⭐️ve - Blog Posts
Numbers.
Numbers.
NUMBERS.
(W8, grades, BMI)
Relapsing has made me question my faith. I've been an atheist for years but maybe the reason I feel so evil when I eat is because gluttony is a sin
Nooo sodium u taste so good and have 0 cals please don't make me gain 5lbs of water weight haha
WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!? I JUST GOT MY PERIOD!?!?!?!??! I feel so fake😔😔
Wish bmi was the only number I cared about but unfortunately I care about my grades too and always gain weight during exams
Lowkey don't care if I lose hair this time again because 1) my hair is too thick anyway, and 2) I can save up and get pretty extensions
Why cant I lose w8 instead of my will to live
My parents are back to accusing me of ⭐️ving and I'm like what????? Like I am but around them I eat so much I occasionally ended up binging just to prove a point just for them to accuse me anyway???
Think I fucked up. Idk my actual cw but in Feb I was 120lbs. Going by that if I were to get to my ugw by September (going on a school trip out of the country) if need to lose 40lbs. My exams start next week so I don't want to have too big a deficit until they're done at the end of May. So that's 3 months to intensely work to drop 40lbs. But my birthdays in there too somewhere and my parents would be suspicious if I restricted too hard. I can get close but idk if I'll get there
I can't wait to move out and cover my mirrors, fridge and cupboard wirh motivation quotes to keep ⭐️ving🙏🙏
Chocolate is my #1 opp. Wdym its so calorie dense
I'm such a fatty wtf
Ew another day where I ended up eating at maintenance🐽 going to the beach tho so hopefully I burn some off
A guy at work gave me an ice cream pop and I felt bad because he went all the way across the kitchen to give one to me so I ate it and now I'm at my maintenance☹️ (major fatty alert)
Forget being jealous of taller people weighing less than me im jealous of people younger than me weighing less
A guy at work gave me an ice cream pop and I felt bad because he went all the way across the kitchen to give one to me so I ate it and now I'm at my maintenance☹️ (major fatty alert)
In an ideal world 1 step would = 1 cal burned
The second I finish my last exam I swear I never wanna touch food again
The devil couldn't reach me so he made me a 5'2 girl with the appetite of a 6'4 man
Seriously regretting not making a backup account before getting t-worded😭😭 nobody’s seeing my stuff anyway but I was dietcherrylvr🙏🙏
Gonna cry I can’t believe i got banned😭