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I wanna forget for a while
Forget the rules of the world
Forget about this heaviness resting on my shoulder
And the pressure around me that has already created a crack
For a while, I wanna forget
The mocking memories
I wanna close my eyes
To the terrible possibilities
For a while, I want the voices to be quite
That's the only wish I have
For a while, make me feel alive
I was your shadow
Always following you
In stormy nights
In grainy lights
Even in your darkest hours
When you were too immersed
In your own darkness to see me.
I was your air
Essence of your life
But unnoticed
Until the day I left
And you realised
What suffocation is.
I was your sun
You frowned
Whenever you looked at me
Hid yourself
In my presence
But you didn't realise
Without me
No dawn is coming.
Ever wondered what it feels like to breathe under the ocean; to taste the water from the grey cloud; to touch the seven colours of rainbow?
Ever wondered how it feels to live in a world where days start with shadows or exist in a void to that makes you practically weightless?
let's kill all the clocks...
Let's kill all the clocks
Let's forget rights and wrongs
And steal the wings of breeze
So we can fly over the tides
Till we reach the horizon
Where the sun kisses the ocean
While the earth spins around
We'll be away from that crowd
Snuggling close together
On the clouds that hold water
Let's kill all the clocks
So the picture can live in the frame forever
In the crowds
I've never found a place of my own
Yet yearn to loose myself in them.
I said no.
Again and again
I said no.
Did you not hear that?
I said no.
But my words did not erect a wall of protection around me.
It's dirty, filthy touch still managed to seep through my defenses and scar my soul.
The moment it withdrew its claws,
I ran.
I ran and ran and ran.
On the way,
I bumped into a lady.
Her eyes were blindfolded
With a beam balance in one hand
And a sword in the other
I asked her to help me.
She told me that she doesn't see any sin
I repeated again
That I had said no.
But to her, my consent didn't matter
'Cause I said, "I do."
On that day at the altar.
I was tired of this unending race
So I paused to take a breath
The exhaustion,
The weighing down emotions
I took a minute to acknowledge it all.
But when I opened my eyes again
I was stranded in a land
Lost in time
Couldn't find a soul
Be it a friend or a foe.
The world can always find ways to disappoint you, even in the things you have no expectations in.
The path is now lost.
And all of us wanderers have nowhere to go.
You remember that day, I saw you in the park?
You were sitting on a swing with a little girl on your lap. A goofy smile was plastered on your face, so real that it burned my heart. I know, you sensed me watching you as you abruptly looked my way.
And I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that I looked away before you caught my eyes. I'm sorry that for a little while, it dimmed your charming smile.
The truth is that I'm jealous. Jealous of the way you embrace life, when I feel so burdened by it. Jealous of how brave you must be, to be able to smile in a world like this. You seem to have mastered the art of living while I'm still figuring out its meaning.
I try to cry. I can’t. So used to not letting the tears flow, Holding them back. Conditioning learned from a young age. Well, at least I’m successful at something.
I try to cry. I can’t. A few tears seep out of my eyes… Then the feeling fades away. My brain, it feels like a sponge–
Full of dirty dish water. Try to wring it out. Then it fights back harder. One day, I will no longer feel This deep pain and sorrow.
Great working with you.@writingsbypb
Iss confusion k raaste main kuch naya sikhne ko mil gaya❤
I'd love to say ki our generation is more accepting than the previous generation. But bohot log aise v hain ki jinko jio aur jine do ka matlab samajh main nhi ata.
Whether Molested Girl Or LGBTQ People
Whether Rich Or Poor
Whether Educated Or Uneducated
Whether Employed Or Unemployed.
Our Society Has Never Accepted LGBTQ Community. Even after the decriminalization of Section 377. A very popular personality when came out and said that he is bisexual, his mother and brother left him. His mother doesn't consider him her child anymore. If the family does not come forward and accept their child's sexuality then how can we aspire to change the society. Just because of this fear, no-one says it openly to their family nor they talk about it. It is one's personal choice. No one has the right to put question marks on them. There are certain groups of transgender people who are identified as Hijras, Kothis, Shiv Shaktis etc. In the past they were treated with great respect but with time, their respect is disappearing.
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They are human beings too, whose feelings get hurt every time someone teases them. There are approximately 480,000 transgender people in India, and they are referred as “Third Gender” now. The rights for males, females and Third Gender is equal. Their right to have equal education, health facilities and employment is constantly violated. They should be given equal opportunities as others. They should be treated equally.
Did you know?
That the warrior Shrikhandi in Mahabharata was a transgender. He was born as a girl.
Bhagiratha who's believed to bring Ganga to earth was procreated by two queens with the blessing of Lord Shiva.
That Agni, the fire god, is also married to Soma, the moon god.
No?
What about when Krishna says in Gita,
“In every man, woman, kinnar(transgender) and any other species of animal or plant, lives a part of me.”
