Daily Check-In: May 26, 2025 ๐
Hello lovelies <3
Today is going to be a very relaxing, restorative day, as I have work tomorrow and had a really rough night last night. Nothing too difficult or too set in stone for me. Just a todo list of things I WANT to do today that'll benefit me the best.
This summer so far, I've been indulging in hobbies, which is what I plan on spending all day today doing!
ToDo Today (May 26) ๐ป
watercolor painting practice
color a full page in one of my coloring books
begin reading a new book (I just finished The Seven Husband's of Evelyn Hugo and omg it was so so good)
list a few more clothing items on depop
wash dishes
job search, just a little bit
budget the money I'm getting later this week
journal about life a little bit
take a nap
Those are the only things I want to make sure I get done today, I don't care what order or how long they take. Today is all about relaxing and having a good, easy, restful day.
I hope all of you have a wonderful day as well <3
๐ต Song of The Day: Casual - Doja Cat
omg this song is so good, it's been on repeat
Help me choose which book I should read please!
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
Life Update: 5/26/25
Hello lovelies, long time no see, at least it feels like it's been a long time. I finished off my spring semester, not as strong as I had hoped honestly. I barely managed to pass the classes I was worried about, and I was honestly so so burnt out by the end of the semester. Like, I think I slept the most I ever have in the week following my last day of the semester.
So far this summer, I've only worked 2 days (as of tomorrow it'll be 2 days of work this summer) because I decided I wanted a break from school AND work which I am thankfully able to afford at the moment. It has been wonderful. I've spent my days reading, taking walks outside, working out, napping, and indulging in hobbies like painting, coloring, and I plan on picking up sewing, crochet, and drawing soon. It has been so restorative for me so far and I am so beyond grateful for this time I've had for myself.
Work has become a super toxic place for me, as I have some co workers that have made it their mission to talk trash about me and my life and the decisions I make. One of them is actually a former friend who can't seem to not talk about me. I've had at least 4 people confirm that she talks about me constantly and it's honestly draining to hear all the garbage and nonsense she talks. I just wish everyone would remember we are adults and we certainly have much more important things to do then just talk about other people. It also hurts, because we used to be such good friends, and I haven't spoken one word bad on her since the friendship ended, because I don't see it as productive or necessary. I just wish other people thought the same, that there's no need to speak ill on others.
I would find a new job if I could, but because I don't drive AND my current job pays well, I feel as though I am a bit stuck. But we will see what happens when the semester gets closer. Maybe I can take a pay cut and get a new job. Who knows?
I will post my todo list for today soon, as today is a full relaxation/restoration day for me. I started my period and had a really rough night last night, plus I work tomorrow (deep cleaning the restaurant I work at, so nothing too bad), so I figured having a full day of ease would be most beneficial.
I'm going to try to update as regularly as I can, as I do have some stuff that I need to accomplish this summer before the semester starts. It feels good to be back.
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
April 29th, 2025 ๐
Going to bed at 1am and waking up at 6am is something I haven't done in a long while, but I am seriously so tired right now. I didn't finish my project last night, so I'm gonna work on it today before I have to go in to work. I requested an extension but haven't received an email back, so otherwise, it's just due tonight. So I don't really have a choice but to continue grinding it out.
Todo Today (April 29th) โจ๏ธ
shower + morning skincare ๐ซง
work on project ๐ป
psych doc appointment at 12noon ๐ง
work 230pm to ~10pm ๐
shower + nighttime skincare ๐ซง
come home and work on project some more
be in bed and hopefully asleep by midnight
It's a pretty simple and straightforward day for me thankfully. Doesn't help how tired I am but I'll survive. Some sleep is better than no sleep right now, and I have many redbulls ro help power me thru the next two weeks til I can finally take my break from school and work. May 9th can't come quick enough.
๐ถ Song of The Day: Gata Only - FloyyMenor
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
April 28th, 2025 ๐
It's grind time. With the semesters end quickly approaching alongside the end of steady work at my job for the semester, I'm running myself a bit ragged with all the hours I'm pulling on top of school work and whatnot. Here's to keeping myself accountable and productive the next two weeks until I can finally rest and recuperate from this semester.
ToDo Today (April 28th) โจ๏ธ
shower + night time skincare ๐ซง
work from 230pm to ~10pm ๐
work on social media project for health psychology until ~1am ish ๐ป
read a chapter of my current book to unwind a little bit today ๐
try not to drink too much caffeine โ๏ธ
since it's almost time for me to go to work, I figured I'd keep my todo list nice and short and manageable.
Tomorrow will be a similar story as today, just working and grinding out schoolwork/studying as much as I can. Let's hope I can end this semester on a high ish note.
