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mcr challenge - day 4
my favorite is mama and dead!, maybe even teenagers. OH YEAH, and blood!
but I need to say that my heart stops everytime I hear welcome to the black parade
how Sarah Lynn's album would sound like
mcr challenge - day 3
definetly Give Em Hell Kid and I'm Not Okay...and You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison
bonus: Helena, Thank You For The Venom and I Never Told You What I Do For A Living (Helena makes me cry :,)
mcr challenge - day 2
my favorite song is prob Vampires Will Never Hurt You/Demolition Lovers or Drowning Lessons :D
also Drowning Lessons was my first song from this album
we finally have an official SoundCloud account!!!
please leave a follow and stay tuned for rehearsals, og songs, covers etc!!!
pov: argos has a headache
one word: whiny
actually is in huge pain- needs a lot of painkillers or sleep (if he's able to)
you try to help him out: a lot of coffee, tucking him into bed and telling mr plant to make the telly quieter
put something cold on his head, it will help (his eyes might freeze though)
sometimes he wants to cuddle, sometimes he's like a fiery cat wanting to scratch you with it's paws- accept it. headaches fucking suck so he will of course make your life harder but trust me, he will return the favor if you're in pain or just out of nowhere. it's a way of saying "thank you" so please cuddle this whiny little thing :)
I fucked up inserting a title so now it looks quite shitty :,)
here are the results:
c# min:
https://on.soundcloud.com/vn4Ze
f# min:
https://on.soundcloud.com/deFFT
g# min:
https://on.soundcloud.com/jvpf8
b min:
https://on.soundcloud.com/bAWPd
d# maj:
https://on.soundcloud.com/z8Ua4
babydoll dress ep out now!
babydoll dress ep:
rehash SoundCloud
sad & glad SoundCloud
I wanna die as a cradle SoundCloud
it would be really helpful to know so that I can improve my music and my style and also get feedback from you and your taste :D
my SoundCloud account
new tracks and stuff
do you know this Nirvana clip?
I tried turning it into a song and I now released two of those versions + a new og song, check it out on SoundCloud and Voloco!!!
with a twist of lemon
with a twist of lemon (v2)
ted ed fred
new tracks on SC and Voloco!!!!
the new year comes with new tracks, 3 to be exact
listen to "hell was boring", "cat on a dog leash" and "when I found you attractive" here! (SoundCloud links):
hell was boring (acoustic demo)
cat on a dog leash (demo)
when I found you attractive (unplugged demo)
I'm shocked
the demos I've released are doing better than I thought!!!
I literally released "hell was boring" yesterday
thanks for the support and for giving me a sense of bliss for the day <3
2 demos out now :D
posted first raw demos on SoundCloud!! check em out
https://on.soundcloud.com/vnXMU
mr plant and argos on kill mas (xmas)
mr plant:
if you hate christmas:
you both hate this shit
it's all tRaDiTiOn, kitsch and cliché
you only care about argos's presents and actually love the present part
you guys are literal kids
doing everything anti christmas (not red, green, gold, instead blue, black, white, and silver)
you play metal and do weird poses to it or just headbang (mr plant sometimes just stands there and smiles)
slipknot, korn and some moany deftones are your shit
also some muse and nirvana
you are total rebels and punks (burning fown christmas trees, ripping apart shit, breaking decoration etc.)
if you love christmas:
you'll have a hard time with him but argos will definetly help
buys meaningful presents
bakes and bakes and BAKES AHHHHH (insert corey taylor scream)
argos:
if you hate christmas:
he'll awkwardly slurp his barszcz (polish/ukranian red beet soup)
will try to cheer you up to love christmas
doesn't really work though
is in shock when you spill red wine on purpose, eventually catches up though, total madness
you getting madder, and madder AND MADDER
will wrap a soft blanket around you and cuddles with you while watching some random german christmas movie junk (cause they're the only ones that are actually good)
if you love christmas:
baking, cooking and slurping together
annoying mr plant with your junk and mass of decoration
it's a mess honeyyy
there will be flour (and blood) all around the place (it's a reference to a german christmas song or rather a parody of it)
you can see which side I'm on
happy birthday ville valo!
bonus!