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21.11.2020
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एक सवाल आपने किया
एक हम भी करते हैं
वो राम जी हैं
जिन्हें सब आदर्श मानते हैं;
छोड कर अपने राज़ मुकूट
उन्होंने पीता का वचन निभाया
बिना भोग वीलास के
चौदा वर्ष वन में विताया;
आपने प्रेम का वंधन
जोड़ा सिर्फ़ माता सीता के साथ
मगर जब लांछन लगा उनके
चरित्र पे, छोड़ दिया उनका हाथ;
कहते हैं प्राण से बढकर
वचन है रघुवंशियों का
विवाह के सात वचनों में एक
रक्षा अपने पत्नि के सम्मान का;
क्या पत्नि से किया
वचन का कोई मान नहीं होता?
आखिर क्यों सिर्फ़ एक अच्छे
पुत्र बन ने से वो आदर्श है कहलाता?
आज भी,
रामायण और महाभारत देखने पर
कुछ सवाल आते हैं
और मन को विचलित कर देते है।
क्यो माँ सीता के चरित्र पर सवाल उठाए गए ?
क्यो उन्हें अपवित्र कहा ?
भगवान राम के सामने उन्होंने अग्नी परीक्षा दी थी,
वह सब जानते थे,
फिर ऐसा क्यों हुआ ?
क्यो पाङव और कोरवो के खेल में
द्रौपदी का सौदा हुआ ?
क्यो भरी सभा में
सभी के सामने चीरहरण हुआ ?
क्यों किसी ने कुछ नहीं कहा ?
क्यो सब मौन रहे ?
वहाँ तो कृष्ण ने आकर
द्रौपदी का चीर बढा दिया था,
पर क्यो हुआ ऐसा ?
न ही सीता और द्रौपदी
त्रेता युग में और द्वापर युग में
सुरक्षित थी
और न ही आज कलयुग में सुरक्षित है ।
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-writingsbypb
( मैं भगवान के विरुद्ध नहीं हूँ, बस इतनी सी बात है कि क्यों ऐसा हुआ और क्या कभी इन सवालों के जवाब मिलेंगे ? )
18.11.2020 (114)
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*A Lie*
A lie
That's how all of it started
A lie that you told yourself
With such conviction,
Even I believed it
A wound
I was trying to forget
Was opened all over again
You said that you're the balm,
And also the healer.
But only succeeded
In making it wider
But a day came,
Your delusion shattered.
You realised, you're not the hero
You believed yourself to be.
I do not know,
If you noticed or not
When my lips smiled
And said, 'Don't sweat it.'
My eyes were struggling
To hide the grief.
Eyes that hold
Million unspoken words;
Lips that are
Afraid to form a sentence;
Heart that cries
"Please, hear my silence."
I was flying over the clouds
But still tethered to ground
I rebelled,
Broke the thread
And I soared into the sky
Higher than ever
Looking down
Towards the ground
But as the time flew
Even that freedom
started to taste bitter.....
Maybe you weren't the one for me
Maybe we weren't meant to be
But somewhere along the way
You have become a part of me
In those fickle dreams of my teenhood
In the last pages of my notebooks
In the music collection on my first iPod
There still exists a part of you
In that briefest moment of eye contact
And the goofy smile that sped up my heart
In those infinite seconds, you gave me
The simplest form of joy life could impart
I agree, you weren't meant to be mine
But in my soul, you still left an imprint
I thought we have left that in the past
But clearly I was wrong;
I thought you were done breaking my heart
But clearly I was wrong;
I thought you are starting to understand
But again, I was wrong.
Yun to banjar si thi
Meri dil ki zameen
Ye ehsas kya hai
Woh janta hi nahin
Yun jo aye ho tum
Banke halki si varish
Sochti hun khuda ki
Koi sajish to nahin
Ruthi hui khwabon ke
Is khali si asman main
Ek akela sitara hai tu
Jo aaj jake chamka hai
Ab iss roshni se teri
Vakif jo hua main
Darta hai ye dil, vapas
Jane se virano main
Ab itna to bata de, khuda
Yeh mohabbat hai
Ya nazar ka dhoka
Ya leher hai ek gunj ki
Jo hai ek pal ka mehaman
Sajake yeh tanha ashiyan
Phir lout jaega apna jahaan
Isn't life a little strange?
We all know how it begins and ends
But we still want to live through it
Is it because how we live matter
Or 'cause that's the only thing in our hands?
Or maybe it does matter
Not for us
But for the people of the future
We all know that
The epilogue has already been written
But wouldn't it be a victory for us
If on our way, we could make the path
A little less hard
A little more clear
Not for us
But for the people of the future
It’s not true..
That I don’t miss you anymore
I know I don’t call that often
And we don’t share the same town anymore
I know it’s been years since you moved
And we don’t see each other anymore
But it’s still not true
That I don’t miss you anymore
You’re the first person whom I called a friend
And not because it was convenient
We are as different as we can be
But somehow we make it work
We have little interest in common
But we still talk for hours
You don’t relate to my struggles and pain
But you’re still with me at every bend
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Dear Bestfriend,
I know you miss me too but you won't say it out loud. But I'm not a coward like you. So there it is.