๐ถ Song of The Day: Loco - Neton Vega
I've been obsessed with music in Spanish lately, it just hits so good
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
April 18, 2025 ๐
Hello again lovelies! Life's been too busy to make posts about my days, but rest assured I've kept myself productive and busy with school and work and life in general! I actually had down time this week which was pretty cool, as I usually don't ever have time to rest without guilt lately. But, today's a new day, I don't have work scheduled today, so I'm going to do a bunch of school work and a few household chores today too.
Todo Today (April 18) โจ๏ธ
write my mini proposal paper that's due tomorrow night ๐ป
write and submit extra credit for health psychology ๐ป
complete assignment from yesterday for health psychology ๐ป
take notes for chapter 11 health psychology
chapter 14 notes exercise physiology (??)
start FAFSA + email it to stepmom ๐ป
clean cats litter box ๐
wipe down bathroom ๐งผ
night time skincare routine ๐ซง
wash clothes ๐งบ
put away all clean laundry ๐งบ
vacuum bedroom ๐งน
wash dishes + put away clean ones ๐งผ
Should definitely be a good day today. I might go and get a smiley piercing today, I'm unsure if I really am or not yet. And I need to plan my next tattoo since I recently got some extra money, and I've been craving some new ink. Lots of stuff, lots of stuff!
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
April 8th, 2025 ๐
Yesterday was more productive than I thought it was going to be and I am so happy about it. It was honestly a really good, really tiring day, and I ended the day feeling very confident and very good about things.
What I Accomplished (April 7th) ๐
worked on study material for health psychology for ~1 hour
worked on study material for exercise physiology for ~45 minutes
worked 230pm - 1030pm
made a list of books to buy from thrift books for when I get paid (very excited to purchase them)
talked with a co worker for ~1 hour after work
Todo Today (April 8th) โจ๏ธ
lower body gym workout + 30 min treadmill walk ๐ช
wash dishes ๐งผ
clean bedroom ๐งน
clean bathroom ๐ซง
daily journaling ๐
study/work on study material for health psychology ๐ป
study/work on study material for exercise physiology ๐ป
email financial aid ๐ง
email one of my professors ๐ง
solidify my courses for next semester (I register on thursday) ๐ง
start working on FAFSA (and send to step mom for completion) ๐จ
complete assignment 10.2 for exercise physiology ๐ป
wash a load of laundry ๐งบ
Looking forward to having a good day today, since I don't work! Work has been slightly stressful lately, so I'm very happy that today is my day off.
Also, help a girl out with her language studies! Spanish and Korean tied on my last poll, so help me decide between the two!
๐ถ Song of The Day: Mona Lisa - J Hope
a repeat song for me, I love love love it so much
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
April 7th, 2025 ๐
My brain did not let me study or do much this weekend and it was seriously bugging me, but I'm trying not to beat myself up about it because it was that time of month and lately it has been messing with me hard whenever it's that time of month. Plus, work was really tiring this weekend and I've been a little stressed out about some things.
What I Accomplished (April 6th) ๐
completed and passed a quiz for one of my online classes
worked 9am to 3pm
took a 40 min nap on the couch
worked on my study guide for health psychology for ~10min
chatted with my roommates for a while
Not the most productive day yesterday, but it was not a bad day. I was super tired and anxious yesterday, but I had a decent day regardless.
Todo Today (April 7) โจ๏ธ
study for exercise physiology exam ๐
make study quizlet for health psych ๐ป
work on study guide for health psych โ๏ธ
work 230pm to ~930pm โ๏ธ
double check on classes before registering for next semester ๐ซฃ
skincare before work ๐ฟ
skincare after work ๐งด
make to do list for tomorrow ๐ก
Not an extensive list, but just stuff I need to get done. My health psych exam is Thursday and I believe my exercise physiology exam opens on Friday. I have a couple of small projects coming due next week, and some assignments that need completing later this week. It's lock in time now that the semester is almost over.
๐ถ Song of the Day: ExtraL - Jenne ft Doechii
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
April 2nd, 2025 ๐
Yesterday was not a good day. I was able to get a decent amount of chores done but I ended up having a sort of breakdown about some stuff going on in my life, I cried several times and ended up not being able to really focus on anything. I stayed up way later than I needed to and honestly just tried to be kind to myself because stuff feels heavy sometimes.
What I Accomplished (April 1st) ๐
washed dishes
put away clean laundry
ran another load of laundry
washed my towels, blanket, and pillow cases
tidied up around my room
took out three bags of trash
ordered groceries
watched a little bit of Attack on Titan
listed more items for sale on my depop
Yeah, not my most productive day, but I don't want to beat myself up about it. Stuff happens, and I just gotta keep my head above water and call that a win sometimes.
ToDo Today (April 2nd) โจ๏ธ
complete assignment 6 for one of my online classes (it's due tomorrow) ๐ป
work on chapter 10 notes for exercise physiology (at least a little bit) โ๏ธ
make a study quizlet for exercise physiology
make a study quizlet for health psychology
gratitude journal ๐
morning + night skincare ๐ฟ
work a night shift, 230pm to ~930pm โ๏ธ
I need to start drastically limiting my caffeine intake. I definitely think the amount of caffeine I consume is unhealthy and is contributing to my heightened levels of anxiety and uneasiness. It will definitely do me some good to make some changes with that for sure.
