Tired - Blog Posts
sketch i did tn
Lately the only thing I've been taking seriously in my life is this blog.𓇢𓆸
from all the things passed down from all the apples coming before
Am I the only one who feels tired when I wake up in the morning but energetic at night?
Like– my sleep schedule is so fucked up
Do u ever get so tired after work u ash ur joint/cig in ur dinner instead of ur asstray?
I do apparently.
What do I do when no one believes I’m tired
I’ve been tired my whole life but recently it’s amped up as I am taking summer school and have been in boarding school for the past year.I don’t know what to do, my parents are disappointed that I don’t want to go out but I am so tired that I just cant.I’ve also been having migraines caused by this tiredness. I’ve tried sleeping more, eating less/more, taking Tylenol, etc and I still can’t seem to stop them. The summer course I’m taking is very stress full, but is similar to the pressure I had at boarding school. At boarding school I’d go to sleep at 12:00 and wake up at 7:30, and now I’m going to sleep at 11:00 and waking up at 8:00 and I’m still so tired. My body is so sore, it feels like it’s caving in on itself and I can’t do anything to stop it. What do I do to make it stop?
The number of likes is now 250. I am like a like-like (from Zelda: Ocarina of Time, you know?) Draining all the love and likeness from you Don’t worry though I’ll be sure to give it back when I can Thrice-fold! Sold! Or something I don’t know and can’t rhyme this early in the morning And my coffin is kind of cramped... YES. SOME VAMPIRES STILL SLEEP IN THEIR ANCESTRAL EARTH. In a coffin. Yeees. Mine has silk on the inside. And I still can’t stop having daymares about Twilight.
Guys what do I do if I have like all the ideas but none of the energy to make them become reality ;v;
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Cole by the window - Tacita Corvus peek
Soon, perhaps too soon, Cole found himself sitting alone in the attic, the moon shinning in the sky. Hours had passed since dinner time, and every member of the Vasily family had gone to sleep. Though, it didn’t much bother the boy that he was left with nothing but the company of Mx. Moon and Ella Froufrou, who was seated comfortably in his lap.
He stared out the windows, gaze fixed upon the winged creatures that slumbered upon the roofs of family’s and lonely people alike. There was a feeling of both uncertainty and comfort in the air, one that Cole was not yet familiar with. It felt strange to be dressed in clean clothes, curled up under a blanket and observing the stillness of Lanercost with a full stomach.
Cole thought for a moment, brows creasing as he searched his memory for what he was looking for. When he found it, he couldn’t help but smirk and let out a satisfied and partly amused sigh.
Nyctophilia.
That was the word he had been searching for. It was a noun, meaning ‘an attraction to darkness or night; finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness.’
He smiled at the definition, though, he then began to chuckle lightly under his breath as he gazed at the stars, having suddenly remembered another bit of information he had gained from the library, just as he had the rest of his knowledge.
He had suddenly acknowledged the meaning of Nyx’s name.
Cole recalled that Nyx was the daughter of chaos, primordial goddess of the night in Greek mythology. Though the name itself leaned more towards feminine, it was still androgynous either way, which was most likely why Nyx had chosen it for themselves.
Cole gave a small hum into the darkness, he thought it was a lovely name, and even lovelier now that he had recalled its meaning. He hoped that maybe one day the two could find a way to converse, as it was difficult to do so presently.
The boy returned his attention to the town and the candles still burning in people’s windows. There were few, but each one let him know that someone else was still awake, possibly suffering from insomnia, or simply enjoying the nighttime as Cole was.
The boy felt a small pang of something in his chest as he recalled the sounds of the violin he would often hear when drifting off to sleep in the alley of forest row; how the smooth symphony had accompanied the stars perfectly.
one of the main things I've noticed is how tired I always am
like last year I could stay up until 3am having fun, doing work and just relaxing
and now I'm desperate to get to sleep
because i prefer being asleep and i'm so fucking tired I can't imagine wanting to stay up to do anything
2am thoughts
The first person you think in the Morning, or last person you think of at night,
Is either the cause of your happiness or your pain
Sometimes both
I'm in the middle of starting to building like my dream minecraft world, like with almost all those pretty building and decoration ideas from like pinterest but for the life of me, I can't figure out why my Nintendo Switch is so damn whiny. Like I'll have more then three add-ons and after like a hour or two it'll be having a hissy fit and kick me out of the game in total. >:{
Whatever really, I'll just have my boyfriend figure it out for me once I come to sleep at his place, we'll probably put our minecraft beds together >u<
We are also going to watch the minecraft movie as well so wish us luck^^
Anyways hope you all have a great day/night/afternoon now! Bye 👋
15.03.2025
Didn't do much today— just attended my live class on which I have yet to make notes on. Will probably do stuff for school if I have any left b4 I head to bed . Just so tired lol :(
Anyways,
MWAAA
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Road stained green,
Wind carries rain’s eager drops,
Illuminated by a passing car’s main beam.
Road stained amber,
Rain hits my locks yet I hide under bus stops,
My heart grows ever damper
Road stained red,
Ceaseless rain hitting all with its cold drops,
I ask myself again, “Why did I get out of bed?”
Walking.
What is a pause?
We don't know that. We only know movement.
This is pretty and interesting.
Look at it. Appreciate it.
I will scream at you untill you do.
Give it to me!
Look
See
I want it
Attention!
There ist food you'll eat.
When does it end?
I don't want to see anymore I don't want to hear anymore I don't want to see anymore I don't want to…
Go, we have to
Move
Now, sleep. We won't let you rest. It's loud and scary.
It repeats again. All the same. The same all over
Fuck everything
Why is it that I feel my willpower at times can't begin to be matched in certain situations, with specific people?
I'm not trying to talk horribly about them I've just noticed I'm willing to do a lot more in a lot of situations
I'm not trying to be an ass or anything I would just appreciate it if my actions and feelings through actions, were a little bit more of the same as some specific someone else's. I know not everyone is the same and I'm genuinely happy and lucky to be surrounded with some of the people I'm surrounded by. I just feel like I go above and beyond just to receive "just enough," or bare minimum. I don't see how my feelings or loyalty with anything can be questioned when I do more than expected of me so much. But it is what it is for now. Things will change, let's see how.
life update
good morning tumblr, happy easter. i’m so tired and i need a shower but oh well. I won the easter egg hunt with 14-6 eggs. 🔥🔥🔥🔥
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I'm running on no sleep, pepsi slush, and a zero sugar energy drink. I have to finish an essay by the end of the night and then stay up late doing other homework.
November sucks in Uni, but I just gotta make it to the end of this week.
I don't want reading week to end I'm still sleepy :(
Re-did the rendering because yes
break is over, and I already feel like I need another one. Anyway, I'm experimenting with different rendering methods, so have a messy drawing of me being tired.
break is over, and I already feel like I need another one. Anyway, I'm experimenting with different rendering methods, so have a messy drawing of me being tired.
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also since I'm here already have my monster ? Sketch
Fits today's mood...fuck it her names jannet. And she is done with everything, good or bad for her.