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Drinking nearly a bottle of cough syrup to prove my past self right. I did something stupid, I'm having a great time
emotions suck cause realistically I know they are not mad at me but I feel like they are
when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again
Having the urges to get fucked up right now lol
I'm a idiot but fuck it we ball I guess
kill two birds with one stone, play with fire AND with your food
if i die my last words will either be "oopsie" or "fuck it"
devil couldn't reach me so the universe placed me in the same situation over and over again until I learnt my lesson.
*completely ruins myself to the point I don't recognise myself* am I good enough now?
mmm oh I can't think about that or I'll die
The urge to sit outside during a thunderstorm. The internal quiet a storm brings. The smell afterwards. Absolutely amazing.
Didn't pay my dark bill so the power company shut my lights on
If you would like, my love, we can arrange something. I can help, of course :}
ugh i need to get into dance classes BAAADDDD
MIND GAMES ARE SO BORING! i am double texting! triple texting! i am texting you first! this reminded me of you! this sunset is beautiful but not in the way you are! someone walked by wearing your scent + it feels like the universe did this on purpose so i can be reminded of what it feels like to be touched by you! open your heart to me so i can live there! build a home in me and i will keep you safe!
"I don't wanna bother you"
Have you considered that this is how your presence feels?
thank you so fucking much, my love
I love you :}
it's gonna be a long day and they're gonna have to drive a lot and damn I need to swing and blast music or something right now cause I'm nervous and what if they really really hate it and it's okay if they do and what if they get tired or overwhelmed and I don't notice like a complete piece of shit and and and
fuck I'm not a good partner
it's so unpleasant to me near me especially when I'm like this
they shouldn't have to comfort me all the time, they deserve better than that and I haven't a clue why they like me but I always and forever will love them
it's gonna be a long day and they're gonna have to drive a lot and damn I need to swing and blast music or something right now cause I'm nervous and what if they really really hate it and it's okay if they do and what if they get tired or overwhelmed and I don't notice like a complete piece of shit and and and
fuck I'm not a good partner
I hope they like it but what if they're disappointed ughhnsbhdjeje I hate brains
I hate when people use shyness as an insult :) they’re acting like the worst thing i can do to them is be a lil quiet and weird.
Can I have more pills please so I don't have to think anymore?
nothing more flattering than someone saying "oh don't get her going" in reference to you when a topic you're passionate about is brought up
I am a grown ass adult and I still get nausea when I feel like I'm in trouble. They're gonna send me to the principals office and take away my toys for a week. Can you just fucking kill me instead of making me stew in my fucking anxiety