Latest Posts by foundedinchaos - Page 3

Put it the hottest it goes and then make it hotter

Are you normal or have you browsed some painless ways to die

For the restraint I have shown thus far

I should be allowed to murder someone, as a treat

My self-hatred truly has no bounds

An hour of chaos in my mind before back to nothingness 💖

Quite frankly, I'd rather be unconscious

I can’t take this anymore. I just want to be a normal person with normal emotions, but I’m not. I’m fucking crazy with emotions so intense it makes you feel like you’re about to explode and shatter into a million fucking pieces.

Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

date idea: u tell me exactly how u feel about me in specific detail until my brain calms down and stops thinking u hate me

therapists saying you're surprisingly self aware is like being called a pleasure to have in class for adults

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

are people aware i have serious abandonment issues or

Do you remember what life was like before everything went downhill? Because I don't remember anything. It's like I've always felt bad mentally.

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

I just want to feel like I am a person that deserves to be loved by them. They are so fucking amazing, they help me so fucking much and I don't know how to express my utter love for them

Fuck, I love you 🖤💜

I just want to be good enough to be loved by you

before you murder everyone in the room because you had a bad day. haveyou done your sudoku yet

[while being redirected to another website] woah woah hey easy now hey stop it what the hell get your hands off me man

-what is your sexual fantasy?

- having a brain that let me enjoy being alive

and i will tear apart your bedroom, i will call you in the night

i will exist in every second just to decorate your life

and when you're done you can discard me, like the others always do

and i will nurse my wounds until another artist needs me new

before you make a major life decision you should ALWAYS make sure that you are going through something that could be described as an "episode"

Do you think I would look pretty with my brain matter splattered across the floor?

I keep telling myself today will be different and it never is.