Tc Feelings - Blog Posts

how do u guys deal with the guilt ? sometimes i feel like i make him so uncomfortable and that’s the last thing i ever wanna do.

every month or so i forget about this account for a few weeks

February TC Challenge Day 3

3.) What kind of date do you think your TC(s) would love to go on the most? Where would you take them?

She gives off hiking/ forest vibes - maybe walking up to a lake and drinking wine and rowing across it, stargazing , that kind of thing

Travelling to some country we picked out at random

Or just a drive in movie

It's killing me how I love him so much yet I can't even talk with him properly.

Y’all please help me. What do you guys even talk about with your tc’s one on one (except asking them to explain a question etc.) I literally have so many opportunities to just go up to him and talk and I have so much I’m curious about but the problem is I don't have any idea what to talk about, I don't want to bother him and I’m so nervous & shy. Any suggestions? My messages are always open pls help someone in need 😭

I was checking my exam with my tc (which unfortunately didn't last very long since I made like two mistakes) and after we were done he just flashed me the cutest smile and said “the highest mark so far” LIKE SIR OMG NEXT TIME I’LL GET 100 CAUSE WOW OMG

Me after not seeing him for 2 days 😍 (I don’t need help I need to see him)

No because having a tc did kinda mess me up in the head a little bit. Like why am I, a minor out here knowing damn well it’s wrong and illegal but deep down still hoping that he finds me pretty and feeding into my own delusions. Like dear me, please quit already 😭 I didn’t even have a thing for older men before I met my tc but my brain chemistry was altered the moment I met him, like wtf happened and why did it happen.

I really wanna see him can the weekend and exam week please just be over already😭

Someone Like You by Adele literally describes it. I know it’s impossible for us to happen but maybe one day I’ll find someone like him closer to my age.

It’s not certain which teacher will enter my class’ French lessons next year. What if it’s not him? Oh my gosh. I literally wouldn’t be able to take it. Please please please let him be my French teacher next year as well, this is one of my biggest wishes right now. There is a high chance that another teacher might enter therefore I’m really scared. I’d be devastated because I cherish every moment of his lessons.

It’s a bit concerning and bitter that I can picture myself a few years from now, on a plane on my way to move to France (my tc is French and teaches French) after graduating and just thinking about him on my way. Will the whole city remind me of him? Will I find a glimpse of him on the streets of France? Will I be able to forget him or will this longing always remain? Will I never see him again? :( I don’t even have his number or anything but there’s a while until I graduate and maybe I’ll ask sometime. It’s just so distressing for me.

What’s so interesting to me is everyone on tc tumblr is super secretive about the crush. Like won’t tell friends, agree it’s “weird” or “gross” just like hide it like it’s a sin.

I made several friends at school because we agreed that our teacher was hot, I have one friend who is literally a lesbian in a long term relationship who will call our teacher her boyfriend. Like I talk about it all the time and 9 times out of 10 people agree with me and we joke about it

hi guys🤭

so full update of the current school situation i have.

i’m completely not going to school, i’ve missed so much of this semester and i’m not mentally or physically capable of attending, so we’ve switched me into a credit recovery class and i will probably do summer school (maybe?)

but that’s not what i’m here to say,

i emailed Mr.K and as we know, he’s the cutest thing on earth.

i emailed him, here’s the bullet points

im not coming to school anymore

are your new classes as good as my class

hehe that’s silly no class can compare to mine ;)

i went on a date with a boy who was in our shared class with mr k

it was awful

i miss you

hey do you think i’ll regret not going to prom and graduation and such

do you? (he didn’t finish high school he went through a GED course)

advice?

love you miss you

and i finished it with a wholesome meme/picture of two bunnies and it said “no bunny compares to you”

and the next morning he emailed me back with

omg i missed you too

sad to hear you aren’t physically capable to come in for school

classes are good

definitely not you tho ;)

sorry about that date

i never liked that kid either

i do regret not going to prom and those experiences

but it worked out for the better

no matter what you choose i know you’ll be great

miss you bye

and signed off with a ~Mr. K

all cutesy like 🤭

i just love the kindness he naturally exudes.

anyway i love love love him, i really wish i could see him every day like last semester but emailing will do for now