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Day 2: Fav Th1n5pø
ugghh i have so many it depends on the vibe of day? like some days we feeling delicate little pink princess but then others i wanna be a grungy genderless skeleton? or like... idk the aesthetic... ⭐ving academia?
still this is probably fav of all time:
127 plz n thx
(t1nyfae on twt)
258, hands down
i made tree! you can leave a decoration w/ a message if u want
saw this on @h0neysugarfree 's blog <3
okie imma do this as like a countdown to Christmas yeth :3
Day 1 - Goals for the End of 2024:
To not gain during xmas/ny (or at least lose it right after)
could be harsher but i really really love christmas. literally almost all my positive memories from childhood are during christmas.
Christmas is Special and my stupid little brain don't get to ruin it :P
so first half of the week, sperm donor was at a Manager Work Thingy a few hours away and thus i was Acting Adult of the household and as such in charge of ensuring that both the dog and my little sibling slept, drank water and ate.
nowhere in my instructions were to ensure i slept or ate >:3
unfortunately this had the regrettable consequence of nearly fainting during sparring so... gonna need to be a tad more careful next time lol.
so my neighbour is finally back and she came over to give us cupcakes on halloween bc shes just that awesome (my favorite person on this earth <33)
and during the usual how-have-you-been-hows -school-how-was-your-cruise song and dance she said
"oh you're just wasting away look at you!"
nah i was like "oh no haha just been getting back in shape for karate you know haha"
but inside i was like omg nice grandma neighbor thinks im wasting away??? :00 validation!!!!
me, after crawling back to tumblr after idefk whats been going but rest assured it was not a productive or fun time.
hallo (◕ᴗ◕✿)
well. hmm.
certainly something, yes
Crying.
so, as one does, i was checking how much ive lost since i started properly tracking again. And, as fucked up little brainicles do, i was disappointed when it fell in the range of healthy weight loss for the time span (7.3kg in 2mo)
and then i realized that i was upset??? about being healthy???? and close to the upper limit of healthy?????
like wtf??????
idrc about whats healthy when it comes to weight loss (like im here lol) but ive never... actively not wanted to at least go about it in a more helathy way??
like im fucking religious abt taking my vitamins so i dont get scurvy or whatever. (after writing this the fact that my hard line for healthy eating is "having my flintstones gummies everyday" is... something)
anyways tldr is i had a "shit i am so far into my relapse ive reached new levels of fuckery" moment :/
A more serious post I guess but I HATE HATE HATE people, who promote d1s0rd3red 34ting in the mainstream. Like shut up.
It is important that people, who are already unwell, have a space, but IIT NEVER should be close to the general population. Here I just have a space to vent and maybe make myself feel a bit better (being there somehow helps me keep it together, although I understand that it's more of an illusion of control and stability, but I need at least that), and I don't want some normie to see this shit and internalise it.
We already live in a very toxic culture (which almost circled back to how it was in the 00's), and I don't fucking want more people to be suffering.
my dinner! spicy "ramen" (konjac noodles), egg, sugar-free jello and cherry coke zero (god i love cherry coke zero my lifeblood frrr ❤️ 🍒)
i used two noodle packets (10 cal each so 20) and one small egg (60 cal) the sauce/seasonings are 22 cal and the green onion is 8.
plus the jello (2 × 5cal = 10) is 160 cal total!!
so yknow how caffine is an appitite surpressant??
HOLY FUCK IS IT EVER???
2 energy drinks last night and i have have only the nice empty hungr¥ and no cr@vings all fucking day!!! literally all i have eaten is a bowl of shitty condensed tomato soup (love me my soup but the creamy stuff is way better)
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i like purple, stars, stuffies and butterflies
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current hyperfixations are k-pop and star wars
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Update 10/01/2025!
made personal tags:
#bird boned butterflies - general me tag
#birdcooks4butterflies - anything f0od (WIEIADs, recipes, meals etc)
#birdsd!ets4butterflies - gonna start making d!ets
#birdtalks2butterflies - just talking into the void :3
#birdrants@butterflies - ranting into the void
#birdposts4butterflies - daily post challenges
Stats below ^-^
Height: 176cm / 5'9
SW: 100.8 kg / 222.2 lb
CW: 86.9 kg / 191.6 lb
Milestone 1: 90 kg / 198.4 lb ✔
Milestone 2: 80 kg / 176.4 lb ✖
Milestone 3: 75 kg / 165.3 lb ✖
Milestone 4: 67 kg / 147.7 lb ✖
Milestone 5: 60 kg / 132. 3 lb ✖
Milestone 6: 55 kg / 121.5 lb ✖
GW: 50 kg / 110.2 lb