I still haven't decided what language to pick back up yet, but I'm not in any rush to make a decision just yet either. I need to look at what classes to take next semester, if I'm switching colleges or not. And I need to fill out my FAFSA. But those will be tasks for another day right now.
๐ถ Song of The Day: Bulls in The Bronx - PTV
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
April 1st, 2025 ๐
April already? Time is flying, I feel like we barely entered 2025 and now it's April? Feels unreal almost.
I have no work today, so I'm going to spend as much time as I can on stuff that I really need and really want to do! I've done pretty good at getting stuff done lately, especially with school stuff, so I really want to keep that sort of momentum going to try and be more successful as the school semester comes to an end.
Todo Today (April 1st) โจ๏ธ
wash dishes ๐ซง
put away clean laundry ๐
wash bedding ๐งผ
clean room ๐งน
clean cat litter box ๐ฑ
take out trashes ๐
complete assignment 6 for one of my online classes ๐ป
complete chapter 10 notes for exercise physiology โ๏ธ
complete chapter 9 notes for health psychology โ๏ธ
complete assignment 10.2 for exercise physiology ๐ป
make study quizlet for health psychology
make study quizlet for exercise physiology
make a grocery list to order ๐
daily journaling ๐
read 1 chapter of Attached ๐
night time shower + skincare ๐ฟ
stretch and/or light plates workout ๐ช
Seems like a lot at first glance, but I have all day to do this stuff, so I definitely have the means to get it all done.
What I Did Yesterday (March 31st) ๐
completed chapter 9 quiz for exercise physiology
worked on chapter 10 notes for exercise physiology
completed assignment 10.1 for exercise physiology
washed a load of laundry
dropped off two packages at the post office
finished paying off my rent
worked from 230pm to 945pm
I feel like that's a good amount of stuff to have gotten done yesterday, given I really wasn't feeling like doing much. Work had been so tiring lately, I'm almost glad the semester is ending because of the toll that work is taking on me physically now. On the bright side, I should be getting promoted in April, so hopefully, things ease up once that happens.
I want to start studying languages again, and of course I'm stuck between my favorite three: Spanish, Korean, or Japanese. I have lots of Japanese study resources, I live in a high population of Spanish speakers, and I listen to lots of music and media in Korean. Which one(s) do I start with to ease back into it? Pick one? All three? Help a girl out!!
๐ถ Song of The Day: like Jennie - Jennie
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
March 30th, 2025 ๐
I need to start taking and using my own photos on here, I feel like these pinterest ones don't do it for me anymore. but we'll see how successful I am at maintaining that.
I did not finish as much as I wanted yesterday, mostly because I came home from work and immediately began the process of bleaching and dying my hair purple. It took about 6 hours total and looking back, I definitely could've spent some of the wait time taking notes or reading, so at least I know to be more mindful of that. (I dye my hair at home)
What I Accomplished Yesterday (March 29) โจ๏ธ
spent 55min working on Chapter 9 notes for exercise physiology (need to complete them and start chapter 10 ASAP today)
worked 9am to 3pm
washed dishes
dyed my hair purple
ordered necessities from the store
night time skincare + showered
So yeah, it was not the most productive day I don't think, but today has the opportunity to be a better day for that stuff, so I'll make use of the time I have today in a better way.
Todo Today (March 30th) ๐ป
finish chapter 9 notes for exercise physiology ๐
begin chapter 10 notes for exercise physiology ๐
complete one assignment from my course assignments list ๐ป
work 9am to 3pm ๐ต
do some journaling โ๏ธ
read a chapter of a book (probably Attached, or Way of Kings) ๐
night time skincare + oral hygiene ๐ฟ
set myself up for the gym in the morning โ๏ธ
I really hope I won't be ad tired today as I have been lately. it's seriously not fun coming home from work exhausted or waking up and not wanting to move because I'm still so tired. But I know I'll get some stuff done today for sure. Luckily, none of my current todos have a strict deadline, so I can go easy on myself if needed.
๐ถ Song of the Day: Hot - Le Sserafim
๐ Quote of The Day: You're still doing better than you think you are
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
March 29, 2025 ๐
Last night, I was decently productive to the point where I was actually proud of what I was able to accomplish. It was a nice feeling. I'm still grappling with the thoughts of what to do in regards to continuing my education, if I go the community college (Medical Assisting) route or continue with my university (Nutrition and Dietetics), despite the possible financial issues I'll be facing.
