Tired - Blog Posts
Hey, if you’re anxious like I am about calling people, especially the government, give this a try. No matter how many tries it takes you to get yourself to read this (it took me a quite a while too!) you’ll get there! It’s all or nothing these days boy, girls, non-binary pals! Just 1 minute after-hours if you have too! If you think this won’t help you, then share it with a friend who it might!
Hope this helps someone!
https://autisticadvocacy.org/wp-content/uploads/2017/02/fact-sheet-how-to-call-your-elected-officials.pdf
(The link won’t let me put it in properly for some reason :/)
I saved you a wish. now make it
*not my art work*
I'm wishing for either life or death because I am tired of being stuck somewhere in between.
Simply existing.
Y’all ever get so excited or flustered that you feel like you’re gonna burst into flames? It’s like an internal keyboard smash.
It is 1am and I am tired. Ready to snooze. Sleepy as fuck. Ready to tear up the sheets. Dreaming and everything. The Zs cannot escape, they stand no chance. Melanin in this bitch. About to honk, and dare I say shoo.
I sat down after dinner and now I have woken up 3 hours later and boy oh boy things do be feeling
I just made a post but here I am up at 3 in the morning making pancakes because ao3 is down and I need something to bring me joy.
The great thing about afternoon naps is that you can have a second wake up coffee
my school couldn't schedule things for shit. So on our first day of school we'd get handed a finalized paper copy and 9/10 you'd have to go and get it redone cause there were scheduling conflicts, such as being put in two separate identical math courses?? 2000 students, no surprise, just disappointed. Only happened a few years back too.
wait important survey question how old are you and did you get your high school class schedules on paper or electronically?? because i’m 26 and facebook just reminded me that i used to get a physical letter with my high school class schedule on it and it made me feel ancient and decrepit
My two favorite animes are Madoka Magica and Hellsing Ultimate, and I know that says something about me, but idc, I am going to throw my OC into both half-hazardly.
Love
If love is everything why does it hurt so much? Why does one feel so empty and only just wants to cry until there is no more tears to fall, why give someone the power to hurt you? Can love really sustain everything?
i need to go to bed
anyways here’s a book i bought today.
The life and the dream in Chicago.
What's heartbreaking is, that some don't even understand the love they demand and desire to be given and this has tremendously led to more oceans of sorrow and unbearable pain.
I have given up on everything except the believe, in thyself as if am anything special
Birds flying out of there nests, the sun unwrapping itself for the day some geniuses are being born and some are breathing there last. In the same chaos the fearful are sneaking into the world as if they can do a thing or two in it. Others fearfully in defeat escape it, they have lived it all not as they wanted but as fear mapped it out for them.
Birds flying out of there nests, the sun unwrapping itself for the day some geniuses are being born and some are breathing there last. In the same chaos the fearful are sneaking into the world as if they can do a thing or two in it. Others fearfully in defeat escape it, they have lived it all not as they wanted but as fear mapped it out for them.
And if you think I need help , the only kind I deserve is to understand me. I have been misconceived thus misjudged for ages am yearning for that feel, the feel to be be guessed right.
Franstober, Day 4 "Tired" - @uhhbananafrappe
English (Translator)
Español (Original)
At driving school crying I want to go home right now-
Honestly, I'm so tired of life right now, and this summer is unbearable . I am honestly hating my life most of the time now. Am just to tired to do anything anymore I rarely have energy and am honestly just wanting to go to school again and do something with my life.
Honestly so tired currently and am hating summer break so much that I want to go back to school now
I think I have ice cream truck trauma
or I'm just incredibly tired.
Everytime I have heard bells today my brain decides that it's an ice cream truck.
When will appear the day where I am finally ready to open my eyes? Stop hiding from days, months, years which I apologize with "Today is just one of the other kind"
Where I will stop dividing days into "this kind" and "good kind"
Where I won't fear falling asleep because of how terrifying it feels waking up and living without changes
Where driving home won't feel like an obstacle I can't overcome but end up panicking every Sunday all over it again
Where I am ready to open my eyes and perceive the colors of the world swallow them and start to see what I am missing by holding my eyes closed
I am tired
of the numb feeling
of tiredness
which drugs
my mind
until I feel
nothing