Forgive Me - Blog Posts
A quick sketch of narilamb! Forgive me
Okay but I can't help that I forget everything within like three minutes!
I curse you all with this abomination
Why'd I do it? I don't know-
The quality went down with the green screen. Forgive me, I was limited with the models I had. Side note, I don't know why Springbonnie is blue. I couldn't fix him.
(I'll post a version without green screen later.)
Азірафель молився. Зціпивши руки в замок, нахиливши голову, подібно покірному священику, тихо промовляв. Він бачив, як схожими речами займаються люди, віруючі у церквах, чи фільмах. Вони ніби розмовляли з Богом, і робили це так довго (не в межах одного "сеансу", тривалістю з єдиний божественний текст, якщо що, а кількох тисячоліть), що Азірафаель почав повторювати за ними. Не те, щоб він не міг поспілкуватись з Богом особисто, він же янгол, і знає інші шляхи вийти на зв'язок зі Всевишнім, йому просто це подобалось, напевно. Точно, подобалось, як своєрідний акт медитації. Та й іноді хочеться розказати усе, про що думаєш, не отримавши жодної палаючої вітки у відповідь, чи не так?
Спочатку молитва стала новинкою в його розпорядку дня. Він завжди знаходив, про що розповісти. Згодом Азірафель вивчив усі тексти з божественних книг, і, коли здавалось, що розповідати особливо ні про що, зачитував по пам'яті уривки, котрі йому подобались в ту секунду найбільше. З часом нововведення перетворилось у звичку, а звичка — в рутину. Навіть після становлення архангелом, він не полишав ритуалу, і наприкінці робочого часу (закінчення котрого важко було обмежити чіткими рамками) продовжував бесіду з Богом.
Цього разу він не хотів говорити сам. Слова не вкладались в голові, і язик від втоми заплітався, тому одразу згадалась простенька "Отче наш".
"Отче наш, що є на небесах, нехай святиться Ім’я Твоє" і так далі. Текст вискакував з вуст як по маслу, до моменту...
"І прости нам-"
На секунду в нього перехопило дихання.
Той вечір знову нагадав про себе. Він сам, не просячись і не дзвонячи, вліз у думки янгола, нахабно витісняючи інші спогади, і наповнив всю голову літаючим навкруги пилом і запахом старого паперу. Така поведінка, якщо у спогаду вона, поведінка ця, взагалі може існувати, нагадувала ще про декого зі схожими манерами. Закриті за чорним склом окуляри, котрі теж були у кімнаті. Певно що блискучі, від стримуваних сліз, і яскраві, як щойно відкритий келих шампанського у Рітц.
"І прости нам"
Слова далі не йшли. Голова чомусь стала важче, руки вже не могли її витримати і від того тремтіли. Чи від того?
"Я пробачаю тобі"
А він і не провинився. Це було безглуздо. Азірафель просто не знав, що сказати, і бовкнув першу ліпшу фразу, а та навіть не підходила атмосфері, котра зародилась у книгарні. Азірафель сказав, що пробачає його, хоча пробачати було ні за що. Кроулі просто вчинив як... ну, як Кроулі. Він завжди був вкрай щирим, це провявлялося у кожному сказаному ним слові, думках та діях, і Азірафель це в ньому цінує. Цінував, точніше.
"Забудь"
Він нічого поганого не зробив. Насправді, просто знову проявив себе і підтвердив, що все ще залишається собою. Навіть якщо це було неочікувано. Це було, саме так, лише неочікувано, та жодних негативних емоцій в самому Азірафелю не викликало. Він не образився, не розлютився та не постраждав фізично, за що ж йому було пробачати.
Але Кроулі зрозумів, що він насправді мав на увазі.
- Пробач мені...
Янгол опустив голову на стіл та мовчки заплакав.
Using some religious girl in such vile and degenerate ways that her God will never be able to love her again. That's okay though because she's found a new one to worship now
Redo Poll
I did something to the poll which I don't know what happened, but it gave some of the answers random votes so ima redo the poll here.
SHITSHITSHIT I DIDNT READ THE CAPTION IM SORRY KAIDOU 😭
I DID IT
Very first time I forgot how to count.
iM SORRY
why does everyone ship bughead ?? (riverdale.) i-just-w-why am i the only one that doesn't like it im sorry i like j a r c h I Ë
Everything I did to hurt you 😔
I'm sorry I pushed you aside, I'm sorry I put her before you, I'm sorry I brought her into our place and ruined our sanuaury, I'm sorry she took up my time from you, I'm sorry she's still here and invading still, I'm sorry I've hurt you, I'm sorry I've made you throw up from stress, I'm sorry I've made you stop eating your food, I'm sorry you don't want to play anymore, I'm sorry we don't shower together anymore, I'm sorry now when I call you you don't respond, To my cat 💔 whom was always there for me in my darkest and loneliest days, to whom I've hurt by bringing in another kitten and now he's staving himself and losing weight. 😔 I love you 💜
WTFFF I AM JUST FINDING OUT THEY GOT A WEBSITE?! THAT YOU CAN DECODE FOR LORE???!
THAT IS SO TUFFFF!!