What I Accomplished Yesterday (March 28th) โจ๏ธ
did a hydrating face mask (it was amazing)
washed and put away a load of laundry
paid my rent
wrote out some chapter 8 notes + chapter 8 vocabulary notes for health and exercise psychology
wrote out a solid chunk of my chapter 9 notes for exercise physiology (need to finish chapter 9 and start chapter 10 asap, but that's what I get for being 2 chapters behind)
journaled about some stuff going on in my head (mostly the continuing education stuff that's been plaguing my thoughts)
studied/did schoolwork for a total of 122 minutes
looked at potential classes I could take + other options for switching to the community college here in town
Yesterday was definitely a decent day in terms of stuff I was able to get done, but I also know I slacked off A LOT. More than I am comfortable with having slacked off. I'm slowly getting back into my school grind mindset, especially with the semester coming to an end soon. I really want to get my grades back up where I need them to be and end the semester on a high note, with a good GPA and a sense of pride in knowing I tried.
Todo Today (March 29th) ๐ท
work on (and finish) chapter 9 notes for exercise physiology โ๏ธ
begin chapter 10 notes for exercise physiology โ๏ธ
complete assignment chapter 9.1 for exercise physiology ๐ป
complete assignment chapter 9.2 for exercise physiology ๐ป
order necessities from the store ๐งป
work 9am to 3pm โ๏ธ
daily journaling ๐
read 1 chapter of Attached ๐
wash dishes ๐ซง (the sink is full, and I don't like it)
tidy up around my bedroom ๐งน
night time skincare + shower ๐ฟ
make my to-do list for tomorrow โจ๏ธ
My goal is to get all of this done today, and I have a strong feeling I'll be successful as long as I keep my head in the game and remember that I have priorities and things need to get done. If I don't do the things, then the things don't get done, and I can't have that.
๐ถ Song of the Day: Is This Love - XG
๐ Quote of the Day: What if it all works out?
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
So, I might be switching from my current bachelors degree at my university to pursuing an associate at the local community college for medical assisting. And I'm terrified.
I will be losing significant financial aid in the coming fall semester, which is definitely a driving factor in my decision to possibly switch over, as community college is much cheaper here. I'll be able to reapply to my university afterward to continue my bachelors degree in nutrition, so there's that too.
I guess I just nervous about making such a big switch. I've never been the best with phlebotomy stuff, which I'll need both clinical and in class experience with as I pursue the associate for medical assisting.
Any words of encouragement, or advice from people who've made a similar ish type of switch? I'm super nervous, nothing has been set in stone or done yet, but I'd love to hear from people who've done anything similar.
Thank you <3
To Do - March 27th ๐ฉท
A little list of things to get done today <3
chapter 8 health psychology notes
read 1 chapter of Attached
gratitude journal
shower + skincare
drop off depop packages at the post office
work 230pm to ~10pm
night time skincare
I should be able to get most of this done. I might put off taking notes until this weekend, just because my head hasn't necessarily been in the game recently. My anxiety has been pretty high the last few days, and it's taking a lot of energy to keep under control right now. But everything else is definitely a priority to get done today!
til next time, lovelies ๐ฉท
I'm back? - An Update
Hey lovelies. It's been a while. Lots has happened in my life, and I don't know how consistent I'll be with posting but I figured it would be a good way to kind of motivate myself to get back to some of my habits and working towards some of my goals. I've been slowly trying to better myself, my life, my academics, all that good stuff, and maybe coming back here and posting will help me stay accountable? Who knows, but it's worth a shot.
๐ Todo List for Today (March 26, 2025)
take chapter 8 notes for health psychology
take chapter 9 notes for exercise physiology
read 1 chapter of Attached โ ๏ธ (I read 3)
survive my night shift at work (2pm to 9pm)
night time skincare
Not an extensive list, as I've already crossed off some other items on my to-do list that I don't think need to be added because they're already done for the day. I'm feeling incredibly anxious right now, and I have no clue why, but hopefully taking my medication and maybe some meditation will help my anxiety lessen a little bit.
My todo list for tomorrow is TBD.
Til next time, lovelies ๐ฉท
Daily Check-in: Dec 17th, 2024 ๐
Today was a lot better of a day! Very satisfied with how today went, hoping tomorrow goes just as well!
๐ฉท What I Accomplished
various japanese studies for 79minutes total
30min walk 2x, once before the gym and once after
40min back and biceps workout at the gym
emailed therapist to reschedule therapy session
talked to boyfriend on the phone twice
washed dishes
checked grades (my GPA only went down 0.1 ish points so I'm happy about that but know I need to do better next semester!)
saved photos for my vision board (will be making a physical one this year)
morning journaled
did my night skincare routine
didn't over eat like days prior (very proud of this)
took a 2 hour nap that I didn't know I needed
๐ Stuff For Tomorrow (Dec 18th)
breakfast with my dad
hopefully a leg day at the gym + walking, if not, youtube pilates and some walking on the treadmill at the apartment fitness room
study japanese (hopefully can study 2 or more hours)
wash my dang makeup brushes
work more in artist of life workbook
call physical therapy to cancel
call state huma service department to discuss possible benefits + phone interview
wash dishes
wipe out fridge
vacuum bedroom
sweep bathroom
morning + night journal
morning + night skincare
maybe meditate
Here's to a hopefully good Wednesday!
