⭐️ve - Blog Posts
I just need a flat stomach, then I’ll stop! 🪽
There is this girl at my college and omg. She’s so perfect. 🤍
I’m being serious she has the most perfect waist and the flattest stomach. She always looks so beautiful and it makes me so jealous. She’s my inspiration, every time I see her she motivates me to keep going! I want to look like that so bad! 🪽
Let me just say that what this post says is everything. I'm living it. My fiancée is a "cook", food is his hobby and "flavor is everything" and he "won't go without flavor". He eats so badly; like everything you could imagine that you would think that someone shouldn't eat, he does. Fatty, fried, eating out, full of real cream and real butter and a whole heck of a lot of it. He drinks full fat milk by the gallon. He insists on a "sweet treat" after dinner. Bowls of cake with milk in it eaten like cereal. Pastries and cookies and pie every. single. day. on top of the rich food he cooks. Obviously he is overweight (not like....unable to move and function, but you know). He doesn't care. He literally has said that you cannot learn anything about a culture unless you eat their food. He wants to travel and do street vendors in different places. He wants to competitively eat. His existence is literally all about food.
Now, I'm one of those unfortunate people that have ED and never get thin. That's another rant. I keep telling him that I do not want to eat this food, it is too damn spicy or rich or whatever. I'm lactose intolerant (for really real), I have immune disorders that require me to take medication akin to a chemotherapeutic drug. I get sick easily. It literally is so beyond what my body can even tolerate that it's ridiculous. He says I'm unhealthy and need the things he cooks
See, the thing is....he has colitis and costochondritis. Basically everything he likes to eat is what he would call "bland" and he flat refuses to eat properly. He is literally ready to live and fall on that freaking hill of food. It makes me so freaking mad I want to scream because when he has flare ups he wants sympathy. I'm so sorry but I do feel bad that he feels bad; but when it comes to him wanting me to baby him I just can't. It feels like he does have an addiction and I'm helping him in this weird cycle of self destruction.
I don't want to be a part of that. And I feel like crap for it.
We really have to start facing food as a drug. We need to recover from it. We dream with food, but it is bad for us. We should start treating ourselves as we are addicts in recover, because that is what we are. Some people even think about food 24/7. Food makes us high for a few minutes, but then we really feel like shit afterwards. What is the point? We feel like we can not live without a burger, or a pizza, or a good greasy food, but we absolutely can. Food is one of the worst drugs ever. Don’t let it take you to your downfall.
Some day I will have moots that are like me that are old and still fucking fighting every damn day.
REBLOG IF YOU'RE AN ACTIVE ÃNÅ ACCOUNT THIS MONTH I NEED MORE ACTIVE MUTUALS!!
Goal for myself to hit tomorrow: 25k+ steps
We gon' be power walking to the moon
<3 ✨
FUCK M Y FUCKING LIFE I HAVE SWIMMING TMRW ON MY P.E
Introducing me:
Hii, i’m märta!
a bit of info about me;
•pro recovery ofc!
• struggle with binge eating!
• minor
• have strict parents so tips about that’d be great!
• feel free to dm any time about anything!
• dni if; homophobe, anti @na, transphobe, racist, a creep or anything similar thx🥰
• always open for new friends!
and lastly, i’m kinda new so dont be scared to tell me if i do anything thats considered ’weird’ or strange on here!
okay guys i’ve been so offline, but so i basically fasted for 34 hours, woke up during the night cause i was ⭐️ving, and then when the morning came i felt so dizzy and sick that i had to eat something, and now the last 2 days ive been too scared to fast again, but i will soon! maybe its just me being delusional but i feel like my arms are less flabby, and i have lost a bit of weight (i think, i was just a tiny bit over 50 kg and that was when i had eaten a lot like 5 mins before!), which i’m seeing as progress! and if you want yo, i’d love to hear tips of how to skip/make it not suspicious to eat much of you meals!
