Let's discuss religious appropriation of gendered race politics, SHALL WE??
Better not, let's just hold hands
you asked the question that i thought i was ready for then it hit me, am i ready? then i thought about it and i realized im not. well im not really sure, so i said no and now i canât stop thinking about it. i think im just scared that im gonna hurt you or it ends badly but now im not so sure if i did the right thing. was it the right choice?
im scared to catch these feelings, these cravings for someone always end the same. they rather end in pain or regret.
but the way you act, the way you talk, the way we talk, its different. its something ive never had.Â
but i end up overthinking everything. i end up asking myself âis it worth it?â âshould i fall for someone who i just met and probably doesnât feel the same.âÂ
then i look at you andâŚ
i find myself thinking about you. iâve thought about what you could be doing, what youâre thinking, or about you being here. and i canât stop. i find myself thinking about you again and thereâs nothing i can do rather than to bury my love for you.