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
Daily Check-in: Dec 16th 2024 ๐
Made the beginning of a check in for Sunday, saved it to drafts, and now I can't remember a single thing I did on Sunday besides cry from anxiety. Yesterday was good tho, despite honestly not doing much. Being on break is always so difficult for me. I begin to lack energy, motivation, and discipline, and it leaves me feeling very negative about myself. Hopefully I can turn that around soon.
๐ฉท What I Accomplished
studied Japanese in my Genki I workbook for ~22min
cooked chicken for dinner
took a nap
worked in my 2025 artist of life workbook journal to set up for next year
saved some photos to print for my 2025 vision board + set some goals
zoom called my boyfriend
showered + did my hair oiling/hair care routine
morning journal
๐ What Could've Gone Better
laid in bed for honestly most of the day
over ate a bit
didn't work out
didn't do my skincare at all
didn't journal at night
had to reschedule breakfast with my dad due to anxiety
skipped an online appointment
overall felt really bad about how I spent my day
๐ ToDo Today (Tuesday, 17th)
Japanese + Spanish study tasks from yesterday and today
email therapist about rescheduling Friday's appointment to earlier this week
call physical therapy and cancel Friday's appointment (I'm getting my nails done on Friday and so is one of my roommates so that's why I gotta move stuff around on Friday)
apply for 2 more internships for the summer
morning + night skincare (use a face mask tonight)
morning + night journaling
eat more mindfully
play with my cat a little bit
more work in the artist of life workbook
YouTube pilates workouts
wash makeup brushes
Here's to hoping I follow through with this list today. I'm tired of not keeping promises to myself.
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
ToDo *Dec 15, 2024
I have some stuff I've been putting off, so I figured I'd make a todo list and be productive today. Some of it is little mundane tasks, some of it are larger things I've been procrastinating.
wash makeup brushes + sponges
research summer internship opportunities
put away laundry
plan language studies for this week (when, where, and what)
clean out backpack + old stuff from this last semester
make list of calls to make + emails to send tomorrow
do a digital declutter on iPad + chromebook
rewrite my personal budget for when I return to work
work in journal/workbook for 2025
read at least 2 chapters of a book
maybe practice crochet
hopefully I do at least half this list today, I'm feeling a little tired so we shall see. Will update tonight and restart my daily check ins as well!
til later lovelies ๐ฉท
research internship/volunteer opportunities relevant to my field of study
research possible scholarship and financial aid opportunities for summer classes
research colleges for my future masters program + decide what to pursue my masters in
narrow down my class search and focus for my education as it continues
If anyone has any advice or tips for everything I have to accomplish listed here, I am all ears as I am kind of lost on what to do and know I need to take my education more seriously.
For the ask game #6; What are your career goals?
My previous career goals were to be a Registered Dietitian, running my own facility for outpatient eating disorder treatment. I am someone who struggled with two types of ED's and I want to help people who are going through them too.
Right now, my goals have switched a bit, so I don't exactly know what my future holds, but I am still planning on working with ED recovery in a nutrition based setting. I have to get my masters to be a dietitian, and I don't know if I'll have the resources to do so. We shall see what the future holds!
Winter Break 24' Goals
My winter break is quickly approaching as the fall semester is coming to an end. I will be getting time off work as well, due to the semester ending, so that gives me about ~5 weeks to basically do whatever I want! Which I am so excited about <3
Here are some goals I am going to accomplish over this long, much needed break:
learn + practice more crochet ๐งถ(I can do a chain, but a single crochet is difficult for me right now)
workout at the gym 3-5x a week ๐โโ๏ธ
begin running again ๐โโ๏ธ (I'm taking a running class next semester, so I want to prepare myself for it)
study japanese 3-5 days a week + take 2-3 italki lessons ๐ธ (I'm also taking a Japanese class next semester so I want to know more than the basics)
study Spanish 2 days a week minimum ๐ฒ๐ฝ (another language I know a little bit of but want to get better at)
complete watching 2-4 unfinished anime ๐ป series (I always stop with a few episodes to go, need to break that habit)
consistent self care + begin a few healthy, consistent habits ๐ (meditation, journaling, skincare morning + night, stretching, etc)
visit my boyfriend โค๏ธ (aiming to do so in early January!)
start drawing or at the very least, coloring, again โ๏ธ (very fun, very creative, very stress relieving, but I won't be mad if I don't hold myself to this)
meal prep 2x a week for lunches and dinners ๐ฅ
on that note, learn a couple new recipes for lunches and dinners! ๐
finish reading two books at minimum, three if I really work at it ๐ (going to finish What Alice Forgot, then going to move on to Girl In Pieces and If He Had Been With Me [or No Longer Human])
I will truly begin these on December 13th, and begin my daily updates soon too. Will Reblog this around Jaunary 13th to see what I actually did!
what are your guys goals for the winter?