actually meme worthy
no one:
me in math class:
I live after the cbf rule:
coffee, beer (usually alc free though) and fluoxetine
5 stages of grief playlists
scum love (new playlist, cause my bf and I broke up on monday)
slutgarden - marilyn manson
no mercy - deathbyromy
zitti e buoni - måneskin
cockroach waltz - jack off jill
wait and bleed - slipknot
skinny little bitch - hole
rabbitteen - jack off jill
la paula de buio - måneskin
everything's brown - jack off jill
angst - leftovers
dead! - mcr
w1nner - tj_beastboy
kinderzimmer - leftovers
bla bla bla - måneskin
she said - the jins
underjoyed - jack off jill
du bist schon tot bevor du lebst - leftovers
left behind - slipknot
endless, nameless - nirvana
(if I would need to describe my relationship I would say: jack off jill and leftovers songs)
argos on halloweenie (hc)
you both are sick in the membrane, remember that so when it's finally time for halloween, you both are full on Jinx mode
halloween gets...interesting
you both scare the people so much that they piss in their pants, you both just love it
sometimes you drag mr plant with you cause every house you'll visit will give you all the candy and shut the door...I wonder why
you both always dress up as the "most fucked up in the mind" characters, I'm talking Jinx, Mad Hatter, Horror Clowns, Serial Killers, Horror Dolls, Mr Plant...you know what I mean
you'll probably end up at the hospital for either a "literal sugar overdose", getting run over by a car or something.
the first thing you do when that happens is giving eachother a high five
you don't want halloween to end but sadly it does...well actually not for you
you'll go to a lot of halloween parties (you once needed to go to 5 parties on one day...)
I know this one is short but I wanted to post something for you guys since I haven't posted the twa episode in seoul. I hope you enjoyed :D
I don't understand anything right now in class so this happened...
looks like you guys voted for a new travelling with argos episode (it's still time so go vote!) the only question is where should argos go next?
travelling with argos episode 3: madrid
you guys wanted to go to spain sonce a long time, so you decided to finally go and let's just say...you guys don't regret it at all
argos likes the sun even though it blinds him in all his eyes, you don't even know how he still goes through the pain of being blinded when you already need to wear sunglasses when the sun rises
yeah...it's quite something
but nevertheless you guys enjoyed the warm weather (but sometimes it was quite unbearable and you couldn't move at all, laying in front of the fan on the bed of the hotel room)
also this time you shared a bed cause argos likes to cuddle something or someone and you don't have anything against sleeping in the same bed (also because it's usually cheaper)
it was nice to see argos in shorts, a tee and converse cause that's not usual
you went all out on sight-seeing: going to various museums, parks, cafés, restaurants and really public places
just to mention, you totally loved the food: they have a lot of variety and traditional dishes (sweet and savory)
of course you couldn't skip the churros con chocolate, argos ate them a lot on the trip
probably argos's highlight was the plaza major, with all the lights and the beautiful architecture
you always went on walks in the evening lo see the lights and to digest the food better before going to sleep
allert to all souvenir shops: argos is coming!
you went to the Hard Rock Café cause you are a big music advocat and wanted to go there since forever and of course you got matching tee's as a souvenir
gerard way x reader: ivy
warnings: smut, oral sex (f receiving), mentions of drugs (only once) this is my first smut just to let you know
the clinging sounds of the water dripping from his body creates an atmosphere, so sensual. hazel eyes look at me sharply, like a hyena looks at its victim but also like a lost kitten. his black hair sticks to his face, to his soft skin, glistening in the light and dark. He pants heavily, haven't been served air for 1-2 minutes. I thought he might suffercate but his mouth said and showed otherwise, playing, acting between my thighs. he inches closer, gripping my neck and finally pulling me in. hungry, passionate, lustful. he licked my lips, asking for entrance, slipping his tongue in, fighting for dominance. it got a bit sloppy but also more lustful and hungry like he was starving himself to oblivion before, now wanting to eat something and choosing me. the warmth left my lips, moving to my neck, biting and leaving marks. My eyes were closed, letting the bliss take over me, streaming through my body like blood or heroin. the warmth left again. opening my eyes to see him looking at me as he pulled away, a little smirk spreading on his face. he dove under the surface slowly and seductively, going back to where he started. letting his tongue dance across my body, licking my insides and my thighs, my shaking, moanful breathing symbolizing the epiphany and bliss, the dark part of paradise, where the snake takes over with seduction. he hits the spot so good and I let out a loud moan. I'm glad to feel something good after such a long time of feeling down even though I already started feeling better when I met him but still the days were tough. he made me feel so loved that I could cry thinking about this. I felt myself tense up as I felt I was close, his tongue moving more intense, hitting the core everytime. As I finally came undone, my body felt the tension release and relax. he came back up. I put my hands on his cheeks and look at him deeply. then again, like an impulse, we crashed together and let our emotions dance around in circles.