All blood is red 6/13/2020
Racial threats equals civil unrest
In this mathematical problem that continues to test
A community segregated from a nation
Separated by hatred
Created by a division of color
Falsely identified
Personified by the actions
That are fueled by misguided intentions
Purposely made
Questions are asked but answers evade
The formulation of a resolution
A problem that had arised before my generation
That Continues with its evolution
It continues to hurt
It continues to kill
It continues to spill
Blood absorbed by the soil
upon which this country was built
Now am I wrong
To hum the words to a age old song
"We shall overcome"
I can't breathe
Those words are stuck on repeat
But I'll give all of me
A sacrifice
To make sure that we are free
To believe in such a thing called equality
My skin color shouldn't be a burden
Or make me a target
The choice to life should be my own to make regardless
Now beg my pardon
And excuse me as I continue to live and to fight
Not only for me but for the future minorities and their civil rights
Education is key
So lets take the right steps to lead
In order to proceed
Violence is not the answer
It's a distractor
A motivator
Which widens a gap
A political trap
Said in a way to pacify
That a lot of people fail to see
Let's both take a look in the mirror to view the differences
Then the similarities
Once cut, you'll see
That we both will bleed the same
If we both died today, our mothers will feel the same pain
So with this continued fight what are we continuing to gain?
A question that I will leave unanswered
Just like all the others that no one continues to claim
The outside may differ but inside the vein it's all the same.
all blood is red
i cannot tell you from experience the hardships of my fellowman,
but i can tell you what my eyes have seen.
they’ve seen them being condemned and deemed guilty from the moment they are born,
judged by something that upholds no merit amongst the majority of us.
i’ve seen them being judged by their culture;
their background;
i’ve seen them being diminished, humiliated and killed.
an entire continent built on the blood of innocents
with no reparation, no reformation.
i’ve seen my fellowman cry, scream, fight,
shed their own blood for a cause,
their cause!
fighting for the very thing i was privileged to have just by being born a different shade.
so when they come to me to speak, i listen.
so when they come to me for help, i stand in front of them.
if my skin can shield them from the blindness of hatred
then so be it!
i will use it to their advantage.
i will fight for their cause,
for i can no longer bear to see innocent blood wash this streets;
i can no longer hear the cry of a mother drowning in sorrow.
i refuse to side with the ignorant,
the bigoted,
the blind.
i will make their cause my cause;
their pain my pain,
because i believe us to be the same,
with red blood in our veins
and the will to fight to see this world be a better place.
A collaboration with a fellow poet @bea-is-back
Something that we felt needed to be said and done. Feel free to check her work if you looking to feel inspired.
~ Quiet-Storm ~
Don't show me the illusion you call love
Show me the daggers you're hiding behind your back.
Don't tell me your sugary lies of trust and friendship
Tell me the truth you're hiding down your throat.
Insignificant, like a dust, that's what I am.
You were my pain
A cruel feeling
That consumed my mind.
Till I forgot everything else
You are all I thought
And you are all I felt
You were my anchor
That didn't let me surface
I was bound to you
Until the day I drowned
And it was relief I felt
With the release
Of my last breath..
I was your shadow
Always following you
In stormy nights
In grainy lights
Even in your darkest hours
When you were too immersed
In your own darkness to see me.
I was your air
Essence of your life
But unnoticed
Until the day I left
And you realised
What suffocation is.
I was your sun
You frowned
Whenever you looked at me
Hid yourself
In my presence
But you didn't realise
Without me
No dawn is coming.
I was your shadow
Always following you
In stormy nights
In grainy lights
Even in your darkest hours
When you were too immersed
In your own darkness to see me.
I was your air
Essence of your life
But unnoticed
Until the day I left
And you realised
What suffocation is.
I was your sun
You frowned
Whenever you looked at me
Hid yourself
In my presence
But you didn't realise
Without me
No dawn is coming.
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Thank you so much @ist-me-sahid ❤️ You have a wonderful blog yourself. Sorry for answering late.
You think you can tame me
Just because this pendent of your name
Is hanging from my neck
You think I wouldn't cross the threshold
Just because the sound of my anklets
Are more loyal to you
You think my identity belongs to you
Just because the bangles I wear
Is marked by your name
You think I would obey you
As the commands of those Gods
Just because you coloured me red.
It's been two decades since I was born
With everyday asking myself 'what for?'
With everyday looking up to a stone idol
Expecting answer to the one question I can't utter...
It's been one decade since the realization struck
That all those pleas and questions I sent
Was received by a room full of nothingness
And even if some soul lingers in that darkness
He doesn't care about a girl with a cruel fate...
That whenever I looked up at the sky
With the hope in my heart to find salvation
All along it had nothing to offer
Except darkness and suffocation...
It's been some years since I came to acceptance
That a tree can't move away from its roots
It took some time to put back the pieces
To mend something that has always been broken
To stand up and walk again
I still have the scars and one fragile heart
Unanswered questions and unfulfilled wishes
But now I know, it doesn't make a difference
I can't cut my roots but I can still grow
And that was when,
I was born again.