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
hello lovelies <3
I have been MIA for a while now, and thatโs because life has been absolutely bonkers lately. Hereโs a quick breakdown:
> my financial habits have been terrible, Iโve been able to afford rent but havenโt been saving or paying off debts at all and itโs driving me crazy but Iโm trying to teach myself better habits
> because of my lack of financial skills, I will NOT be taking classes next semester. I owe about 1,800$ USD to my university and wonโt be able to register anyways with that high of a balance
> someone who I thought was a good friend turned out to not be and Iโm dealing with the aftermath of a hurtful friendship breakup
> because of said friendship breakup, a few people at work have been borderline bullying me for no reason and itโs made me cry and have lots of anxiety at work, has also affected several work friendships in a negative way so Iโm pretty much done trying to be friends with people at work
> my roommates and I resigned our lease so Iโll be living with them for this year and next thankfully! I love my rooommates, they are truly good people
> I still havenโt seen my boyfriend in person since January 1st but weโre trying to find time and the finances to get me out to cali to see him hopefully in December
> I started working out again and upped my medication by 2mg and the difference has been immense, I feel so much better, more clear, more like myself and overall just happier and more content
> Iโve stalled in studying Japanese, havenโt put much of any effort towards it lately but want to restart asap as I have a Japanese lesson in 2ish weeks
so, thatโs the breakdown. It doesnโt seem like a lot, but believe me, itโs been insane. October has been a crazy month. Iโm hoping to get back to it soon and overall start living my life to the fullest again. Will be making an updated post of goals to accomplish by the end of the year so stay tuned for that!
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
Daily Check-in: September 29, 2024 โ๏ธ
Sunday was wayyyy more productive than I had initially planned, and I still had taken a nap! I love those kinds of days so much!
What I Accomplished โ๏ธ
worked a ~7hour shift (on a station I have never run before for a full shift, and dare I say I did wonderfully) ๐
took an 1.5hour nap
completed and aubmitted my 2 pre lab assignments for chem
completed and submitted my weekly quiz for chem (got a 16/20, so I only missed 2 questions)
completed my part 1 and part 2 assignments for intro to business
completed my email introduction assignment for intro to business
took some psyc textbook notes
made some delicious boiled potstickers as a late night snack
video called my boyfriend
Random Stuff ๐
didn't study japanese but am definitely going to create a consistent study routine now that I found a teacher I like on italki for Japanese
need to fill out my planner for the month cause I have so much that I forgot to put in there
I took the "second skin" off my tattoo cause it was kinda gross and dang it does my tattoo itch. I know that means it's healing but ughhhh, I hate the itching
I forgot to get my Netflix subscription back. my boyfriend and I are starting weekly video call date nights (so like watching a movie or TV show together over video call) and Netflix is the easiest so I gots to get it again
need to rewrite my budget to hopefully fit monthly payments for a Mac into my budget
on that note, need to research what MacBook I want to purchase when I get paid next because I think it'd be more beneficial to use for school instead of my current chromebook (especially since I have an Ipad)
gotta make time to do some adulting tasks this week
Stuff For Tomorrow, September 30th ๐ง
email my Dietetic mentor about my availability this week
fill out my planner with upcoming things
study for the TEAS Exam
study japanese
take accounting notes for chapter 7
finish psyc chapter 4, 5 and 6 notes
get chem notes from classmate for missed Wednesday class
workout
skincare AM + PM
guided journal AM + PM
do laundry
maybe take a nap??? before my lab???
take out bathroom trash + maybe kitchen trash if roommates don't do it
wash dishes
Gonna be a great week, i just know it. I'm finally locking in and getting shit done as it should be <3
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
To Do Today 9/28/24
I was supposed to work a long double shift today at my normal job and then a kinda side job task that involves talking to a ton of people and being out late at night. I've decided I'm going to tell my bosses I can't do it, because the anxiety I've felt about doing it has made me thrown up already ๐
so here's the stuff I am going to do today:
pre lab 24 chemistry
pre lab 25 chemistry
chemistry lecture quiz
catch up on chem lecture notes
catch up on psyc lecture notes
catch up on accounting lecture notes
complete other intro to business assignments
study japanese
study for TEAS exam
It sounds like a lot, but honestly, it should not take me all night to do all these things so I'll be fine, as long as I get then done!
see you in the update later, lovelies ๐ฉท
Daily Check-in: September 27th, 2024
these last few days have been interesting to say the least, and the days before hat were also crazy as heck. but today's Friday, I did some stuff, and I'm happy with how today went.