pov: you're mr plant's friend (hc)
him wanting to kill you early on in the friendship but slowly losing up on the thought
you guys (when meeting) watching telly all day with some snacks and drinks
your go to shit is dark comedy, true crime, horror, thriller and mystery
argos being overjoyed for mr plant to finally have a friend
you guys sometimes mess up completely but luckily you can improvise
he does kind of care but he will definetly not show it (maybe if you glimpse you catch him being worried about you)
you guys being partners in crime (literally)
you humbling him and support him to not kill too many people
he is fucking introverted so you usually need to make the first step
you guys still haven't figured out how you became friends and why you're not laying in a coffin or a closet
guess that just means you're important enough for him so congratulations!
monster high playlists #3
ghoul songs of the day:
goo goo muck - the cramps
lollirot - jack of jill
supermassive blackhole - muse
return of the rat - nirvana
jelly tits - fatigue
kill all your friends - my chemical romance
outshined - soundgarden
angry chair - alice in chains
bark like a god - sloppy jane
freak - silverchair
creep - radiohead
dirty harry - gorillaz
around the fur - deftones
violent (or not) songs of the day:
voicemail - poppy
swollen - jack off jill
the death song - marilyn manson
pretty on the inside - hole
power - sssick brain
for you - him
rape me - nirvana
one more stitch - green river
love, hate, love - alice in chains
I fucking love those songs!
travelling with argos episode 2: tokyo
you know that the first thing you will do after landing is shopping right?
let's just say Argos would totally indulge and try out new clothing styles and would look completely different everyday
there are soooo many japanese street styles that it's really hard to choose which one to try but for Argos it's like going to a new void and bringing back plants: just do it, try out stuff and experience new things everytime!
you would go to cat café's and overall cute café's like sanrio or hello kitty ones, pusheen and anime/manga ones and so on and so on
he would totally read a lot of mangas
I could see him especially loving the very cute or psycho ones (death note, tokyo ghoul, assassination classroom)
you guys NEED TO GO to a Hatsune Mikuuuuu concert, you just need to
he loves her music so much and thinks she's extremely cuteee
you will probably either stay in a really cute hotel or in a love hotel (don't ask me why, it's about the experience)
you guys will visit lots of sights (obviously) and go to a classic japanese temple (you will even buy kimono's for that occasion)
it's a really calming and interesting experience, you guys just feel so pure and refreshed afterwards and while being there, the world seeming to stop just that you can relax and calm down
okay that was enough calmness, BACK TO MADNESS
he. will. go. out. with. a lot. of. cute. DRESSES, HE LOOKS ADORABLE IN THEM
he will also mess around with his hair: braids, pigtails, half open/half pigtails, small braids in the front, voluminous, curls, long, short, colorful, just EVERYTHING, it's gonna be... a lot
you both are just obsessed with the food there, it's really good and you guys can't get enough of it (you went all out)
he got so many clothes, plushies, sweets, mangas, accessories etc. that you needed to buy a new suitcase just for the shit he bought
he bought some interesting plants but he was scared that they would rot or die on the way back home
Argos will definetly pick up some japanese, he will always wake up and say "おはよう" (ohayō)
actually I don't want to talk about the flight but hey, at some point I need to I guess
so let's just say it was a mess
big mess honeyyy
his adhd/autism just exploded when you guys flew to tokyo but luckily at some point, he fell into a coma (deep sleep)
when he did, you let out the most obnoxious and relieving sigh you've ever mustered to let out
overall you guys loved the trip so much (and went home with a lot of stuff as great memories) <3