27.03.2025

physics grind RAHHHHHHHHH

April 10, 2025

35/100

Mid-sem break is here ... the campus is emptying everyday... undergrad students are going home... I love when the campus is empty ... it's a different vibe completely! this makes me feel very old and ancient! I am thinking about taking a holiday end of this month!! My supervisor says its healing time!! I guess he can see how burned out I am!!

Also, as always, I miss yoongi!!!!!!

log: 8/5/25

Call home +grocery shopping

Walk morning and afternoon

Clean and tidy living space

mental health check __journal

Read 50 pages

Study session 8-5 in lab

Proper lunch and dinner

DD_30 challenge: Day 5

Bright and Quiet - Deborah Quinn-Munson

American , b. 1950s

Oil on board , 48 x 31 in.

One day you think: I want to die. And then you think, very quietly, actually I want a coffee. I want a nap. A sandwich. A book. And I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friends, I want to sit in the sun. I want a cleaner room, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else, I want to live.

Celebrating international day of women and girls in STEM because in 2025 there are still men who will say to other men behind your back that you only got certain opportunities because you're a girl and/or because of your looks and/or because other men are attracted to you

you have to fall in love with the process. that's literally what life is! learning! growing! you will waste your whole existence if you continue to drag yourself to this non-existent finish line. the only real finish line is the end of life. that's not to say to stop having goals, but to not let them be the be all and end all. you are so much more than that!

~Sunday, August 4th 2024~

This weekend was exhausting. Manifesting a good start to the week. Otherwise, I did a bit of CSS yesterday and I only have two more chapters left on the course material.