Jaysee049 - When I Leave Don't Save My Seat

top 3 places to bleed out:

1. the snow

2. your lover/best friend/homoerotic comrade’s arms

3. bathroom floor

Edge of Sleep is practically for the people who wanted to see Markiplier (their favorite guy) having a really bad time (affectionate)

'The weak breeze whispers nothing The water screams sublime His feet shift, teeter-totter Deep breath, stand back, it’s time

Toes untouch the overpass Soon he’s water bound Eyes locked shut but peek to see The view from halfway down

A little wind, a summer sun A river rich and regal A flood of fond endorphins Brings a calm that knows no equal

You’re flying now You see things much more clear than from the ground It’s all okay, it would be Were you not now halfway down

Thrash to break from gravity What now could slow the drop All I’d give for toes to touch The safety back at top

But this is it, the deed is done Silence drowns the sound Before I leaped I should’ve seen The view from halfway down

I really should’ve thought about The view from halfway down I wish I could’ve known about The view from halfway down'

no longer explaining myself no i will not elaborate

cant wait to start feeling normal again I think to myself knowing that i have not once felt normal not at all my whole life not ever

I don't want a Career I want to Fuck Around

we all have our own crosses to bear. for example. sometimes i enjoy a panic at the disco song

For lunch im going to be having gods forgiveness and a 5 hour energy