT ALL OF LING (even if it's just as a friend), INCLUDING HIS DECISION TO HOST GREED. NOT TO MENTION, THEY ARE BOTH THE SAME AGE, UNLIKE ROYED.
#I'm sobbing #Edling only had 600 works on AO3 #while Royed has over 4k
IM FUCKING CRYING???
I JUST LOGGED ON THE INTERNET AFTER A WEEKEND IN THE WOODS AND W/O ELECTRICITY FOR A WEEK AND
BAKUGO IS ALIVE???
my boy,, hes okay!!
11th october...thats how well i avoided spoilers my god
alr thx for listening to me rant ab an explosion boy surviving death ill see you all in 2 yrs
Does it ever drive you crazy? Just how fast the night changes?
It's like I'm home :')
Me seeing Night City for the 46th time
Internet: the show is available to watch-
Me: great, where?
Internet: -on this website/streaming service-
Me: awesome, thank y-
Internet: -in the US.
Me: ...
Me: *cocks gun I don't have because I don't live in the us*
I've been eating my words . . . 🥲
I will fucking riot if they kill this man... Don't do it, hoyo.
Here’s something I’ve been working cuz I played the original Mass Effect trilogy again and I’m coping (I’m not 😭😭😭) also I’ve been listening to this song by Linkin Park and it fits so well iykyk 😪
This isn’t officially finished, but I thought I’d share it half done cuz I slapped some random colors on there and I thought it was cool lmao ✌️😏
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john doe game ending 6:
me:
HE CANT KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THISSS
stop it hurts :((((((
jumping into the abyss goodbyeeeeeeeee
(Late post) but I have to express my PURE HAPPINESS with the OWL skins returning to shop... my dumbass didn't buy these skins in 2018/19 and I've regretting it since but now.. THEY ARE MINE, AND I WILL HAVE A COMPLETE DVA COLLECTION. MWAHAHA
I literally cried reading the news and then finally buying them, actual tears, my girl is complete, 125/127 skins by the end of this year (idk when the owcs skins will drop so until they do I won't count it). A 100% Dva collection. I am the true otp. ❤️
DINNER IN AMERICA (2020)
The thought of Nightmare y/n and Hypnos with that one part of that Heather song won't leave me alooooone.
Spoilers under the cut
Happy @axolotl-loaf ?
H E R
This is not a drill: The King has returned
Just had a breakdown over the song “Laika” by Wil Wagner.
I then looked up things about the real Laika, like how Laika wasn’t even her first name, her name was Kudryavka, or Little Curly. and how one of the scientists admitted to regretting sending her up because they didn’t learn nearly as much as her life cost. She was only 3 when she was sent up and died of overheating because the satellites cooling system failed after either 7 hours or four days. Quote, “Laika, the first animal to be launched into orbit, died from overheating and panic in the tiny spacecraft – all alone and in severe pain.” AND THEY KNEW SHE WOULD DIE! They knew the probability of survival for her was near impossible! She didn’t even have a body to bury because it burnt up as the satellite fell to Earth. Yeah, they didn’t even try to bring her back down. The satellite eventually just fell 5 months later.
No, I’m not okay. I’m crying just typing this.
This is so sad! This is such a common thing with so many animals and it’s horrible that people treat animals this way
Little sad rant about birds
I visited a bird sanctuary-ish place a few days ago and I cannot stop thinking about the two cockatoos that were there. They both looked a little old and especially sad. Above them, there was this big sign that said "CAREFUL THEY PECK" but all I got from them was signs of appreciation.
I stood there petting both animals for as long as possible. As soon as I stopped to rest my wrist, they screamed happily and then popped again their heads through the cage to be petted again. It really broke my heart to see how needy they were for love... I would've taken them home if I didn't happen to live on the opposite side of the country.
Both of them —and 90% of the animals there— were once pets that have been abandoned or taken away from their malicious owners. Please, don't buy birds (or any kind of animal at all), adopt them. And, if you adopt a bird, please make sure to know what you're stepping into: birds need a lot of care and attention —they are not at all easy pets— and live long lives.
Be mindful when adopting any kind of animal. They're living beings too, and deserve to be treated with love and respect.
Ladies and gentleman and those who can't be fucking bothered, I present to you... baby Azz<3 HE'S SO FUCKING ADORABLE LIKE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
courtesy of chapter 308 of the manga//There are no spoilers just cute baby fire boi