⭐️ve - Blog Posts

overheard my family shit talking me im sorry im not happy and nice when this is the first year anniversary week of my su!cide attempt and i havent eaten anything today? i know they dont know but im so tired i cant cope

ana = bruising like a peach now apparently

i hate myself i wish i was a skeleton

ok any other asians with ana bc chinese new year is KILLING me

was forced to eat lunch today because my friends told me i looked pale and sick yeah maybe thats bc i havent eaten since yesterday morning? tbf they dont know the extent of my 3d

day twenty

im currently doing the hello kitty diet, but i dont think i have a favorite yet

day nineteen

two weeks ago, when my friend and i went out she wanted to eat at nandos but its fine i only had the fries that day

stress binged for like a week so now ive got to starve for a week

day eighteen

hashbrowns and any type of fried food basically.

Heyyy, so if you a minor, how do u eat so less? I wish i could ☆ve but my parents force me🥲 i eat 800-1000 a day but i feels sooo muchh. Any Tipps?

hii, honestly i try and skip lunch as i eat it in school and if its a packed lunch i offer it to my friends and stuff. 800-1000 isnt bad, as thats less than the average person anyway so i would exercise more and if you would prefer, try and purg3 after you eat. if u say ur going to have a shower and turn the water on whilst you do it, you can hide it easier 💕

day seventeen

aaa ive been so busy the last few days i forgot to do this 💔 but im not 100% sure as i dont want to self diagnose. however i definitely have some issues to do with food

day sixteen

ive always wanted to lose weight, and i got really depressed for my first few years of secondary school and got really chubby and i think thats when i properly started skipping meals and exercising more

having a breakdown why is my face so fat and round i hate it

day fifteen- halfway through!

anyway, im not vegan or vegetarian, and i probably wouldn't consider being one as i do enjoy eating meat

day fourteen

35kg, but id be happy at 40kg tbh

its a metab day, not a binge, i repeat to myself as i shake back and forth in my padded white room

day thirteen

considering im on 3d tumblr, im definitely not losing in a healthy way. i just try not to eat anything or do omad, with one metab day a week and i chug water and go on walks

ok but the best motivation to lose weight for me is when i put on my 3d playlist and meander meaninglessly around fields whilst being overcome by feelings of crippling self hatred

how the flip do yall fast for more than 20 hours im here dying at 19 hours and already thinking of food :/

raging bc the fuck do u mean i havent eaten anything today and went on a long ass walk and im the same weight as i was yesterday trapped at 50kg rn whyyy

day twelve

i normally eat a smaller portion of whatever my mum cooks, so alot of asian food and rice. i also eat frozen grapes alot and i drink an ungodly amount of green juices and coke zero

a bit about me

hi, im R and i post stuff about my 3d and $h problems, please dont report me, this is literally the only place i can talk about my issues unfortunately.

i yap under the tag cherry vanilla tea 🍒 so if i ever get T worded ill post under that

backup account is @cherry-lisbon-girl

my wl tiktok account is cherry.angelic

my twitter/x account is _stars_are_cool

age: minor

pronouns: she/her

fandoms im in: maurauders, 911, criminal minds, hunger games

sw: 57.6kg

cw: 47.3kg

gw: 45kg

ugw: 40kg

me after telling myself im clean from $h just to get an 3d

me bc i dont eat the whole day but binge the whole night

day eleven

i dont really have a favorite thinsp0 blog, as i mainly find mine on pinterest but i love alternative thinsp0 and pink thinsp0

some alternative thinsp0 for yall 🖤

all from 📌

day ten

pastries and homemade food. i loved eating danishes and croissants, but now all i see is calories and homemade food doesnt have nutritional labels or serving portions, so its too risky

can i have more diets? where i can search them???

i found most of mine on tumblr, if you search dietspo or ana diets, youll find some 💕 i dont have anymore saved, but u should be able to find some!