Maybe the first time was when my friend told me I was too heavy to support during a back bend when I was 9.
Maybe it was when I was growing up and my mom constantly talked about her body negatively and pinched her body fat.
Maybe it was when my mom commented on what was on my plate.
Maybe it was when my twin called my cellulite gross when he didn’t know what it was.
Maybe it was when my mom called herself a f4t p1g.
Maybe it was when I was the biggest in my friend group.
Maybe it was when I was in gym class and I didn’t want to be weighed in front of all the pretty girls.
inspired by @stopstuffingyourface