What I Accomplished ๐ฆ
30min trial italki Japanese lesson (loved the teacher so much I booked another lesson right after for the 18th of October)
studied Japanese for 56min today
made japanese flashcards based on the vocabulary from Genki I Chapter 1
studied for the TEAS Exam for 41min (mainly science and english/language stuff)
washed dishes
got a tattoo!!!! my 4th one and I love it
talked to my dad a couple times
ordered pizza + foods and ate wonderfully
Random Stuff For Today ๐ฟ
I dyed my hair red yesterday but the red mainly took to the parts that were already purple BUT my hair looks super cool now
the tattoo hurt a little bit but the artist was totally awesome and I definitely want to go to him for my next tattoo if this one heals well
I ordered way too much today but I have so many leftover for this week that I'm cool with it
I seriously wish I had all the money to purchase like, an italki package of lessons cause ahhh I love my kanguage lessons so much
pretty chill day honestly
Stuff For Tomorrow, Septmeber 28th๐
Work 8am to possibly 930pm
so not much time for much else honestly!
that's all for now! til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
Daily Check-in: September 12, 2024 ๐ด
Some pictures of my school work set up in the campus library, which is actually my preffered place of study! I'm always the most productive in there! Sorry about the inconsistent daily check ins, I get home from work some nights and just pass out right away, I'm so tired.
๐ฆ What I Accomplished
completed and submitted my lab 21 and 22 pre lab assignments
completed my homework for chapter 4 of my accounting class
studied for my upcoming accounting exam
did my morning skincare
worked a ~8.5 hour shift
booked a 2nd tattoo appointment
got matched with a Dietetic mentor
sent my boss an email regarding a work situation with another coworker
decided on a time to go to lunch with my friend for her birthday on Friday
๐ Random Stuff Of The Day
felt really emotional all day, cried several times
had a really good bagel sandwich for breakfast
drank so much water
finally made my next payment to my health coach, and am waiting to recieve my new workout plans and meal plan!
debating changing my tattoo idea for my appointment in october
requested time off work for the days my man is supposed to come see me ๐ค๐ค๐ค
had a super healthy meal for dinner (grilled chicken, lots of broccoli, and a small amount of potato)
๐ฉท Stuff For Tomorrow, Friday, Sept 13th
study japanese, please girl, you gotta learn some more before your lesson on friday
email Dietetic mentor back asap
therapy appointment ??
lunch with your friend for her birthday!!
work a ~7 hour shift
have a good day <3
that's all for now! will try to post more consistently!
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
Daily Check-in: September 9th, 2024 ๐
This weekend was rough. My grandma passed away and I found out at the end of a 13 hour work shift, so it made for a difficult night to say the least. But today was a decent day. Got lots of steps and had an overall pretty good day.
๐ What I Accomplished
completed lab 19 pre lab for chemistry
complete 8/10 assignments for my intro to business class
took a nap
did my morning and night skincare
journaled in the morning
filled out my planner for the week
booked a tattoo appointment for October
๐จ Random Stuff From The Day
got a ride to and from lab with one of my roommates and found out she's actually a giant sweetheart, her and I are both just two awkward people
ordered taco bell for dinner cause why not
need to start taking creatine again, but I've stopped working out cause life. need to get back to it
am going to pull extra hours at work cause I definitely wanna make sure I can pay for my tattoo and all my bills
forgot to take my meds, whoops
๐ Stuff For Tuesday, Sept 10th
go to accounting class
complete more homework
study japanese
morning + night skincare
work a ~8 hour shift
go to the gym with my friend after work
have a good day <3
that's all for yesterday. not much to speak on for the day tbh but it was a good day. I definitely didn't do as much as I had wanted but that's okay, cause life happens.
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
Daily Check-in: Sept 6th, 2024 โ๏ธ
My breakfast from yesterday, the amount of time I spent studying Japanese today, and the book I finished reading today! Still need to complete homework, journal, and so my self care night routine, but today's been pretty good <3
โ๏ธ What I Accomplished:
moved the remainder of my stuff out of the house I left
put away clean laundry
cleaned and organized around my room and bathroom
picked up my ulta package from the apartment front desk
applied for a front desk position at a nearby medical wellness center ๐ค
studied Japanese for 27 minutes
read for ~55min, completed the book I was reading, 7/10, it was a good read but way too much happened at the end, felt rushed
๐ Random Stuff From Today
tried vanilla fairlife protein shake in my iced coffee, 7/10 for flavor, ended up hurting my stomach
forgot to take creatine today haha
didn't work out, but I did take a nap so I think I made the right decision
making mac and cheese for dinner
wasn't as excited about my ulta package as I thought I'd be
joined the Step Up app (lemme know if anyone wants to be friends on it to "compete" and get our steps in!)