Should I break my fast...? I'm a day and a half into it but I'm starting to feel really weak and have no energy at all. I can barely walk a few distances before my feet feel like their about to give in and feel like I'll drop if I don't stop for a break.
genuinely didn't think a plateau would happen to me. calories? in check. exercise? every day. plateau? couldn't be me.
and yet.
here we are.
so many of the reddit forums recommend eating at maintenance for a while and it makes me sick to even think about trying, so we're going to weigh and count everything obsessively again, not just the big/non-vegetable things, and lower the max daily calories to 800. i know that's actually a pretty high number for edblr, but 1000 had been working for me for so long…
wish me luck! almost excited to feel the pains again.
bored
does anyone have any suggestions for things to do while not eating? i literally get so fucking bored.
any suggestions very much appreciated :)
Introduction ~
infp | Taurus | CA
w3ight -
🔒GW #1 : 125 lbs - 56.7 kgs
🔒GW #2 : 120 lbs - 54.4 kgs
🔒GW #3 : 115 lbs - 52.1 kgs
🔒GW #4 : 110 lbs - 49.8 kgs
🔒GW #5 : 105 lbs - 47.6 kgs
🔒GW #6 : 100 lbs - 45.3 kgs
🔒GW #7 : 95 lbs - 43.0 kgs
🔒GW #8 : 90 lbs - 40.8 kgs
🔒UGW 1 : 80 lbs - 36.3 kgs
🔒UGW 2 : 70 lbs - 31.8 kgs
!! please do NOT interact with my blog, or block me if you are in rec0v3ry!! i am 100% pr0 r3c0v3ry, and i don’t want to cause someone else to fall back into their old habits. (if you are in r3c0v3ry i wish you the best!)
my e@t1ng d1s0rd3r started during quarantine, but has been on and off since then. i recently decided i should go back to @na a couple months ago. in the past i got diagnosed with bul1m1@, but i don’t purg3 anymore(i try not to, only if i have a really bad b1ng3 😔🙏). i tried to fully r3c0ver once in october of 2023, but i ended up just stopping and giving up.
if you have any questions, or want to talk to me in general, i would be so glad to talk to some of you guys about anything you’re going through. lots of you can be really sweet and kind, and i appreciate those who are :)
i wish the best for you guys !!! love you bbgs
guys any tips on how to stop b1ng1ng so much?? ever since spring break i haven’t been able to ⭐️ve like i used to bru :/
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all you need to do is not eat.
This will be you if you keep stuffing your face 🤒🤕
stay safe and eat only what u really need.
I outgrew my tape measure 🥴 My belly is now over 60" around at the widest point 🥵
JINX
is my favorite thinspo rn
#arcane
My favorite thinspo of October
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Why can't I look like this😭
don’t ever give up! it’s waiting for you🎀
WINTER ARC 2024
Rules
wake up at 5 am
gym 5 times a week
10 000 steps every day
a galon of water
stick to your diet
read or study every day
one day selfcare
Why I cant find any ana winter arc? This could be the best thing and I can't find anyone who is doing that this winter.
Current thinspo🌸🌸
Have you noticed that your outfits just don't look right on you? It's odd because they looked stunning in your head, but they look tacky when you put them together. Now, let's see. Is it your body that you're visualising those outfits on, or is it someone who looks 20kg slimmer than that pudgy body you're in? It's wishful thinking. Obviously, an outfit will look good if there's a good figure underneath, and that body of yours definitely isn't 'good'. You pretend that you look like that while you make your outfits, but you're snapped back to such an awful reality when your stomach pokes over your jeans and there's a bulge of fat all around the strap of your tank top. The best accessory for any outfit is a skinny body, so you should go and get one.
✨ my April stats ✨
3/4 morning ? evening 68.7 kg
4/4 morning 68,1 kg. evening ?
i fear i am overdoing this (potential foods to eat for my bsfs birthday)
day twenty seven
i have NOT been keeping up (school sorry gang) but if its food i love, i honestly have a bite but dont let myself have more, or i just pretend something gross is in it ngl