I Wish, When I Commit Suicide Someone Will Write Song About Me, Or Become An Example Why You Should Give

I don't know if my opinion is valid, though, I'd like to say it.

I absolutely hate Mizuki and her fans. I understand that y'all love her, but please, can we go without these gender debates? Y'all look stupid while trying to prove who Mizuki is transfem or crossdresser. Like, I just want to watch a video of my (previously) favorite character and then see another gender debate. Like why the fuck are you so bothered what's in her pants? As if that could change the universe....

Mizuki is actually flexible in this case. Whatever theory you believe, just try to... Think of another? If you think that she's a crossdresser, then... Try to view her from the side of a transfem and vice versa. And you'll see how flexible she is. So... Maybe we should try to pressure sega to reveal her gender?? I myself believe that she's transfem or non-binary, but still... It all looks like a bait of two audiences.

And cuz of these gender debates, she started to annoy me. Especially after Ena5. She's just... Ugh... Running and running away, not waiting to talk and then screams like a pig. Kinda feels sorry both to Mizuki and Ena fans. Sega once again made a mistake.

Anyways. I know that there will be a bunch of Mizuki fans, who may or may not be aggressive. So, if you want to argue, prove me another point, then feel free to DM me. Just let's get it easy and without aggression to both of us, okay? Mizuki is just pixels after all. Anyways, it's just my opinion and a little rant.... What can I say in the end is... Be chill, and not be aggressive, cuz that's not cool. Have a good day.

When you suddenly realize that you need to do your lessons, but your whole body is hurting and also twitchy and a small activity could turn you into a shaking mess:

I wanna die

I hate how expensive genetic tests are. Like what do you mean I should pay 1000-2000$ and wait for half a year to get a proper diagnosis? And if only my disease was simple to see on MRI or EEG... This thing is only seen on a few scans and mostly you need to take a genetic test. BUT THEY'RE SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE... Please, someone, buy me this test, and I'll kiss your legs

I absolutely despise how scientists are represented in the media. Like no bro, I don't wanna read another story of a violent scientist with syringes, who's mad and cruel, THAT'S BORING! At least try to make it interesting, giving them something unique. Because, there's already enough just violent and cruel scientists, to the point where I reject almost all my universes that contain a bad lab. Like hell, I don't want to make another cliche... Plus it's boring to write.

I wish I could vent to someone... Or at least be hugged. I can't I'm turning into a whimpering mess, all covered in snot, tears, saliva and feeling nauseous. I hate myself

I hope that I'll get hit by a car<3

"Are you okay? I noticed that you lost weight..."

TW/CW: SU!C!DE

Can't describe how much I want to commit su!c!de. Just the thought of my body laying in the snow, which soaked with my bl00d, while my phone recording me and thousands of people could see how I struggled makes my desire only bigger. Looks like I'll end up jumping off the roof... Anyways who cares...

you seem cool :3 doing ok ?

Thanks!:33 To be honest I'm something in between relapsing and feeling apathetic, haha... I guess I'll just wait a bit until I feel better instead of cutting