𝐃𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲
𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭? This is a comic dedicated to an Alternate Universe, following an alternate ending to SA2 where Sonic loses the final battle. Fifteen years later, Shadow comes looking for him with the intent to avenge the earth's loss in the name of Maria.
𝐅𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐞
𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐜 𝐅𝐮𝐫𝐲
𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐞
Due to maybe some bad stuff happening to Tumblr Please be sure to follow on these sites, as backup for the comic and my work ✨
do you think l would top kira...? :3
why would L even HAVE a bunkbed ???
((BUT for those who dont know i am 15 :^] please dont send me riskay asks like this lololol im assuming anon didnt know ❤️))
Struggling with my heart, cause sometimes you don't want my affection and hugs, but when I am really don't in the mood you want my every inch of body, lips and soul.
I SEEN THIS MEME ON TWITTER AND I KNEW I HAD TO SLAP P03 ON IT (og under the cut)
SORRY MY EDIT IS SHITTY IM ON MY PHONE BUT I *KNEW* I HAD TO ACT
I still haven’t decided if I should lick or pat this majestic creature
Plesiosaur x mint chocolate = mintchocosaur(?)
I draw this for my first follower, thanks for supporting me. I really appreciate our friendship.
💛Hope everyday is ur nice day :-) @screechingsportssludgepaper
I implore the great old oak, she who holds knowledge; she who holds power.
I implore the great old oak, forgive me; forgive us.
I implore the graceful cherry blossom tree, he who vigils life as death; he who makes the violence art.
I implore the graceful cherry blossom, stay with me; do not fleet from us as life does
I implore the soon barren earth, hold my hand; guide us to our fate
I implore the soon barren earth, she who mothers; she who guides
I implore the blinding sun and silent moon, they who shine; they who lead time
I implore the blinding sun and silent moon, do not stop the chime; judge us all for our greatest crime.
I implore she who holds power, he who makes art, she who mothers, they who shine.
Please forgive and be confined.
Please guide and flow time.
So, I was bored and look what I did ....
As you can see this I-C-O-N-I-C photo was from the Rep era so I decided to add Karlie's eyes on the picture ....
You know what's weird when I was adding the eyes, was how Karlie's fits perfectly on the "EYES" of Taylor, well as a Gaylor (I'm still like 50% a Kaylor shipper) I guess we somehow knew about the "eye-theory" on how the right eye (LEFT EYE MY GOSH, well, much like the right *LEFT* side of the face) was Karlie's and the left (RIGHT!!!!) was Tay's ....
This was the final edit .... It's amazing on how they seem to look alike .... Isn't it what they say on soulmates? LOL OR you are just what you eat, jk ....
well, here are the cropped photos for basis ....
This was the photo that I've used and I also made an edit where I put some part of the right (LEFT!!!!) side of the face and an edit where I just put the right eye (WELL, LEFT) from the I-C-O-N-I-C photo on to this picture.
right (LEFT, YOU DIMWIT) side of the face ....
just the right eye (LEFT!!!!) .... I MADE A MISTAKE LOL I'm dumb hahahaha
photos in gray scale ....
Whats you favorite fairy tale? (Essay)
My favorite fairy tale or the fairy tale that means the most to me is the Three Followers. The story of of one master and three followers who were the best of friends, until ambition, envy, loneliness, and duty took hold of the friendship they had and destroyed it. Destroying themselves in the process. This story is supposed to teach children that although these feeling do not have to be evil if you let them take a hold of you and emotions get the best of you, whatever you were trying to achieve will be beyond you reach. Something we should have thought of when the arguments began. Thought I will not go into details, this happened to my friends and I. These emotions turned our friendship that we once thought as hard as steel into tatters and shreds. We fought and blamed one another because of a desicion that was not in our control. In the end all that has left was anger, guilt, and memories of a happier time. A lot of time has passed since then, and for all that my friends did to me from verbally and physically, to the scars they gave me both literally and emotionally, I can say I have forgiven them for it. Some might think me a fool for it but if I were to stay with the anger and guilt they would have taken over me until nothing was left. I didn't want that. "The past doesn't define who you are, it just a starting point for who are going to be." I wasn't going to become a person who held grudges, never forgetting what had divided us but one who always remembers the good memories that united us. I hope that one day in the long future we will meet again, though we might not be the best of friends ever again. I hope when our eyes meet and I see not hatred or anger but nostalgia and forgiveness. I hope that day will come.
choso thats kinda based on tim burton ??
First time dappling in ship art… teehee….
But first, read this fanfic
It’s… so good (imo) and I guess this really shows my inner WolfQuest kid.
Pls read to understand wtf I’m drawing about teehee
Or not...
You'll just get a couple of wolps. Yeah...
Urrhurrr fur teehee. Cuties in the snow (WHAT SNOW ITS CLEARLY NOT SNOWING IN THE FANFIC. SHUTTTT. Lemme have this)
It’s honestly how I imagine them in the fic.
I haven’t been drawing wolves that frequently for I dabble more with cats and birds (cough cough ocs). So like the art might be a lil inconsistent:)
Can you guess who is who?? 🤯🤯🤯🤯
head in hands i'm COOKED (oh also crackship fanart)
What are three things necessary to your happiness? Family, honesty and creativity.