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this shit fire (from Google).
FUCK THIS BINGING PERIOD I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO THROW UP
✨ my April stats ✨
3/4 morning ? evening 68.7 kg
4/4 morning 68,1 kg. evening ?
reblog if you are...
ACTIVE APRIL 2024
She is p~e~r~f~e~c~t
Hi there...
welcome to my safe place✨
WARNING
there are things related to eating disorders, my weight loss journey and more. If you are in recovery please ignore this place and leave ❤️ thanks
ABOUT ME
Im 22 student of criminology🤍
I had a problem with huge weight swings and was caught in a vicious cycle of starvation and overeating... I have a bad relationship with food and honestly in my head I don't even know what I really want.
I vent my thoughts and feelings here. Sometimes I feel like I'm dying and other times I laugh at the ed meme.
I am currently trying to get my weight back on lw ... I don't feel good about my body and this is the only way to improve it. Lately, every meal has made me feel sick and nauseous. I believe that I will get the discipline like before.
You are not alone, enjoy my posts and text me anytime if you need to.
I love you, stay safe.
Vent (TW for mentions of self harm and binge eating)
Work was bad today. Really really bad. Physically painful bad. I feel so invisible and worthless. Not just by management. Of they don't care about any of us. But by my coworkers too. I know I'm different. I know I'm not like them. I feel like I'm their punching bag because I'm different. Then today my parents showed up at my job demanding to see me. I'm no contact with my parents. It was a hard decision to come to and they act like they don't know what "no contact" means. I was angry and scared. What if they forced their way into where I was? What if they caused a scene? I couldn't stop myself from shaking. Thankfully they left after being told twice. It made me worry that they would just wait for me at my house. At any time they could just show up as if I owe them my time. I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! I don't want to deal with this! I want to hurt myself. Instead I bought a bunch of food to binge. Neither option is good...I feel so out of control. I hate my life and I hate myself. I just want to escape somewhere I can be totally safe and happy. I knew that once I got home I was going to drown myself in Ewan McGregor content. It's the only thing right now that I can count on to be there for me. To fill me with happiness. I'm thankful for my mutuals on here and artists, writers, gif makers, and everything in between too. You're creativity and kindness provide the means for my escape from reality. I don't know how to end this. That's all.