looked for a small vanity to replace where my 2nd dresser is + looked at walking treadmill pads on Amazon
my boyfriend works late tonight so idk if we're gonna video call โน๏ธ
got to spend a little bit of time with my dad today
๐ Stuff For Tomorrow (Saturday, Sept 7th)
work an ~8 hour shift
morning youtube pilates workout for sure, but maybe do some carduo after work? we shall see
finish up any remaining homework
study japanese 15+ minutes ๐
morning + night journal
do my skincareeeee
perhaps do laundry again because I forgot to wash some items
today has been a really good day, I'm very happy with how it's gone! tomorrow is gonna be a good day too, I can't wait.
til next time, lovelies ๐ฉท
September 6, 2024 ๐
Here's my to-do list, affirmation, and gratitude list for today! Will update at the end of the day with what I accomplished ๐
back, bicep, and cardio workout (definitely optional today, if I'm tired and worn out maybe it's good to take a day)
pick up lab manual and earbuds from uni bookstore
pick up Ulta package from apartment front desk
collect remaining items from old house
study japanese 30+ minutes
complete remaining accounting homework problems
complete chem pre lab assignment
clean bathroom
put away clean laundry
meal prep for the week (?)
I am strong, beautiful, and entirely capable of achieving all my goals
my wonderfully patient, kind, and loving boyfriend
my dad + everything he does for me
having a job that I can make money + being able to pay my bills
good sleep in a comfortable bed
the ability to be in college and pursue my academic endeavors + enrich my education
today is going to be a good day. also, I am loving the photos I took and posted! they are my original photos, so please do not use them <3 slowly changing to a better, more authentic aesthetic <3 I apologize for my inconsistent updates, life has been crazy right now. working 40 hours a week on top of classes has been a lot, I'm not gonna lie. But I know what I'm capable of, and I'm excited to establish some routines and achieve my goals!
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
September Stuff ๐
Hello lovelies <3 With the start of a new month having arrived, I thought I'd make a post about my goals, reminders, appointments, and just life overall for this month! Hopefully this will help keep me on track with what needs to be accomplished this month <3
- Academic -
Study for TEAS exam minimum of 20 days this month
Stay ahead of my online Intro to Business course
Rewrite and review class notes weekly
Attend all classes (Allowing myself 2 class abscnes IF necessary)
- Health -
Follow workout split + goals (minimum 3 days of exercise a week)
Get 7 to 9 hours of quality sleep a night
Consistently take necessary medications
Track nutrition and fitness progress
- Personal -
Study Japanese every day (Goal = 30/30) + attend italki lesson
Finish reading 2 books (1 non fiction, 1 fiction)
Consistent daily self care practices (journaling, skincare, haircare)
Establish a morning routine
Therapy (Reoccuring weekly) Friday, September 13th, 9am
Nails ๐ , Friday, September 13th, 2pm
Italki Japanese Lesson, Friday, September 20th, 10am
Psych Doc Follow Up, Friday, September 20th, 1pm
cancel tattoo consultation
reschedule canceled doctors appointment
pick up prescription from pharmacy
budget both paychecks
grocery restock around the 13th
write financial aid appeal letter ASAP
sign up for TEAS exam website/app
continue to job search for a new job
don't neglect self care because mental and physical health is just as important as achieving all these goals
So, there's a little glimpse into my life this month. I plan to accomplish as much as possible while also taking care of myself because I know my limits and what I am truly capable of <3 I want to get back to my daily updates, which was also a motivator to set some goals for September, to give myself some guidance. So, expect to hear from me more often <3
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท
Daily Check-in: August 26th, 2024 ๐
first Monday of classes and it was a good day! It was super content packed so I was really tired as of like 2pm, but I managed to finish an assignment, and do some textbook reading and note taking. Didn't do as much as I wanted but I'm glad I did something. I booked a Japanese trial lesson on Italki to motivate myself to start studying Japanese again too!
๐ฉท What I Accomplished:
completed acct II assignment + submitted it
took notes + read (most of) chapter 1 for acct II
booked an italki lesson for japanese
requested an appointment with a study abroad advisor regarding summer study opportunities
picked up my new headphones (my old ones broke)
helped a friend who got really overwhelmed in our chem lab
drank lots of coffee without getting anxious
cooked a yummy, healthy breakfast
made a grocery list
purchased italki credits for future lessons
made a small payment towards my rent
morning skincare
morning journaling
wore a super cute outfit
๐ What Could've Gone Better
my friend didn't feel well, so no gym in the morning
drank lots of caffiene
spent more money then intended
didn't study japanese like I wanted
was super tired throughout the day
no night skincare
forgot to night time journal
๐ Stuff For Tuesday (August 27th)
study abroad appointment with advisor
study japanese minimum of 15min
attend acct II class at 9am
complete chapter 1 reading and notes for acct II + start chapter 2 (hopefully)
morning workout โ ๏ธ
look at intro to business class stuff
make new grocery list
work an ~8 hour shift
morning + night journal
morning + simple night skincare
I'm hoping Tuesday is a good, productive day for me! I love having good days so much, I'm so happy to be back to a sort of routine!
til next time lovelies ๐ฉท