Starving - Blog Posts
My left shoulder felt like it was eaten by shark. I felt wow I was fucking dying
Ate chicken, drank protein did fucking every t h i n g but it kept fucking me. I started asking why is that that i only dont feel muscle sore when i eat carb food is it over?
Then drank and chugged water insanely nevermind like shit either way kek
Everything I did to hurt you 😔
I'm sorry I pushed you aside, I'm sorry I put her before you, I'm sorry I brought her into our place and ruined our sanuaury, I'm sorry she took up my time from you, I'm sorry she's still here and invading still, I'm sorry I've hurt you, I'm sorry I've made you throw up from stress, I'm sorry I've made you stop eating your food, I'm sorry you don't want to play anymore, I'm sorry we don't shower together anymore, I'm sorry now when I call you you don't respond, To my cat 💔 whom was always there for me in my darkest and loneliest days, to whom I've hurt by bringing in another kitten and now he's staving himself and losing weight. 😔 I love you 💜
I feel fat...... 😭
