Self Half - Blog Posts
I wish I was hated in all my social media, so I could cut myself, not thinking about that someone is caring for me.
I wish I could vent to someone... Or at least be hugged. I can't I'm turning into a whimpering mess, all covered in snot, tears, saliva and feeling nauseous. I hate myself
I want to commit suicide.
Fuck recovery. I wanna cut.
WAR IS OVER
The fact that something could go wrong, and I'd have committed su!c!de already, scares me shitless. I have no fucking idea how I managed to not commit with constant su!c!dal thoughts, but I've managed.
HOLY HELL, FINALLY A MONTH WITHOUT SELF-HARM, DEPRESSIVE THOUGHTS, AND URGE TO SU!C!DE, INTERESTING, WILL I GET 2 MONTHS???
HELL YEAH!! FINALLY 18 DAYS WITHOUT SH, GONNA GET A MONTH WITHOUT SH SOON🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥💥💥
Never expected to stay clean(?) for 14 days... Well, how to say clean.... If I can't cut, I'll beat, bite, and burn myself, just because it gives me more pleasure. And I bit myself so hard that there are bruises left after that
How many degrees do I need to make a first degree burn? Just trying new methods of sh!
Can someone give me another methods of self-harm which isn't visible? Cuz soon in our school will be a medical checkup and I don't wanna end up in psych ward!